I woke in the morning to find my bed empty but I could hear someone yelling from outside. I walked over to my window to see what was going on. I was faced with a topless and sleepy looking Zacky standing at his open window, I opened mine and joined him.

“What the fuck are you shouting about Baker?” I asked rubbing the sleep from my eyes.

“You’re driving me to school, we should carpool from now on, now go get ready, we have school!” He exclaimed before shutting his window and moving around his room.

After a few months, the guys became my best friends, the best friends a girl could ask for. Occasionally they would hit on me and make sexual jokes but it was funny and I would usually play along, I played along so well that one time I ended up straddling Brian in the driver’s seat of his car with all the guys in the back. They all got on great with my dad but Zacky and Matt thought he was weird whenever Marion was around and NONE of them liked her or Georgia. They knew about my mother and sister dying in a car crash, but I hadn’t told them I was in the car let alone the driver. They’d never seen me in exposing clothes or naked so they didn’t know about the scars from the accident and my operations and I didn’t think they needed to know, I was doing so well at keeping it hidden, along with my anxiety and anger problems, I was terrified that if they knew what I had done in the past and what I was like that they wouldn’t want to be my friends anymore, like a lot of people back home did when I got back to school and my problems had gotten worse along with my suicidal thoughts and nervous breakdowns. It was all going to well until Gena, the fucking bitch of the school opened her big mouth.

The bell rang for lunch, Jimmy stood and walked outside the class to wait for me while I spoke to Mrs Munro, my English teacher about an assignment that we had to do for next week, as I walked out of the class I saw Jimmy down the corridor talking to the Berry twins and laughing but as I started to walk towards them I was stopped by a girl my height, with no shape to her, no breasts, no ass, nothing, she was fake blonde and wore too much makeup, Matt had pointed her out to me as Zacky’s ex and told me that he had left her because she wanted sex and he told her that it had to be something special with someone special, and to him, that wasn’t her. I had also learned that from the day I started Huntington High, her and her little bitch crew which was made up of her and the Dibenedetto twins had hated me because I was friends with the guys.

“Hey!” She chirped in my face.

“Uh, hey Gena, what can I do for you?” I asked, looking over to Jimmy to mouth for help but he paid to notice to me.

“I’ve been hearing rumours and I wanted to check if they were true.”

“And what are these rumours?”

“That you were driving the car when it crashed, killing your mom and sister.”

My stomach dropped and my heart started racing, I could feel my pals sweating and I was starting to see red. Without answering her question, out loud anyway, I shoved past her and walked over to Jimmy, linking his arm and running with him to the tree where we all hang out at lunch.

“Would you rather…” Johnny was still playing this game ten minutes after we had stopped.

“Johnny, shut up, we stopped playing ages ago!” Brian shouted smacking him upside the head.

“Hey!” I heard the same annoying voice chirp from earlier, Gena.

“What do you want Gena?” Zacky asked sounding beyond pissed already.

“Look, Zacky, I know you want to stay a virgin and all, but I can wait for you baby.” Gena pried with big sad puppy dog eyes. I wanted to punch her face.

“No Gena, I like someone else, and she’s more of a woman than you could ever be, she respects her body and she has a fucking personality unlike you.” Zacky replied dryly and stubbed out his cigarette and lay back in the grass.

“But-“

“No fucking but’s Gena, he told you, he’s not fucking interested, stop being an attention seeking whore and get the fuck away from us all, leave us alone! Nobody wants you here, you were put in your place almost a year ago as I believe, now take the hint and fuck off.” I yelled getting angrier by the second at her presence, clenching my hands into fists and almost drawing blood where my nails sunk into my palms.

She started to walk away but she wasn’t far away from me when she spoke “You should have died in that fucking crash with your mom and sister you fucking murderer.”

That was the last straw and I lost my nerve. I saw red before grabbing her bleach blond locks, swinging her around and smacking her into the tree before throwing her to the ground and punching her repeatedly in the face, I heard her nose crunch and her jaw pop, I was sure I had dislocated it. I felt bad that I was beating someone up again, but the bitch had it coming and I couldn’t stop. She was screaming and I was swearing at her and calling her everything under the sun. I felt two sets of arms grabbing me and pulling me away.

“Let me go! I’m going to fucking kill her!” I screamed as the tears poured down my face

“Zacky take her” Matt handed me over to Zacky once I stopped thrashing around “Johnny, get Gena to the nurse and explain EVERYTHING, especially the part where she deserved it.” Matt had given his orders and they were followed. I continued to cry, wriggling my way out of Zacky’s grip before walking over to the tree again and punching it as hard as I could, bursting my knuckles and screaming ‘fuck’ at the top of my lungs as pain shot through my hand and up my right arm. I fell to the ground, holding my hand and crying my eyes out still.

“Bails… what did she mean?” Zacky asked as the guys sat around me.

“I- I… I killed them!” I sobbed.

“What do you mean you killed them baby girl?” Brian asked as he pulled me into a hug.

“I was driving the fucking car. I was tired, I closed my eyes for a second and I fucking killed them! It was almost me; it should have been fucking me!” I cried into his shoulder before Zacky took me onto his lap and cradled me.

“Why didn’t you tell us sooner Bails?” Zacky spoke into my hair.

“Because, I thought you guys would think I was a murderer, like she said I was. It’s why Marion hates me, my dad resents me, and I hate myself for what I did.” I started to calm down.

“Baby, we would never, ever think that of you, you are our best friend and your past doesn’t matter to us, it doesn’t change what we think of you now, you don’t live there anymore, you’ve come so far.” I looked into Zacky’s eyes as he spoke and then before I could stop myself I crashed my lips against his, and he stiffened for a second before kissing me back. Our first kiss. And it was perfect.

“Whoa…” Zacky sighed as I broke the kiss.

“Yeah, whoa…” I mimicked him

“Alright lovers, let’s get you to the nurse and then back to class” Brian chuckled, helping me to my feet.
An hour later and my hand was bandaged and blood stained and I was an hour late for class.
“Ah, Miss Carter, Mr Baker… where have you been?” Mr Hare asked with his eyebrows raised as Zacky and I walked into class hand in hand.

“Fucking!” Jimmy shouted from the back of the seat.

“Actually sir, there was an incident, I took Bailey to the nurse.” Zacky explained calmly.

Mr Hare nodded and sent us to our seats. The rest of the day went pretty quickly and surprisingly I didn’t get pulled up about breaking Gena’s face.

Zacky and I drove home while singing to One Week – Barenaked Ladies. I pulled into my drive and he gave me a quick kiss goodbye before running into his house quickly. I reached for the door handle but my dad opened it from the other side before I could, he looked flustered, rushed and had a half packed bag in his hand.

“Hey dad, where you going?” I asked, chuckling slightly at the sight before me.

“Sorry sweetheart, I’ve got to fly to New York, now. No time to talk, I’ll call you when I land, the usual. Money for dinner on the counter and Marion and Georgia have gone to Marion’s parents for the weekend. I’ll be back Sunday night. Love you, bye.” My dad rambled, kissed my forehead and ran to his car.

“Alright! Thanks pops, I’ll see you Sunday, don’t worry about the store, I got it!” I shouted after him as he pulled out of the drive and sped off down the road. Dad was never in time for anything or got it dropped on his lap and had to drop everything to keep his job.

I walked into the house, dumping my bag at the door before running upstairs and showering in my bathroom. The hot water ran down my back as I stood silently, thinking about everything, Zacky mainly and our kiss of course. I would need to talk to him about that sooner or later.

I dressed myself in a Misfits cut-off and girly boxers before grabbing my phone and texting the guys.
‘Group text motherfuckers, Marion and her offspring have gone to visit family, dad got called to New York and I’m lonely, with an empty house all weekend and money for pizza. So, movie night?’
I hit send and got a reply from everyone immediately, all agreeing one way or another and saying they would be over a.s.a.p. Zacky of course was the first one there, we ordered what everyone liked before they got there and started on the alcohol and grabbed a selection of movies, Matt showed up second, then Brian and Johnny and Jimmy was last. By the end of the second movie we were all wasted from the alcohol and full from the pizza. The guys decided they would all just crash at mine since they couldn’t go home in such a state, they would be killed by their mothers.

“Shit!” I shouted as I checked the time on the clock beside me.

“Ugh Bails, shut up!” Matt groaned

“I have an hour before I need to open the shop.” I groaned before smacking Matt and Zacky who were either side of me.

“Okay, okay, we’re up.” Zacky groaned

I pulled myself from the floor and ran to my bedroom and then into my bathroom to shower. Although I was in the shower I could hear the guys shouting at each other to wake up from all over the house. I climbed out of the shower feeling refreshed and dressed myself in denim shorts and a pale blue tank with a grey shirt over the top, pocketing my phone and running downstairs.

“Are you guys ever going to go home now?” I chucked when I found the guys lounging around my living room watching TV

“Nah, we’re going to come to the store with you though… what store?” Brian asked.

“You know ‘LOUD ‘N’ PROUD’ on the corner of the main street? That’s my dad’s store, he had it out here for years but we’re actually running it ourselves now.” I replied while grabbing my things.

“The fucking music store? YES! We are so coming.” Jimmy shouted.

An hour later we were in the store and the guys were going ape shit over all the old records we sold and the guitars which they kept fucking around on, I showed them the demo room through the back and told them they could use it whenever they wanted to because I knew they wanted to start up a band and knew it would be perfect for them.

“Hey Bails, come listen to this will ya?” Matt shouted from the demo room

“Sure, hold on.” I shouted back before handing a customer his change and newly purchased CD. I walked through the back into the soundproof room to find Zacky and Brian standing with guitars while Johnny had a bass, Matt a microphone and Jimmy behind a drum kit. “’Sup guys?” I asked.

“This is called Second Heartbeat. It’s something we’ve been working on for a while and we want you to be the first to hear it finished.” Matt said before Brian and Zacky started a riff. I took a seat and prepared to be blown away.

“THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!” I yelled before running over and hugging them all tightly
“You really think so?” Zacky asked sweetly.

“I know so; you guys are going to go places.” I smiled before kissing him quickly on the lips.

What time do you close up here?” Brian asked, putting his arm around my shoulders.

“I close up in a couple of hours, why?” I asked

“Party at Matt’s place, you’re coming.”

“Of course” I chucked before walking back out into the store.

After closing the store Zacky and I walked back to our houses while the guys went their separate ways.

“Zacky?” I asked as we rounded the corner into the street

“Yeah?”

“Do you uh, want to come inside for a little while?” He smiled in response before grabbing my hand and running into my house.

“What time does the party start?” I asked

“8, so we got a couple of hours.” Zacky said

I led Zacky to my bedroom and he sat down on my bed, I turned on my Xbox and handed him one of the controllers. We started playing COD, which I knew Matt would have a hissy fit if he knew we were playing without him. I was crazy about Zacky, I had been since the day I moved to Huntington High, he’s my best friend and I knew he liked me too, he just wouldn’t make a move.

“Ugh why won’t you make a move already?” I thought out loud

“What?” Zacky asked, sounding shocked

“Nothing” I muttered

“You want me to make a move?”

“Well duh, we’ve kissed around the guys, you know I like you but you won’t do a damn thing.” I sighed hanging my head. Zacky paused the game and turned to face me.

“How’s this for making a move?” He asked before lifting my chin with his index finger and gently placing his lips on mine.

“Hmm” I sighed contently against his lips, as my lips parted slightly he slipped his tongue in my mouth and begun fighting for dominance with mine; the kiss was becoming pretty heated. I lay back, pulling him on top of me, I could feel his excitement growing in his shorts and pressing against my leg.

“Zacky…” I moaned.

“What’s wrong?” Zacky asked sounding concerned.

“I want you.” I stated simply

“I want you too” I was shocked by this, I mean, we’d both had relationships before, we’d both… done things but both of us were virgins, we knew all the details there was to know about previous acts since the guys always ask each other questions when they’re drunk, and sober too.

I sat up slightly and pulled off my shirt as Zacky did the same before we attacked each other’s bottom halves. Soon we were completely naked and pressed against each other.

“Do you have anything?” Zacky asked, knowing that since I wasn’t having sex at all that I wasn’t on the pill. I didn’t have condoms either for the same reason. I jumped off the bed, slipping Zacky’s t-shirt on and ran to my dad and Marion’s bathroom, rummaging through all their drawers until I found a condom.

“Here.” I said, tossing it across the room to Zacky and pulling off his t-shirt so I was completely naked again. Zacky stood up and rolled it onto his erection and pushing me down onto the bed. He pressed himself against my entrance.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” He asked me

“More sure than I’ve ever been about anything” I replied, smiling like an idiot.

Zacky pushed himself into me and I cried out in pain, although he was being slow and gentle it was the most painful thing I have ever experienced, Zacky was well endowed, there was no doubt about that. He moaned out in pleasure as he filled me completely.

“Fuck, you’re so tight.” I growled in my ear, earning a moan from me.

“Move” I demanded through gritted teeth, without hesitation Zacky begun to thrust in and out of me, slowly at first but soon he quickened his pace, filling the room with moans, I could feel something strange building up inside of me, like a knot in my lower abdomen. Suddenly it exploded inside of me, I stiffened under Zacky, arching my back and crying out while bucking my hips. Soon Zacky’s actions were the same, I felt him twitch inside me and I knew we had both reached out climax but he didn’t stop, we rode them out for another minute.

“I love you.” Zacky said, pressing his forehead against mine and kissing my lips gently

“I love you too.” I whispered back, tears began to fall from my eyes and run down the side of my face.

“What’s wrong baby? Did I hurt you?” He asked frantically, pulling out of me gently.

“No, I’m just so… happy.” I laughed slightly while wiping my tears.

Zacky pulled me into a hug and we lay on my bed, naked and sweaty in our embrace, talking about everything and nothing. Just enjoying the company.

“So, you ARE my girlfriend now, right?” Zacky asked.

“Of course I am Mr Baker, I love you.” I smiled, kissing him lightly on the lips, he smiled and kissed me back.I woke in the morning to find my bed empty but I could hear someone yelling from outside. I walked over to my window to see what was going on. I was faced with a topless and sleepy looking Zacky standing at his open window, I opened mine and joined him.

“What the fuck are you shouting about Baker?” I asked rubbing the sleep from my eyes.

“You’re driving me to school, we should carpool from now on, now go get ready, we have school!” He exclaimed before shutting his window and moving around his room.

After a few months, the guys became my best friends, the best friends a girl could ask for. Occasionally they would hit on me and make sexual jokes but it was funny and I would usually play along, I played along so well that one time I ended up straddling Brian in the driver’s seat of his car with all the guys in the back. They all got on great with my dad but Zacky and Matt thought he was weird whenever Marion was around and NONE of them liked her or Georgia. They knew about my mother and sister dying in a car crash, but I hadn’t told them I was in the car let alone the driver. They’d never seen me in exposing clothes or naked so they didn’t know about the scars from the accident and my operations and I didn’t think they needed to know, I was doing so well at keeping it hidden, along with my anxiety and anger problems, I was terrified that if they knew what I had done in the past and what I was like that they wouldn’t want to be my friends anymore, like a lot of people back home did when I got back to school and my problems had gotten worse along with my suicidal thoughts and nervous breakdowns. It was all going to well until Gena, the fucking bitch of the school opened her big mouth.

The bell rang for lunch, Jimmy stood and walked outside the class to wait for me while I spoke to Mrs Munro, my English teacher about an assignment that we had to do for next week, as I walked out of the class I saw Jimmy down the corridor talking to the Berry twins and laughing but as I started to walk towards them I was stopped by a girl my height, with no shape to her, no breasts, no ass, nothing, she was fake blonde and wore too much makeup, Matt had pointed her out to me as Zacky’s ex and told me that he had left her because she wanted sex and he told her that it had to be something special with someone special, and to him, that wasn’t her. I had also learned that from the day I started Huntington High, her and her little bitch crew which was made up of her and the Dibenedetto twins had hated me because I was friends with the guys.

“Hey!” She chirped in my face.

“Uh, hey Gena, what can I do for you?” I asked, looking over to Jimmy to mouth for help but he paid to notice to me.

“I’ve been hearing rumours and I wanted to check if they were true.”

“And what are these rumours?”

“That you were driving the car when it crashed, killing your mom and sister.”

My stomach dropped and my heart started racing, I could feel my pals sweating and I was starting to see red. Without answering her question, out loud anyway, I shoved past her and walked over to Jimmy, linking his arm and running with him to the tree where we all hang out at lunch.

“Would you rather…” Johnny was still playing this game ten minutes after we had stopped.

“Johnny, shut up, we stopped playing ages ago!” Brian shouted smacking him upside the head.

“Hey!” I heard the same annoying voice chirp from earlier, Gena.

“What do you want Gena?” Zacky asked sounding beyond pissed already.

“Look, Zacky, I know you want to stay a virgin and all, but I can wait for you baby.” Gena pried with big sad puppy dog eyes. I wanted to punch her face.

“No Gena, I like someone else, and she’s more of a woman than you could ever be, she respects her body and she has a fucking personality unlike you.” Zacky replied dryly and stubbed out his cigarette and lay back in the grass.

“But-“

“No fucking but’s Gena, he told you, he’s not fucking interested, stop being an attention seeking whore and get the fuck away from us all, leave us alone! Nobody wants you here, you were put in your place almost a year ago as I believe, now take the hint and fuck off.” I yelled getting angrier by the second at her presence, clenching my hands into fists and almost drawing blood where my nails sunk into my palms.

She started to walk away but she wasn’t far away from me when she spoke “You should have died in that fucking crash with your mom and sister you fucking murderer.”

That was the last straw and I lost my nerve. I saw red before grabbing her bleach blond locks, swinging her around and smacking her into the tree before throwing her to the ground and punching her repeatedly in the face, I heard her nose crunch and her jaw pop, I was sure I had dislocated it. I felt bad that I was beating someone up again, but the bitch had it coming and I couldn’t stop. She was screaming and I was swearing at her and calling her everything under the sun. I felt two sets of arms grabbing me and pulling me away.

“Let me go! I’m going to fucking kill her!” I screamed as the tears poured down my face

“Zacky take her” Matt handed me over to Zacky once I stopped thrashing around “Johnny, get Gena to the nurse and explain EVERYTHING, especially the part where she deserved it.” Matt had given his orders and they were followed. I continued to cry, wriggling my way out of Zacky’s grip before walking over to the tree again and punching it as hard as I could, bursting my knuckles and screaming ‘fuck’ at the top of my lungs as pain shot through my hand and up my right arm. I fell to the ground, holding my hand and crying my eyes out still.

“Bails… what did she mean?” Zacky asked as the guys sat around me.

“I- I… I killed them!” I sobbed.

“What do you mean you killed them baby girl?” Brian asked as he pulled me into a hug.

“I was driving the fucking car. I was tired, I closed my eyes for a second and I fucking killed them! It was almost me; it should have been fucking me!” I cried into his shoulder before Zacky took me onto his lap and cradled me.

“Why didn’t you tell us sooner Bails?” Zacky spoke into my hair.

“Because, I thought you guys would think I was a murderer, like she said I was. It’s why Marion hates me, my dad resents me, and I hate myself for what I did.” I started to calm down.

“Baby, we would never, ever think that of you, you are our best friend and your past doesn’t matter to us, it doesn’t change what we think of you now, you don’t live there anymore, you’ve come so far.” I looked into Zacky’s eyes as he spoke and then before I could stop myself I crashed my lips against his, and he stiffened for a second before kissing me back. Our first kiss. And it was perfect.

“Whoa…” Zacky sighed as I broke the kiss.

“Yeah, whoa…” I mimicked him

“Alright lovers, let’s get you to the nurse and then back to class” Brian chuckled, helping me to my feet.
An hour later and my hand was bandaged and blood stained and I was an hour late for class.
“Ah, Miss Carter, Mr Baker… where have you been?” Mr Hare asked with his eyebrows raised as Zacky and I walked into class hand in hand.

“Fucking!” Jimmy shouted from the back of the seat.

“Actually sir, there was an incident, I took Bailey to the nurse.” Zacky explained calmly.

Mr Hare nodded and sent us to our seats. The rest of the day went pretty quickly and surprisingly I didn’t get pulled up about breaking Gena’s face.

Zacky and I drove home while singing to One Week – Barenaked Ladies. I pulled into my drive and he gave me a quick kiss goodbye before running into his house quickly. I reached for the door handle but my dad opened it from the other side before I could, he looked flustered, rushed and had a half packed bag in his hand.

“Hey dad, where you going?” I asked, chuckling slightly at the sight before me.

“Sorry sweetheart, I’ve got to fly to New York, now. No time to talk, I’ll call you when I land, the usual. Money for dinner on the counter and Marion and Georgia have gone to Marion’s parents for the weekend. I’ll be back Sunday night. Love you, bye.” My dad rambled, kissed my forehead and ran to his car.

“Alright! Thanks pops, I’ll see you Sunday, don’t worry about the store, I got it!” I shouted after him as he pulled out of the drive and sped off down the road. Dad was never in time for anything or got it dropped on his lap and had to drop everything to keep his job.

I walked into the house, dumping my bag at the door before running upstairs and showering in my bathroom. The hot water ran down my back as I stood silently, thinking about everything, Zacky mainly and our kiss of course. I would need to talk to him about that sooner or later.

I dressed myself in a Misfits cut-off and girly boxers before grabbing my phone and texting the guys.
‘Group text motherfuckers, Marion and her offspring have gone to visit family, dad got called to New York and I’m lonely, with an empty house all weekend and money for pizza. So, movie night?’
I hit send and got a reply from everyone immediately, all agreeing one way or another and saying they would be over a.s.a.p. Zacky of course was the first one there, we ordered what everyone liked before they got there and started on the alcohol and grabbed a selection of movies, Matt showed up second, then Brian and Johnny and Jimmy was last. By the end of the second movie we were all wasted from the alcohol and full from the pizza. The guys decided they would all just crash at mine since they couldn’t go home in such a state, they would be killed by their mothers.

“Shit!” I shouted as I checked the time on the clock beside me.

“Ugh Bails, shut up!” Matt groaned

“I have an hour before I need to open the shop.” I groaned before smacking Matt and Zacky who were either side of me.

“Okay, okay, we’re up.” Zacky groaned

I pulled myself from the floor and ran to my bedroom and then into my bathroom to shower. Although I was in the shower I could hear the guys shouting at each other to wake up from all over the house. I climbed out of the shower feeling refreshed and dressed myself in denim shorts and a pale blue tank with a grey shirt over the top, pocketing my phone and running downstairs.

“Are you guys ever going to go home now?” I chucked when I found the guys lounging around my living room watching TV

“Nah, we’re going to come to the store with you though… what store?” Brian asked.

“You know ‘LOUD ‘N’ PROUD’ on the corner of the main street? That’s my dad’s store, he had it out here for years but we’re actually running it ourselves now.” I replied while grabbing my things.

“The fucking music store? YES! We are so coming.” Jimmy shouted.

An hour later we were in the store and the guys were going ape shit over all the old records we sold and the guitars which they kept fucking around on, I showed them the demo room through the back and told them they could use it whenever they wanted to because I knew they wanted to start up a band and knew it would be perfect for them.

“Hey Bails, come listen to this will ya?” Matt shouted from the demo room

“Sure, hold on.” I shouted back before handing a customer his change and newly purchased CD. I walked through the back into the soundproof room to find Zacky and Brian standing with guitars while Johnny had a bass, Matt a microphone and Jimmy behind a drum kit. “’Sup guys?” I asked.

“This is called Second Heartbeat. It’s something we’ve been working on for a while and we want you to be the first to hear it finished.” Matt said before Brian and Zacky started a riff. I took a seat and prepared to be blown away.

“THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING!” I yelled before running over and hugging them all tightly
“You really think so?” Zacky asked sweetly.

“I know so; you guys are going to go places.” I smiled before kissing him quickly on the lips.

What time do you close up here?” Brian asked, putting his arm around my shoulders.

“I close up in a couple of hours, why?” I asked

“Party at Matt’s place, you’re coming.”

“Of course” I chucked before walking back out into the store.

After closing the store Zacky and I walked back to our houses while the guys went their separate ways.

“Zacky?” I asked as we rounded the corner into the street

“Yeah?”

“Do you uh, want to come inside for a little while?” He smiled in response before grabbing my hand and running into my house.

“What time does the party start?” I asked

“8, so we got a couple of hours.” Zacky said

I led Zacky to my bedroom and he sat down on my bed, I turned on my Xbox and handed him one of the controllers. We started playing COD, which I knew Matt would have a hissy fit if he knew we were playing without him. I was crazy about Zacky, I had been since the day I moved to Huntington High, he’s my best friend and I knew he liked me too, he just wouldn’t make a move.

“Ugh why won’t you make a move already?” I thought out loud

“What?” Zacky asked, sounding shocked

“Nothing” I muttered

“You want me to make a move?”

“Well duh, we’ve kissed around the guys, you know I like you but you won’t do a damn thing.” I sighed hanging my head. Zacky paused the game and turned to face me.

“How’s this for making a move?” He asked before lifting my chin with his index finger and gently placing his lips on mine.

“Hmm” I sighed contently against his lips, as my lips parted slightly he slipped his tongue in my mouth and begun fighting for dominance with mine; the kiss was becoming pretty heated. I lay back, pulling him on top of me, I could feel his excitement growing in his shorts and pressing against my leg.

“Zacky…” I moaned.

“What’s wrong?” Zacky asked sounding concerned.

“I want you.” I stated simply

“I want you too” I was shocked by this, I mean, we’d both had relationships before, we’d both… done things but both of us were virgins, we knew all the details there was to know about previous acts since the guys always ask each other questions when they’re drunk, and sober too.

I sat up slightly and pulled off my shirt as Zacky did the same before we attacked each other’s bottom halves. Soon we were completely naked and pressed against each other.

“Do you have anything?” Zacky asked, knowing that since I wasn’t having sex at all that I wasn’t on the pill. I didn’t have condoms either for the same reason. I jumped off the bed, slipping Zacky’s t-shirt on and ran to my dad and Marion’s bathroom, rummaging through all their drawers until I found a condom.

“Here.” I said, tossing it across the room to Zacky and pulling off his t-shirt so I was completely naked again. Zacky stood up and rolled it onto his erection and pushing me down onto the bed. He pressed himself against my entrance.

“Are you sure you want to do this?” He asked me

“More sure than I’ve ever been about anything” I replied, smiling like an idiot.

Zacky pushed himself into me and I cried out in pain, although he was being slow and gentle it was the most painful thing I have ever experienced, Zacky was well endowed, there was no doubt about that. He moaned out in pleasure as he filled me completely.

“Fuck, you’re so tight.” I growled in my ear, earning a moan from me.

“Move” I demanded through gritted teeth, without hesitation Zacky begun to thrust in and out of me, slowly at first but soon he quickened his pace, filling the room with moans, I could feel something strange building up inside of me, like a knot in my lower abdomen. Suddenly it exploded inside of me, I stiffened under Zacky, arching my back and crying out while bucking my hips. Soon Zacky’s actions were the same, I felt him twitch inside me and I knew we had both reached out climax but he didn’t stop, we rode them out for another minute.

“I love you.” Zacky said, pressing his forehead against mine and kissing my lips gently

“I love you too.” I whispered back, tears began to fall from my eyes and run down the side of my face.

“What’s wrong baby? Did I hurt you?” He asked frantically, pulling out of me gently.

“No, I’m just so… happy.” I laughed slightly while wiping my tears.

Zacky pulled me into a hug and we lay on my bed, naked and sweaty in our embrace, talking about everything and nothing. Just enjoying the company.

“So, you ARE my girlfriend now, right?” Zacky asked.

“Of course I am Mr Baker, I love you.” I smiled, kissing him lightly on the lips, he smiled and kissed me back.