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My Dirty Secret

Moving out and Big Mistakes

My phone buzzed on my nightstand, I looked at the screen seeing I had 4 missed calls from Johnny, one from Jimmy, and 5 messages from Brian, who was now calling me.

“Hello Mr Haner, what can I do for you today?” I asked, professionally into the phone.

“You can tell me where the hell Zacky is, why neither of you were answering the phone and-“ He stopped talking when he heard me trying to stifle a laugh and Zacky chuckle in the background “OH MY GOD YOU GUYS HAD SEX!” he screamed down the phone and I heard Jimmy and Johnny in the background shouting too. “We’re in your drive, come answer the door and let us see if I’m right.” He hung up the phone and I sighed, laughing to myself, I pulled on Zacky’s t-shirt and my underwear, running downstairs when I heard the doorbell.

“’Sup fuckers?” I asked when I answered the door.

“Oh god, Brian was right, you guys fucked!” Jimmy screeched before pulling me into a hug.

“We didn’t fuck… we made love.” Zacky said as he wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me on the cheek. My back pressed against his bare chest and I realised he was only wearing boxers.

“Eugh, cute, how do you guys feel then?” Brian asked with a shit-eating grin on his face.

“Amazing” Zacky answered simply.

“Sore… but amazing” I chuckled.

“Good, now go get ready, the party starts in an hour” Johnny stated Zacky slipped on the rest of his clothes, kissed me again and ran next door to get ready. I headed upstairs and into the shower.

After washing myself and doing my hair and makeup, I dressed in a knee length, tight black dress and black heels to match, I grabbed my clutch with contained everything I needed and headed downstairs where Brian and Jimmy were sitting, Johnny had gone over to Zacky’s.

“Whoa Bails, you look smokin’” Jimmy whistled

“Yeah Bails, if Zacky hadn’t already snatched you up I would have tonight” Brian said with a wink.

“IS IT TRUE?!” Matt yelled as the five of us walked into his house where the party was just getting started “You guys finally did it?”

“Yes Mattie, we did.” I said with a chuckle, patted him on the shoulder and walked off.

Matt’s party was amazing that night, Zacky and I couldn’t keep our hands off each other whenever him and the guys weren’t playing music and keeping everyone entertained. I spent a lot of the night with Val, Matt’s girlfriend and the guys tour manager, she was beautiful and one of the nicest people I have ever met and that night we became pretty good friends. Zacky spent the night with me that night, drunk as ever.

As Zacky was leaving mine the next morning, I was only wearing a t-shirt and shorts, we were both slightly hung-over but we had just had the most mind blowing sex and you could tell by our messed up hair and the look on Zacky's face as we were saying our goodbyes for the morning I didn't expect my world to come crashing down around me.

"What the hell is going on here?!" I heard Marion scream

"Mom, did they... do it?!" Georgia shreiked screwing her face up

"Bailey, honey, did you?" My dad asked sounding slightly dissappointed in me.

"Daddy please don't be mad!" I cried as he pulled me into a hug, telling Zacky everything was okay and that he should go home.

"It's okay baby, you're old enough to know what you're doing, you're a woman now, a beautiful one at that" Dad said softly before kissing the top of my head.

"You're okay with this?! She's a fucking whore! Look at her, just sleeping with the kid next door!" Marion yelled as we walked into the house "if anyone finds out about this I'm going to be the talk of the town, we're a disgrace!"

"What the fuck do you care Marion? I'm not your daughter, everyone in town knows that, nobody cares, they all think so fucking little of you anyway!" I screamed at her

"I care because you live under my fucking roof! And you only live under MY roof because you killed your fucking family!" She screamed back

"Marion that's enough!" Dad shouted at he loudly causing Georgia to start crying.

"Get the fuck out of my house you slut, you've made your bed now lay in it! Get the fuck out!"

"What? Now that you have what you want, my dad, he's wrapped around your fucking finger, you've got his money and now you want rid of the daughter who should have died?" I asked rhetorically.

"Yes, that's right, get out before I throw you out"

"Dad!" I yelled, looking at him, begging him to do something.

"Maybe it would be better if you left for a little while Bailey." He sighed

"I can't fucking believe you!" I screamed before running upstairs and dressing in shorts and a demin button up shirt. I pulled my phone out of my pocket and dialed Zacky's number but he didn't answer, so I called Matt knowing he would be with him and the guys.

"Hey Bails, what's up?" Matt asked happily while hushing the guys so he could hear me.

"I'm getting kicked out of the house, can you guys come get me?" I sobbed "I've already started packing my things but I've to come back and get them later" I said, sniffing back my tears.

"Sure Bails, we'll be there in five, hold on" He said before hanging up.

Five minutes later, like Matt promised he pulled up outside the house and I ran outside, still crying, ignoring Marion yelling tipsy profanities at me from the kitchen. The guys tried calming me down by driving around but in the end Matt decided that ice cream would be best.

“So, what actually happened baby?” Zack asked me while rubbing my back.

“Well, when they all came home and saw us… looking like we did, dad hugged me when I apologized and told me I was a woman now but Marion called me a slut, a whore, anything you can imagine, she called me it, I told her she was a gold digger for grabbing my dad while he was grieving over his deceased wife and daughter and had plenty of money, she called me a murderer for the accident, I screamed at her some more, she hit me and threw me out.” I sighed shakily from crying so hard.

“What about your dad?” Matt asked from the other side of me

“He didn’t stick up for me, when I asked him for help he said that maybe it would be best if I left. I’ve to go back for my things tonight when Marion takes Georgia to dance class.” I chuckled.

“Well we’re coming with you, and you’re staying with me” Zacky said happily and kissed my temple.

We spent the rest of the day shopping and just hanging around the mall which we were getting a little old to be doing now that we had graduated high school. We talked about the guys gigs that they were doing this weekend in Johnny’s Bar and how Val was trying to get them some more with a wider range of places.

At 8pm that night we went back to the house, dad tried to apologize but I ignored him, packed what I wanted and needed and the guys helped me carry it next door to Zacky’s house. The first month living with Zacky was amazing, we were very sexually active, his parents loved me, James, Zacky’s dad was the dad I wished I had and Marie, his mother was the mother I lost.

A month later we were sitting in the basement of Matts house when Val came rushing in with amazing news.

“Oh my god are you serious?!” The guys yelled while jumping around Val

“Yeah, YOU GUYS ARE DOING A WARPED TOUR NEXT WEEK!” She yelled I couldn’t be happier for the guys; this was finally their big break. I had to tell Zacky I wasn’t going with him because he would only be gone 5 months and when he came back I would still be here, besides, there wasn’t any room on their tiny little mini bus for me and Val, since she got them the tour I insisted she go without me.

“Are you sure you’re going to be alright without me?” Zacky asked for the hundredth time this morning, the guys were leaving today and it was breaking my heart, knowing that I wasn’t going to see my best friends and boyfriend for almost 6 months.

“I’m sure, I have your parents to look after me, go, they’re waiting for you.” I sighed shoving him out of the door. He pulled me into a mind blowing kiss once again and I didn’t want to let go. Eventually he said goodbye to his parents and I at the door and ran onto the bus. I closed the door and sighed walking up to the bedroom that was Zacky’s and now mine too. On the nightstand there was the long white stick, I picked it up and looked at it again for the thousandth time this morning, that little pink plus sign was mocking me, I placed my right hand on my lower abdomen and tears filled my eyes.

"I'm gonna take good care of you baby, don't you worry about your daddy, you're his welcome home present." I whispered to my stomach as tears rolled down my face.

“You should have told him, you know” Marie said from the doorway making my jump.

“I know… but I couldn’t do that to him before he left, I won’t be too far when they get back anyway.” I said, standing to walk into her open arms

“I can’t believe I’m going to be a grandmother.” She smiled widely; making me happy about the fact I was going to be a mother at 18. I had all the help I would need. I was terrified of Zacky coming home though.

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