I stepped out of the hotel and just kept on walking until I saw an abc store ahead of me. After I purchased a bottle of southern comfort I made my way to the beach pulling my shoes off as I walked through the Sand and sat down infront of the water. I was in a daze just watching the waves crash out in the ocean before me. I ripped the cap off the bottle and chugged it till it was halfway gone before wedging it in the sand beside me. I had to clear my head I had so many different emotions buzzing around in me right now I had to get some kind of clarity before I went insane. That's if I haven't gone insane already.... My finger tips lightly grazed my lips as I remembered kissing Frankie. I honestly had no words to describe it, I had never felt that connection with anyone. Ever! As crazy as it sounds she was like a drug to me. I couldn't get enough and all it took was one taste and now I'm hooked. But then at the same time it's tearing me and one of my best friends apart. I winced at the memory of me punching Brian in the nose. The guilt started to eat at me until I remembered the sight of him laying in just his boxers in her bed. And with that my guilt turned to rage once again.

" what the fuck now?!" I snapped looking down at my phone to see Matt calling me. At first I was tempted to ignore it but I knew that wouldn't deter him.

" Yeah" I sighed into the receiver. I had a gut feeling he had already talked to Brian.

" Get your ass over to my house now!" Matt growled. I didn't even bother answering I just hung up and made my way to get my car. As much as I really didn't want to deal with any of this right now I knew I was eventually going to have to face it. Once I pulled into Matt's driveway I just sat there for a minute wondering what syn had told Matt. I'm sure whatever it was he probably made himself look all innocent and me like a huge asshole. I sighed loudly running my hand down the front if my face as I opened the front door and made my way into the living room to see Brian and Matt sitting across from each other.

" Oh look it's rocky!" Brian quipped with a snort. Before I could make a rebuttal I was cut off by Matt.

" I don't know what the fuck your guys problem is but it fucking ends now!!! Got it???" Matt growled as Brian and I just stared each other down from across the room completely ignoring Matt.

" not only are you guys best friends but your both probably confusing the hell out of this poor girl. It's not always just about you two!" He fumed looking back and forth between Brian and me waiting for one of us to give him some kind of response. But I could really care Less what he had to say right now. All I could see was red.

" Well unlike this asshole I do want to get to know her better, all he did was use her for a quick fuck!" I said through gritted teeth making my way slowly towards Brian. Before Matt could even get one word out Brian shot up from where he was sitting to meet me face to face.

" for your information I didn't fuck her! Unlike you I know how to keep it in my fucking pants" Brian spat our faces now only inches apart.

" Yeah your probably right" I smirked. " that's probably why Michelle left you for another guy cause she wasn't getting what she needed at home" with that Brian pushed me with all his force slamming my back against wall sending picture frames crashing to the floor beside me. Before I had any time to react Matt grabbed Brian and threw him onto the couch and slammed his hand into my chest pinning me to the wall. Just then we heard the front door slam and not two seconds later we were all met with a furious looking Val before us.

" You two!!" She snarled pointing at us accusingly. " whatever the fuck is going on fix it now!!! I love the both of you but as far as I'm concerned Frankie is apart of this family too. And I'm not going to have her deal with this childish shit" she fumed her gaze burning through both of us as we both stood silently. " oh and she is going to be staying with me and Matt for now so if I see any funny business out of you two I will personally kick your asses! Got it?!" She questioned raising her eyebrows. Everybody was speechless we've never in all our years of knowing each other seen Val this mad. Especially at any of us. We both nodded in understanding as she turned to leave the room.

" oh and this mess better be cleaned up before I get back or I'm going to shove it all up your asses!" She snapped making her way into the kitchen.

" Thanks a lot assholes! Now she's all pissed off!" Matt grumbled making his way to go calm her down. Brian and I just continued to stare at each othe until I decided to just leave. I was so over this shit right now and wanted to be alone. I didn't have the energy to keep going back and forth with him. Once I was in my car I pulled my cell out of my pocket debating wether or not I should call Frankie.

" seriously after all the shit that's happened today you just can't fucking stop can you" I scolded myself mentally. But it was true she was my drug. and I was definitely not giving up.