To say I haven't cried in a while would be a bit of an understatement. The last time I shed a tear was January 16th the day my father died. After that I felt like I had nothing left in me to cry. I became a pro at bottling up anything that bothered me cramming it all deep down. But like they say you can only bottle so much up for so long before the top blows off and that moment finally came. As I watched Brian storm out of the room I completely lost it. It startled me at first feeling a single tear run down my cheek. I placed my hand on my cheek and pulled it away to examine my moisture covered finger. With that I broke down completely. I just fell to the floor and cried my eyes out. I was so confused and hurt and felt bad I didn't know which was worst so I just let it all out, I didn't know what else to do. I heard a loud knock on the door but decided to ignore it I couldn't possibly face anybody right now. I hated crying infront of people I didn't like showing weakness. A few minutes later I hear my door beep and the knob turn. I didn't look at this point I didn't care if it was a serial killer.

" Frankie baby what happened?" Val questioned me softly sitting herself down next to me on the floor and wrapping her arms around me. I cried in her arms for a good while before she finally got me to tell her what happened. I explained as best I could between sobs and trying to catch my breath.

" You stay right here" she directed standing up. " I'm going to go figure out what the hell their issue is" she grumbled trying to keep her voice soothing as she possibly could.

" Please Val it's ok, just please leave it alone" I pleaded looking up at her with tear filled eyes.

" Frankie this isn't right. Like I told you last night your apart of our family now and I don't let anybody mess with my family even if its other people I love causing the problem" she said placing her hand on my shoulder.

" I'll be back soon and ill help you pack up your stuff because you coming to live with me and Matt and I won't take hell no for an answer" she stated before hugging me and then making her way out the door. Geez that chick didn't play, but I couldn't be happier to have a friend like her. as the door shut behind her I decided to take a shower and try to get myself together. Once out I packed up my stuff which took all of five minutes since I hardly had anything to begin with then flopped down in the bed and watched some t.v. Until Val came back to get me. I started to doze off until I was brought back to reality by the shrill ring of the telephone. I didn't have a cell phone yet so I relied on the phone in my room which of course didn't have caller id. Assuming it was Val I answered quickly not wanting her to hang up.

" Val?"

" no it zacky" he said shyly trying to gauge my reaction. I stayed silent I didn't know what to say I hadn't had time to sort this all out in my head.

" Look I'm really really sorry about earlier, I don't know what came over me Frankie. I just lost control" he sighed out. I could hear the sincerity in his voice but I just couldnt deal with this right now.

" I appreciate it but I have to go now, ill talk to you later" I blurted out hanging up the phone before he could have a chance to answer. Not even a minute later the phone rang again but I just let it ring. The pattern went on for about twenty minutes but I just closed my eyes and tuned it out. About an hour later Val came and picked me up and took me to her house. I grabbed my stuff as we made our way inside and she showed me to my room.

" Now like I told you Frankie this is your house too. And your free to do what you want. But if at anytime any of the guys make you feel uncomfortable you let me know ok?" She eyes me carefully making sure I fully understood everything.

" Yes and thank you so much again for everything I really appreciate it more than you know" I smiled sincerely even though it was clouded by sadness from the earlier events. But I know she understood. She smiled warmly at me rubbing my arm. I unpacked my bag and decided it would be nice to go for a swim. But then it clicked that with all the drama earlier me and Val had to cancel our shopping trip and i didn't have a bathing suit. I made my way down the hall to Val's room. She must have felt my presence at the doorway because just as I was about to knock the door flew open.

" hey sorry to bother you but I thought about taking a swim and I don't have a bathing suit" I said meekly. I hated asking people for stuff but I really wanted to go in the pool and I didn't want to traumatize anyone by running around in my ratty underwear.

" Oh of course! I have tons pick out anyone you want!" She beamed showing me to her closet. I decided on a cheetah print bikini and thanked her again as I made my way to the bathroom and changed. After I changed I went down to the kitchen and was relieved that it was just me and Val in the house at the moment. I just wanted to have a few drinks and splash around in the water for a bit. I opened the fridge and chuckled when I saw three full bottles of mad dog with a post it note on them that said " welcome home Frankie :)" I smiled brightly as I took one of the bottles and went out to the pool. Without hesitation I twisted the cap off and drained the bottle like a pro. Of course I had to fight the urge for a minute not to throw up but after that I was good. I jumped in the pool and splashed around like a kid on the first day of summer break. I had an awesome buzz and not a care in the world at the moment. I dried off and went back into the house to grab another bottle repeating the same thing I did with the first one draining it dry. I loved the way the alcohol numbed my emotions I felt better than I had since everything started getting weird, which has pretty much been since I got to California. I turned to go back inside and throw away the bottle before I got back in the pool. As I slid the door open I felt someone grab my arm. It startled me and spun around to see who it was but in the process I slammed my forehead into the corner of the cabinet. I whimpered and placed my hand on my forehead ony to pull it away and see blood. I slowly raised my eyes to see a shocked zacky standing infront of me.

" oh god baby I'm so sorry are you ok??" He panicked picking me up bridal style carrying me into my bathroom. He sat me on the counter as he searched for the first aid kit. In my drunken state all I could do was stare at him. I felt my pussy start throbbing as I eyed him up and down. He began expertly patching up my wound. But the way he was positioned he was standing between my legs and I inched myself closer to the edge of the counter so that his clothed member was teasingly ghosting over my bikini bottoms. I bit my lip struggling to fight from moaning. I couldn't fight it anymore I grabbed the back of his hair and crushed his lips to mine as i began to slowly grind myself into his growing erection. I slowly ran my hands under his shirt continuing onto his chest before sliding them back down to unbutton his jeans. Without missing a beat he untied the sides of my bikini bottoms and began rubbing circles on my clit as I pulled out his rock hard cock stroking it. I felt like I was going to explode before we even got any further.

" fuck me now zacky!" I groaned in his ear grabbing his hair tighter in my fist. He looked down at me with list filled eyes as he lined himself up at the entrance and without warning slammed into me fully.

" Oh fuck baby! Just like that! Fuck me hard baby!" I screamed as he slammed in and out of me showing no mercy. With every stroke he hit my spot perfectly making my whole body seize in pleasure as I felt my orgasm coming on.

" Shit Frankie your so fucking tight baby! You going to make me cum!" He moaned and that's all it took as my walls clenched around him and I came yelling a string of obscenities as I felt his dick throb inside of me as we both rode out our orgasms. I ripped of the rest if my bikini and went lay in bed . I felt zacky lay down behind me and cuddle up to my back as we both fell asleep.

" oh god my head" I whined clutching my head in my hand. The mixture of booze and slamming your head on a cabinet definitely wasn't a great mixture. I stumbled out of bed and went into my bathroom to see if there was any headache medicine but of course knowing my luck their wasn't. I slowly made my way around the room to look in one of the night stands when I kicked zackys pants and heard a rattle like a pill bottle. I dipped down fishing thru his pockets in the darkness and sure enough I felt a pill bottle. I popped the lid and took a pill popping it in my moth and then jumping back in bed hoping this would help the pain. But as much as I tried to sleep I couldn't it was like I was getting more alert by the second but at the same time I was in a haze. I had never felt like this before. I thought I heard my door knob turn but I figured I was just being crazy until I saw a spikey haired silhouette as the door shut behind him.

" Frankie" Brian whispered. " I know it extremely late but I had to talk to you I was going crazy" he pleaded. He brushed his hand softly along my arm and It felt like an electric shock ran through my body. Like evey touch and smell was amplified and it felt amazing.

" mmm" I hummed licking my lips. It was too dark to see his face but I'm sure that was the last thing he was expecting to come out of my mouth.

" come lay with me baby" I cooed rubbing his cheek with my thumb. Like lightening I could hear him throw his shoes off and lay behind me. I could feel his erection poking me in the ass which further sparked all my senses into a tail spin. I grabbed his ass pulling him closer to mine as I grinded down on him shuddering with pleasure with every movement.

"fuck Frankie your going to make me cum in my pants baby" he moaned out as he started sucking on my neck which threw me over the edge completely.

" Brian fuck me now! " I screamed earning a low growl from him. I turned to face him yanking his pants and boxers off pushing him onto his back straddling him. Wasting no time I lined his cock up at my drenched entrance as I slowly slid down him trying to adjust to his size slowly.

" Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Your so tight!" He yelled as I finally had taken him all in. I picked up my pace as I rode him.

" Oh Brian baby I'm about to come all over your big dick baby" I gasped out as I felt my orgasm hit me hard.

" shit baby! Fuck!" He groaned as he spilled his seed inside of me. I fell over next to him and pulled him close to me as my eyelids drifted shut.