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Secrets I Have Held In My Heart

Face Reality

Brian

The memories of last night, replayed in my mind all morning. That bitch broke my nose, and Matt thought he could steal my wife from me.

Both of them would pay. I was going to make sure of it.

“Hey! Where’s the beer?” Jimmy yelled from my kitchen, I could hear things falling over in the fridge, bottles falling to the floor. My best friend had been staying with me because he was “worried”

I didn’t believe it, but he would never do me wrong.

“I’m all out!” I yelled back from my bathroom as I stared at myself in the mirror. My eyes were black, my nose crooked and bruised. I understood that I had hurt her, but she had no right to punch me in the face.

“Brian man, you gotta let Robyn go. She’s not gonna come back to you, as for Matt, you can’t really be mad at him, he fell in love with her, the moment he saw her. If you had been in love with Val, and they broke off their engagement, you can’t deny that you wouldn’t have been there for her, and hoped that she would fall for you.” Jimmy said to me as I walked out of the bathroom.

I let out an irritated sigh. “She’ll come back, Jimmy. I just have to remind her who she fell in love with,” I snapped, running my fingers through my hair.

“You also can’t be mad at her for breaking your nose either, you were being a complete and total douche last night,” he said, grabbing a soda from the fridge since I didn’t have any beer. “You’re pushing it Jimmy,” I told him, glaring up at him. He was right, but he was pushing my buttons, throwing in my face all the things I had done wrong.

“Hey! I’m just stating the facts!” he said, spinning around and walking back to my living room to go and do god only knows what.

He was right, he was stating the facts, but the facts pissed me off, and were not what I wanted to hear. “I’ll be back later,” I said to him, grabbing my car keys. I was going to pay Matt a visit.

“Where are you going?” he asked me, like some concerned housewife.

“Out”

“Dude, don’t go to Matt’s house,” he said. I could hear him getting closer to me.

“Who said I was going to?” I snapped, turning around to look up at him.”

“Dude, I’m not a fucking retard. I know you want to kill him. Don’t fuck things up worse. Stay away from Matt and Robyn. Beating the shit out of him isn’t going to get you your wife back. Just go get some booze and come back, man. I don’t wanna bail you out of jail.” He lectured.

“Fine. I’ll just go get some fucking beer.” I said in a shitty tone.

I left the house and got in my car, driving down the road. I had told Jimmy I was going to get some beer, but I decided to change my mind. I wanted to give those two a piece of my mind. I wanted to beat the shit out of Matt, and that was exactly what I was going to do.

I pulled into the driveway, his car was sitting there so I knew he was still home. I got out of my car and walked up to the door. Not even bothering to knock, I shoved it open and looked around, listening for any signs of the two.

I heard laughter coming from the kitchen and instantly went in that direction.

Standing in the doorway of the kitchen, I watched as the two laughed and got along like they were married.

I cleared my throat to make my presence known.

“What are you doing here Brian?” Matt asked me, completely confused, Robyn had the angriest look in her eyes, even worse than what I had seen last night.

My eyes were filled with a burning rage, and Robyn must have seen it because she didn’t want to be in the room. I could tell by her body language.

“What makes you think that you could steal my wife from me?” I snarled at him, stepping closer, which caused him to stand up.

“I’m not stealing anything from you man,” he said, trying to defend himself. Like I would believe that crock of shit.

“Don’t fucking lie to me Matt, I saw you last night, you had your hands all over her like she belonged to you. She is my wife. Not yours!” I yelled at him, Without even thinking, I hauled back and slammed my fist into the side of his face, causing his head to snap to the side. I knew I was probably picking a fight with the wrong person, being that Matt was a hell of a lot stronger than I was, but I didn’t care. He took my wife from me, and he was going to pay. I grabbed him by what little hair he had and slammed his head off of his kitchen table which caused him to stumble slightly.

“Brian I don’t want to hurt you,” he said, I could tell he was in pain.

“You don’t want to hurt me, but I want to beat the shit out of you,” I snapped at him. I threw another punch in his direction, but before I could process what was going on, Robyn had somehow made her way between Matt and me, causing my fist to hit her on her cheek bone.

“Enough!” She screamed at me.

Once I processed what just happened, I stumbled backward, looking at her with wide eyes.

“Robyn I- I’m so sorry,” I stammered out. I never meant to hurt her, she was already getting a black and blue mark on her cheek.

“Matt didn’t do this to our marriage, Brian. He didn’t steal me from you.” She said, “You need to face reality and realize what you have done in the past six months that drove me to this point. You cheated on me, you grabbed me at the charity event, you just tried to beat one of your best friends to a bloody pulp and hurt me in the process.”

She was right.

“Brian, nobody did any of this but you. You brought this on yourself, You are not the man I fell in love with four years ago. I left you because you changed into a possessive and controlling monster who cheated on me.” she said, tears rolling down her cheeks.

“Learn to face reality and play the hand that you’ve been dealt”

Notes

So we finally have a chapter of just Brian's point of view. He has turned into quite the douchebag hasn't he? Let me know what you guys think of this chapter! Is Jimmy right to say what he did, do you think reality will finally hit Brian? WIll he try and make ammends? let me know what you think!

Comments

EEEEEEEEEE! She said yes! Yay! I still want to slap this Brian into next week -_-

This is getting good! But man Brain is a jerk! I hope he soon realizes that he's the bad guy. I still can't see him and Matt being friends if he hates Robyn.

Metalchick36 Metalchick36
10/25/17

This is amazing! I can't wait to read more.

amyxavier amyxavier
8/11/17

Ohhhhh nice! Love this so much :) can't wait for their date!

seventhtrumpet seventhtrumpet
8/10/17

Sorry to hear of you computer woes! Glad you will be back soon though xx

Brian needs to go and get his shit together! *angry face*

Poor Matty!