Cheyenne's POV

I was screaming. I was having a nightmare. Nathan found me, he pointed a gun at Jimmy and Brian. When he pulled the trigger I jumped in front of it.
"Cheyenne! Cheyenne wake up!" someone was shaking me.
When I opened my eyes, I met Jimmy and Brian's.
"Are you ok?" Brian said.
I wasn't crying but when he said that I was in tears. He pulled me into his lap wrapping his arms around me.
"Shh it's gonna be ok. We are here with you." he whispered.
"When you can talk about it we will be listening." Jimmy said
"It was a nightmare." I said in between sobs.
"I would think so since your screams woke both of us up. And you know Jimmy is a heavy sleeper." Brian said.
Once I was calmed down thanks to Brian murmuring things in my ear, I was able to start the story.
"It was about us three."
"So you had a nightmare about us having a threesome?" Jimmy asked
"God jimmy no!" I said. Brian glared at him.
"Anyways, I was in this room changing when Nathan bust in and is pointing a gun and yelling at you guys. When I come out he turns the gun on me and Brian said something to him and he turned the gun back on you two and pulled the trigger, I ran to protect you guys. I took the bullets for you. It felt so real." I said shaking.
"Damn. He must have done a number on you." Jimmy said
"Yeah he did. I need to go to the bathroom." I said getting up from Brian's arms. I walked in the bathroom and looked right in the mirror. Nathan's hand prints were there again. I looked at my arms and you could see the hand marks. I silently broke down to myself.

I must have been in there a long time just staring at myself because someone was knocking on the door.
"Chey open up."
"No" I said.
"Please open up"
I walked to the door, turned the knob and opened it a crack. Brian was standing there with a worried look on his face.
"Come out, you've been in there for 30 minutes." he said softly
"I can't" I said
"Why can't you babe?" he said
"Because I'm ugly." I said looking down at the floor. Brian pushed open the door, lifted my head to make me look at him.
"Don't you ever say that, but there are some people here to see you. I called them" he said.
I walked out of the bathroom, into the living area with my head hanging low.
"My god." Zack said.
"That motherfucker." Matt said slamming his fist on the table.
"Matt remain calm." said a voice I didn't think I would hear in a million years. I snapped my head up to see the one and only Larry Jacobson.
"Larry!" I said walking over to him
"Cheyenne my dear it has been forever!" he said standing up hold his arms open for a hug. I stepped in his arms. After a minute I pulled away and looked at everyone sitting on the couch, someone had frowns, two had a pissed off look. "I know why you're hear, let's get this show on the road." I said pulling my hair up.
"You're one smart girl." Larry said taking his phone out and snapping pictures of my arms and neck. I was looking at Brian the whole time, he looked so upset.
"Guys, I'm going to need a written statement about what happened the other night, Cheyenne I'm going to need one from the other night and the times before that. Are you willing to do this?" he said
"Yes I am." I said grabbing paper and pencil from him and walking to the balcony. I sat down in a chair and started writing about everything. Everyone else was inside writing there statements. I knew it wasn't going to take them long, but me on the other hand it was going to take awhile. Being out here helped me think better, clearer. I was so zoned into writing that I didn't even see Matt standing next to me.
"You know writing that fast and hard will give you a hand cramp." He said leaning against the rail.
"Well I want to get this done." I said still writing. Matt and I grew silent. That's the thing I liked about Matt the most, he never questioned anything unless he had to. He also loved the beach like I did.
"Matt" I said
"Hmm?"
"Do you think this is going to work?" I asked
"What is going to work?" he said
"This retraining order"
"Oh most defiantly. Everyone of us will know how far he should stay away from you. So he won't be able to do much."
"What about the nightmares?" I asked
"Well babes, I'm hoping they will go away. I think tour might help you with that." he said.
"Damn I really hope these go away by tour. If not I don't know what to do about them. " I said looking at the ocean.
"Well you are good with makeup, considering you hid the other bruises well, I think you can over them up, just wear tshirts." Matt said looking at me.
"You're right. I could do that. Or I could call his bitch ass self out on tour." I chuckled
"Call who out?" Brian said coming out from the room.
"We were just talking about Cheyenne covering her bruises on tour, then she said she could just call him out on it." Matt said
"Seems like a good idea but I don't want the fans to get into her life like that." Brian said.
"You're right about that, I mean they would be jealous and say she is lying. I don't want fans to want to kill her either." Matt said looking at the ocean.
"Well I'm done." I said looking at the papers and my handwriting. Everyone looked at me then at the papers, there was at least 4 papers front and back written.
"I'll talk these to Larry" Matt said grabbing the papers and leaving Brian and I out on the balcony. I didn't really want to talk but I knew I had to because I saw a suitcase that wasn't mine in the room.

"So what happened when you went home?" I asked.
"We had a fight." he said looking at the ocean. I got up and wrapped my arms around him hugging his back, taking in his intoxicating scent. I felt him relax a little at my touch.
"Sorry." I said
"For what?" he asked
"Causing a fight, I didn't mean to" I said softly. He turned around in my arms, wrapping his arms around me kissing the top of my head.
"You didn't cause the fight it was going to happen sooner or later, plus I chose who I wanted to choose." He said.
"Is that why your suitcase is here?" I asked
"Yes Cheyenne. I chose you." He said staring into my eyes.
I looked up at him not sure if I should believe him.
"Will you ever go back to her?" I asked
"No, I have you. I think I'm good." he smiled. I smiled at him.
"Uh guys you need to come back inside real quick." Jimmy said peeking his head out the door.
We walked back in, Brian sat in a chair and I sat on the arm of the chair. His hand was on my back rubbing little circles on it.
"Thank you all for giving me a statement." Larry began.
"No problem" Everyone said.
"I do have enough evidence to keep him away, but who knows if he will actually do it. I'm glad the boys are taking you on tour. Just follow the rules and there won't be any problems. You'll probably work as a merch girl, but that's up to the guys. Just know if you need me for anything call me." Larry said looking at me.
"Thank you Larry I appreciate it so much." I said
"No problem, you're apart of the family." he said gathering his things together.
"I'll see you guys shortly, don't go crazy." He got up and made his way to the door, Brian got up and walked with him. I just let my head hang low running my hands threw my hair.
"Wanna go out tonight?" Johnny asked
"Not really, I think I'm going to stay in." I said looking at the carpet deciding it was a hideous color.
"Is there anything we can do?" Matt asked
"You guys already did enough, hell Matt you got me a room at a hotel with a amazing view. You guys came for me when Nathan was choking me. Hell you guys just came here today to write statements for me and because I had a nightmare. I don't think I could repay you." I said lifting up my head letting the tears run down my face.
"Cheyenne just coming back into our lives is your repayment. It's good to have a friend back." Zack said.
"Yeah Chey having you back is great. We finally have the old Brian back." Johnny said
"Why does everyone keep saying the old Brian? What happened after I left?" I questioned
"He was unhappy, he missed you so much. He thought it was his fault for your leaving. He hated himself. He got with Michelle and still wasn't happy." Matt said.
"Now that you're back, he is himself again." Jimmy said.
"So what is the game plan?" Brian said coming back into the room. I wiped my tears away.
"I'm going to stay in, you guys can do whatever. I would just like to lay in bed." I said quietly.
"What did you dinguses plan to do?" Brian asked.
"Probably go out, drink, see if we can get Johnny laid." Zack said
"Hmmmm that's a hard choice to choose from." Brian said
"Go with your gut." Jimmy said grinning.
"My gut is telling me to stay in the my girl." Brian said. I looked at him.
"You do you man" Matt said
"If you guys need a ride home call me." Brian said.
I got up and walked into the room, crawled into the bed. I looked at the alarm clock it only said noon. Matt came in a few seconds later.
"Big brother here again." he chuckled sitting on the bed
"I see that." I said very monotone sitting up looking at him.
"We were just heading out and I wanted to come say goodbye to you, and that I would see you soon." he said pulling me in a side hug. I laid my head on his shoulder.
"Thank you for being the best big brother ever." I said
"No problem, remember I'm here for you." he smiled
"I will remember. Go have fun." I smiled lightly. He got up and walked over to the door opening it.
"Give the rest my love and goodbye please!" I said
"I will dear, rest and try to think happy thoughts." he said closing the door.
"I will" I said quietly falling against the bed. I was alone in my thoughts again.

Notes

I've been writing this all day lol. I hope you guys like it!

Did you seem the music video for God Damn yet?! It looked pretty badass!

I will update soon <3