Living Life As Unconventional As Possible

Three weeks later

Saige’s POV

I never realized how exciting it was to be on tour with the band and it was nice to spend time with the guys. I will always consider them to be my family and I’m happy our family is expanding. Matt has been wonderful and making sure I am taking it easy and not to work too hard. I’ve been helping with selling merch and with the meet and greets which has been a great experience.

The guys were all asleep and exhausted from the last couple of touring and giving their all on stage. Matt was sound asleep in the room we shared in the back of the bus and Quinn was also sound asleep in the portable crib we set up in the room. I quietly exited the room and closed the door. I walked out front and turned the tv on and checked my phone.

I saw I had a few texts which were from Nicole asking how the tour was going and how I was feeling. I quickly responded to her texts and I then realized I had a text from Benji. I haven’t heard from him since Matt and I got married so I wondered what he wanted.

Saige, we need to talk. I looked at the text for a good few minutes and wondered what he wanted to talk about. I almost called him the day I saw him and Sophie in the magazine but Matt advised me to let it go and I did the best I could. I was still mad about it but I had other things to worry about these days.
I decided to call him and I scrolled through my contacts until I found his number and waited for him to answer. I didn’t care what time it was I just needed to know why he contacted me suddenly.

“Hi Saige thanks for getting back to me.”

“Hi Benj. What do you need to talk about Benji?” I tried to keep my voice calm because I did not have a good feeling about this. I felt the same when I had to tell him about my pregnancy with Quinn.

“Listen Saige, I’ve been doing some thinking lately and I want to be part of Quinn’s life. I was stupid before giving up my duties as a father to her.”

“Benji Quinn is almost 6 months old now and all of sudden you had a revelation about being in her life. You did not seem to be interested in her when you and came to my wedding party.” I felt like I wanted to scream. Just when I thought my life could not get any better I feel like I should take 100 steps backwards.

“I know this is not what you want to hear but I have all rights to be in her life Saige. Don’t make this harder for me than it already is.”

“Harder for you! You divorced me which was so fucking hard on me. You then told me you wanted nothing to do with our daughter and now you want to be in her life. How am I suppose to feel? Good I don’t think so.”

“I get that Saige but please give me a chance on this. I’ve already talked to my lawyer and if we can’t agree on this matter I’ll have to take legal action against you.” Those words stung and I felt tears come to my eyes.

“Well I guess that’s the route we will have to take. See you in fucking court Benji.” I hung up the phone and cried hard. How could he do this to me and he knew how happy I was with Matt and how he was able to take the father role Benji refused to fill.

I wiped my eyes and knew I had to deal with this situation as soon as possible and it killed me. All I wanted right now was to enjoy my time on the tour with my husband and my friends. But life never goes the way I plan.

I called my lawyer and asked her what I should do. She then advised me not have any more contact with Benji for the time being. She then told me she would get in touch with his lawyer and then we could from there. That meant I would have to go back to California as soon as possible and the tears filled my eyes once again.

I got off the couch and went to the kitchen area of the bus and had a drink of water and I then felt arms wrap around my body and I knew it was Matt. I probably looked like shit since I have been crying for almost an hour. I turned around in my husband’s arms and I felt myself break down once again.

“Saige what’s wrong?” He ran his hand along my back to try and calm me down.

“Benji…wants to fight to have custody of Quinn...” I looked up into my husband’s eyes and I could tell he was not expecting that but I knew it he was angry too.

“Fuck that son of a bitch.” He pulled me closer and kissed my cheek.

“I have to go back to California. My lawyer said she will try and get things going as soon as possible. But there is a high chance I’ll have battle this out in court.” I looked up at my husband and I could see the sadness in his eyes because this situation we were now in was going to be easy.

“This could not happen at the worst time. I wish I could come with you baby.”

“I know Matt but I don’t want you to sacrifice your tour and the band. I got to fight for our girl and you will be my support system if it’s not in the physical sense.” I then felt my stomach turn and I quickly ran to the bathroom and threw up. Matt was right behind me and held my hair and rubbed my back. This was going to be rough and on top of being pregnant it was going to make things harder. My hormones are only going to get worse in the months ahead. Matt will only be on tour for a couple more months when I am in California but it is still going to be hard not having him with me.

After I finished getting sick I rinsed my mouth and brushed my teeth. “Go back to bed baby. I’ll talk to Larry about getting a flight all set for you and Quinn in the next city we play in.”

“Thanks Matt. I love you so damn much.” I kissed his lips and wrapped my arms around him.

“I love you Saige, always.” He helped me to our bed and I knew rest would be a good thing right now. He picked Quinn since she was now awake and took her with him to the front of the bus. It made my heart break knowing Benji could get custody of Quinn. Matt has been such a great father to her and I don’t think I will ever be okay if Benji gets her full-time.

For the rest of the day I laid in bed and tried to not think about the what if’s but it was hard. I knew my family would always have my back but right now I just felt so betrayed by Benji and his intentions. Something just did not feel right about his sudden move to try and get full custody of Quinn. This was going to be easy but I will fight my hardest to keep my daughter and I knew Matt will always have my back, along with the guys.


After being in bed for a good chunk of the day I knew I needed to get up and eat. I slowly got out of the bed and stretched. I put on one of Matt’s hoodies and a pair of sweatpants and walked to the front of the bus. Brian was playing on his guitar and Jimmy, Johnny and Zacky were watching TV. Matt was on the floor playing with Quinn and my heart melted at the sight. I hoped this was not the last time he would see her and it killed me knowing that could be a possibility. I held back tears and I did my best to keep myself composed for her but also for Matt.

Jimmy noticed me first and was again his excitable self. “There comes Momma!!” He jumped up and ran over to me and took me in his arms. “Jimmy put me down.” I giggled and it honestly felt nice to have such a great friendship with all the guys. He slowly put me down and I knew I still looked like shit. Jimmy noticed and ran a hand along my shoulders, “Whatever happens Saige we will have your back okay.” I nodded.

“Thanks Jimmy. I’m sad I have to leave you guys and go back to California and I need to get this legal shit over.” He nodded and I let him get back to hanging out with the guys and these simple moments made me feel calm.

Quinn was getting fussy and Matt picked her up and walked over to me and gave me a quick kiss. “I’ll get her bottle ready and some food for you too.” I smiled and ran my hand along his cheek and I then took Quinn into my arms and sat on the couch.

“Thanks Matt.” I watched as my husband went to get food and a bottle for Quinn and I was so thankful for Matt he has given me a purpose in my life.

For the rest of the day I relaxed and enjoyed the time I could spend with the guys, my husband and Quinn. Larry got me and Quinn a flight booked for the next day in the city the guys were playing in. The guys offered to watch Quinn for a couple of hours once we arrived at our next destination so Matt and I could have some alone time. This was one of the hardest nights of my life but I pushed that aside once Matt and I were alone so we could enjoy our time together.

Notes

What will come of this new custody battle? Will Benji succeed in getting full custody of Quinn?

Hey, thanks for those who have continued to read my story and I appreciate your continued support. I've decided to throw in some much-needed drama which is keeping me inspired to write. I promise the next chapter will have Matt's POV on the situation but for now, I hope everyone enjoy the update. I appreciate any feedback and if you get a chance please rate my story.