How Could You.
Chapter 4
Cheyenne's POV
After the talk with Matt, Zack, and Brian, I felt a little better. Matt and Zack left, Matt had to go home to Valary, and Zack went to go hang with Johnny. It left Brian and I again. I walked into the living area after getting dressed in some shorts and a band t-shirts and flip flops. Thanks to Matt and Zack for bringing me clothes.
"Want something to eat?" Brian asked.
"Nah, I'm not hungry." I said
"When was the last time you ate?" He asked
"Like a day ago" I said twisting a piece of my hair.
"Tell me the truth please." He said
"Fine like 3 days ago." I said
"Why haven't you ate?" He questioned
"Haven't felt like it really." I said.
"Well you're going to eat something and you won't tell me no." he said getting up
"Tell me what my favorite food is then I will eat." I said looking at him gathering the key card, his keys and his phone.
"You love chicken tenders and fries." He said.
"From where?" I asked
"Arby's" He said.
"Fuck. You're right." I smiled getting up walking over to him
"Like I said, I know you Cheyenne can't forget anything really about you." He said looking at me.
"You're absolutely right. Mind if I go?" I asked.
"Act like I'm going to leave you here by yourself." He raised his eyebrows at me.
"God I've missed you Bri." I chuckled heading for the door.
When we got to Arby's despite Brian's attempt to take me somewhere else, he ordered our food and brought it back to our table which was in a corner, I looked at Brian then back at my food.
"Eat Cheyenne." He said eating some of his fries.
"I am." I said
"No you just looked at it then at me, I saw you. Here let me help you." He said grabbing one of my fries and sticking it in my mouth.
"Brian!" I said laughing.
"I told you I'd help." He chuckled. I grabbed some fries and was eating them, I let my mind wonder to possible questions to ask him.
"Have you heard from Michelle?" I asked.
"Nope." he simply said.
"Should you worry?" I said
"No, I trust her." He said
"Good." I said. "Should she trust you?"
"I don't know, she should but I think she doesn't" he said looking at the ground.
"Why do you think she doesn't?" I asked.
"Because all the shit she has heard about me when I went on tours. I would never do that to her." He said
"I believe you Brian." I said taking his hand.
"All those girls came to me, I may have not minded it but I never would cheat on Michelle like that. " He said softly.
"I'm so sorry Bri. I can't image." I said running my thumb over his hand.
"You know what we should do tonight?" He said.
"And what would that be butthead?" I said smiling.
"We should go out for drinks, all of us." he said raising his eyebrows at me.
"Sounds like a plan. Tell everyone else, looks like I'm going to have to go shopping." I smiled my real smile.
"Then let's go shopping, I will text everyone while we are on our way to the mall." he said getting up and throwing away our trash.
When we got to the mall I went straight to Victoria Secrets, I needed to set a new under garment set for tonight. Brian followed me in, he looked like he didn't want to be here but he knew he had to come with me. I was looking at different sets, trying to figure out which one I should go with, they were all lace but I was looking at a deep red, black, purple and blue set.
"Brian which should I go with?" I asked smirking at him, I already knew my answer.
"Purple." he said looking at the ground. We made our way up to the registers. After paying we left, I went straight to a dress store.
"Ok Brian, please help me find a black dress" I said.
"Ok but we stay in close proximity to each other." he said looking at a clothing rack.
"Aye Aye Captain." I saluted him and went to another clothing rack a few feet away from him. I found two I wanted to try on, I turned around and Brian had at least 5 in his hands.
"Jesus Bri thought you didn't like shopping." I said
"I don't but I wanna see you try these on because you get bored of trying clothes on fast." he smiled.
"Of course you would." I said making my way to the dressing room. Brian handed me all the dresses he found and I shut the door and stripped out of my clothes and started trying on the dresses. One after the other Brian and I said no to. There was one left that Brian had picked, it was long sleeved, came up to my mid thigh showing off my thigh tattoo and had a open back showing off my death bat on my right shoulder a little bit. I stepped out of the dressing room and looked at Brian. He had to shift in his seat, and bite his knuckles. I walked over to the mirror, I was staring in awe. I turned back around to Brian.
"This is the one" I simply said. He shook his head in agreement. I changed back into my clothes and walked up to the counter to pay for it.
"I'm sorry miss but it has already been paid for." the associate told me.
"What do you mean it was already paid for?" I asked.
"Well the gentleman standing next to you bought it already." she smiled.
I looked at Brian, jaw hanging open.
"I had to." he said closing my mouth.
"But. but," I said trying to form words.
"I torn the price tag off when I first found it, because I knew it was the one. While you were trying it on I asked the cashier to pay for it." he smiled.
I just stared at him, he grabbed the dress bag and my hand pulling me out of the store.
"Anywhere else?" he asked.
"Shoe store and makeup." I smiled.
"Of course. I have to remind myself that you're staying in a hotel." he said. When we got to the shoe store I couldn't decide if I wanted heels or if I wanted sandals.
"Cheyenne go for the sandals, you aren't much of a heel type of girl. I remember you at graduation bitching just 2 minuets of putting your heels on." Brian smiled. I smiled that was a good ass memory. I remember Jimmy picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder because I wouldn't stop complaining, Johnny ended up taking my heels off and replacing them with flip flops.
"Why did Johnny have flip flops with him that day?" I asked
"Because we all knew you wouldn't last in the heels." Brian chuckled.
"How did I get so lucky to have you guys?" I said
"Easily, you grew up next to Jimmy and went to the same school as us duh." he said. I grabbed the pair of sandals, paid for them then made my way to the makeup store.
Once I stepped into Sephora I made a bee line for the Urban Decay Naked pallets, I grabbed the naked 2 pallet, went and grabbed Kat Von D eyeliner and grabbed some mascara. I was about to swipe my card when I was pushed out of the way. I looked at Brian swiping his card paying for my makeup.
"What are you doing?" I asked
"Being nice." he said.
"You're so getting it later because I don't want to cause a scene here." I said crossing my arms over my chest and narrowing my eyes at him.
"Whatever you big softy you won't do anything." He said grabbing my bag and walking out of the store making his way out of the mall.
When we got back to the hotel room I immediately started getting ready. I put my new bra and thong on, put on my dress and started to do my hair and makeup. I was playing different songs on the TV. When I came across Your Betrayal by BFMV I freaked out. Brian looked at me, then back at the TV and just shook his head.
So take your eyes off the trigger
I'm not to blame if your world turns to black
As your eyes start to blister
There's just no hope for our final embrace
So here we are, I'm in your head
I'm in your heart!
I was singing my heart out. It was one of my favorite songs by them. Brian just smiled at me. When I was finally done, I put on my sandals and walked over to Brian when he looked at me I thought he was going to faint.
"Are you ok?" I asked.
"Yeah, it's just you look so beautiful I don't know why I let you go. Or how someone could treat you poorly." he said frowning.
"Thanks Bri. but let's not worry about that let's go have fun." I said pulling him up, I was walking towards the door when I faintly heard.
"Yeah we will have fun tonight"
After the talk with Matt, Zack, and Brian, I felt a little better. Matt and Zack left, Matt had to go home to Valary, and Zack went to go hang with Johnny. It left Brian and I again. I walked into the living area after getting dressed in some shorts and a band t-shirts and flip flops. Thanks to Matt and Zack for bringing me clothes.
"Want something to eat?" Brian asked.
"Nah, I'm not hungry." I said
"When was the last time you ate?" He asked
"Like a day ago" I said twisting a piece of my hair.
"Tell me the truth please." He said
"Fine like 3 days ago." I said
"Why haven't you ate?" He questioned
"Haven't felt like it really." I said.
"Well you're going to eat something and you won't tell me no." he said getting up
"Tell me what my favorite food is then I will eat." I said looking at him gathering the key card, his keys and his phone.
"You love chicken tenders and fries." He said.
"From where?" I asked
"Arby's" He said.
"Fuck. You're right." I smiled getting up walking over to him
"Like I said, I know you Cheyenne can't forget anything really about you." He said looking at me.
"You're absolutely right. Mind if I go?" I asked.
"Act like I'm going to leave you here by yourself." He raised his eyebrows at me.
"God I've missed you Bri." I chuckled heading for the door.
When we got to Arby's despite Brian's attempt to take me somewhere else, he ordered our food and brought it back to our table which was in a corner, I looked at Brian then back at my food.
"Eat Cheyenne." He said eating some of his fries.
"I am." I said
"No you just looked at it then at me, I saw you. Here let me help you." He said grabbing one of my fries and sticking it in my mouth.
"Brian!" I said laughing.
"I told you I'd help." He chuckled. I grabbed some fries and was eating them, I let my mind wonder to possible questions to ask him.
"Have you heard from Michelle?" I asked.
"Nope." he simply said.
"Should you worry?" I said
"No, I trust her." He said
"Good." I said. "Should she trust you?"
"I don't know, she should but I think she doesn't" he said looking at the ground.
"Why do you think she doesn't?" I asked.
"Because all the shit she has heard about me when I went on tours. I would never do that to her." He said
"I believe you Brian." I said taking his hand.
"All those girls came to me, I may have not minded it but I never would cheat on Michelle like that. " He said softly.
"I'm so sorry Bri. I can't image." I said running my thumb over his hand.
"You know what we should do tonight?" He said.
"And what would that be butthead?" I said smiling.
"We should go out for drinks, all of us." he said raising his eyebrows at me.
"Sounds like a plan. Tell everyone else, looks like I'm going to have to go shopping." I smiled my real smile.
"Then let's go shopping, I will text everyone while we are on our way to the mall." he said getting up and throwing away our trash.
When we got to the mall I went straight to Victoria Secrets, I needed to set a new under garment set for tonight. Brian followed me in, he looked like he didn't want to be here but he knew he had to come with me. I was looking at different sets, trying to figure out which one I should go with, they were all lace but I was looking at a deep red, black, purple and blue set.
"Brian which should I go with?" I asked smirking at him, I already knew my answer.
"Purple." he said looking at the ground. We made our way up to the registers. After paying we left, I went straight to a dress store.
"Ok Brian, please help me find a black dress" I said.
"Ok but we stay in close proximity to each other." he said looking at a clothing rack.
"Aye Aye Captain." I saluted him and went to another clothing rack a few feet away from him. I found two I wanted to try on, I turned around and Brian had at least 5 in his hands.
"Jesus Bri thought you didn't like shopping." I said
"I don't but I wanna see you try these on because you get bored of trying clothes on fast." he smiled.
"Of course you would." I said making my way to the dressing room. Brian handed me all the dresses he found and I shut the door and stripped out of my clothes and started trying on the dresses. One after the other Brian and I said no to. There was one left that Brian had picked, it was long sleeved, came up to my mid thigh showing off my thigh tattoo and had a open back showing off my death bat on my right shoulder a little bit. I stepped out of the dressing room and looked at Brian. He had to shift in his seat, and bite his knuckles. I walked over to the mirror, I was staring in awe. I turned back around to Brian.
"This is the one" I simply said. He shook his head in agreement. I changed back into my clothes and walked up to the counter to pay for it.
"I'm sorry miss but it has already been paid for." the associate told me.
"What do you mean it was already paid for?" I asked.
"Well the gentleman standing next to you bought it already." she smiled.
I looked at Brian, jaw hanging open.
"I had to." he said closing my mouth.
"But. but," I said trying to form words.
"I torn the price tag off when I first found it, because I knew it was the one. While you were trying it on I asked the cashier to pay for it." he smiled.
I just stared at him, he grabbed the dress bag and my hand pulling me out of the store.
"Anywhere else?" he asked.
"Shoe store and makeup." I smiled.
"Of course. I have to remind myself that you're staying in a hotel." he said. When we got to the shoe store I couldn't decide if I wanted heels or if I wanted sandals.
"Cheyenne go for the sandals, you aren't much of a heel type of girl. I remember you at graduation bitching just 2 minuets of putting your heels on." Brian smiled. I smiled that was a good ass memory. I remember Jimmy picking me up and throwing me over his shoulder because I wouldn't stop complaining, Johnny ended up taking my heels off and replacing them with flip flops.
"Why did Johnny have flip flops with him that day?" I asked
"Because we all knew you wouldn't last in the heels." Brian chuckled.
"How did I get so lucky to have you guys?" I said
"Easily, you grew up next to Jimmy and went to the same school as us duh." he said. I grabbed the pair of sandals, paid for them then made my way to the makeup store.
Once I stepped into Sephora I made a bee line for the Urban Decay Naked pallets, I grabbed the naked 2 pallet, went and grabbed Kat Von D eyeliner and grabbed some mascara. I was about to swipe my card when I was pushed out of the way. I looked at Brian swiping his card paying for my makeup.
"What are you doing?" I asked
"Being nice." he said.
"You're so getting it later because I don't want to cause a scene here." I said crossing my arms over my chest and narrowing my eyes at him.
"Whatever you big softy you won't do anything." He said grabbing my bag and walking out of the store making his way out of the mall.
When we got back to the hotel room I immediately started getting ready. I put my new bra and thong on, put on my dress and started to do my hair and makeup. I was playing different songs on the TV. When I came across Your Betrayal by BFMV I freaked out. Brian looked at me, then back at the TV and just shook his head.
So take your eyes off the trigger
I'm not to blame if your world turns to black
As your eyes start to blister
There's just no hope for our final embrace
So here we are, I'm in your head
I'm in your heart!
I was singing my heart out. It was one of my favorite songs by them. Brian just smiled at me. When I was finally done, I put on my sandals and walked over to Brian when he looked at me I thought he was going to faint.
"Are you ok?" I asked.
"Yeah, it's just you look so beautiful I don't know why I let you go. Or how someone could treat you poorly." he said frowning.
"Thanks Bri. but let's not worry about that let's go have fun." I said pulling him up, I was walking towards the door when I faintly heard.
"Yeah we will have fun tonight"
Notes
Cliffhanger? yup. More coming soon!!
I love it. I laughed so hard about the waiter hitting on Brian. I'm sure he gets it all the time!! Hahahahahaha
6/10/17