How Could You.
Chapter 3
Cheyenne's POV
The sun was gleaming through the window, I rolled over to find the bed empty. I thought maybe Nathan had found us and he was going to take me. Panic started to fill me, I shot out of bed. I looked around, started hyperventilating. I felt arms wrap around me, I turned around and hit the person standing there. When I saw who it was, I started crying.
"Oh Brian I'm so sorry" I said looking at him holding his cheek
"It's ok Cheyenne." he said
"Are you sure, I was just scared Nathan showed up and was going to take me away." I said
"Yeah I'm sure. And don't think that not anymore, he won't get you I won't let it happen." he said with pain spreading across his face.
I stepped away from Brian and made my way to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror. I was becoming paranoid. I hit Brian what has become of me. I thought I should shower since that always helped me with my thinking. I stepped in turned on the hot water and just let in roll over me, I washed my body, shampooed and conditioned my hair, after that I just let the water run over my body again, I let my mind wonder.
"Don't think in there too long babe." Brian said.
I hated how he knew me so well, I sighed and turned off the water. I got out grabbed one of the robes, put it on and made my way out of the bathroom.. When I looked up and saw who was there I smiled.
"Guys what are you doing here?" I asked.
"Well I told you I'd call Larry today to say you're going on tour with us, he was happy to hear you're back." Matt said.
"And Brian called me and told me what happened." Zack said.
I looked at Brian then back at Matt and Zack.
"Well I'm glad he's happy I'm back, and did Brian tell you I hit him?" I asked
"Yes he did, good job." Zack chuckled.
"I didn't mean to." I said softly
"We know Chey, he told us you seemed panicked." Matt said
"My first thought was to immediately wrap you in a hug. I always did it when you were panicking, it helped you back then. Thought it would help you this time." Brian said.
"I think it would have if I knew it was you." I said quietly.
"Cheyenne" Matt looked at me
"Yes?" I said
"Tell me the shit he has done to you." Matt said.
I looked at the ground then back at them, I gathered my thoughts and began.
"Well, it all started when we got together. He hated the fact that you guys were my screensaver. It was the picture of all of us from your first gig." I looked at the boys they all smiled at that memory.
"Anyways, he hated it so he got me a new phone. He made sure I didn't have any of your guy's numbers." I said
"So that's why we stopped hear from you." Zack asked.
"Yes, but I remembered Jimmy's and called him when I was at work and had the chance to. I made sure I asked about all of you, I didn't leave any of you out. I would asked Jimmy to speak to all of you but I didn't want to get caught. Nathan always looked at my call logs. When he questioned me about Jimmy's number I lied and told him it was something to do with the company. He believed me. He also never knew about the picture I pulled out and cried to at night when he was sleeping. I missed you guys so much it hurt me a lot. I felt empty all the damn time. I faked my smile, my moods. Everything. When he found out the number I was calling was Jimmy's a week ago that's when he came up and started choking me, he did it from behind that's why I freaked out on Bri when he wrapped his arms around me. Then Nathan gave me this black eye a few days ago because the company finally let my shitty schedule go and Nathan couldn't do anything about it. We got in a fight and I brought you guys up and he wasn't happy. I royally fucked up with getting with him, I didn't listen to you guys. I should have and I didn't." I didn't realize I was shaking and crying until Matt pulled me into his lap and was hugging me.
"Cheyenne you need to stop blaming yourself." Zack said looking at me.
"I can't Zack! I didn't listen and ended up in a shit storm." I said.
"A shit storm that we will help you fix. I promise little sister." Matt said soothingly
"I promise Cheyenne." Brian said also. I believed them. I knew this would get better. I needed it to get better.
The sun was gleaming through the window, I rolled over to find the bed empty. I thought maybe Nathan had found us and he was going to take me. Panic started to fill me, I shot out of bed. I looked around, started hyperventilating. I felt arms wrap around me, I turned around and hit the person standing there. When I saw who it was, I started crying.
"Oh Brian I'm so sorry" I said looking at him holding his cheek
"It's ok Cheyenne." he said
"Are you sure, I was just scared Nathan showed up and was going to take me away." I said
"Yeah I'm sure. And don't think that not anymore, he won't get you I won't let it happen." he said with pain spreading across his face.
I stepped away from Brian and made my way to the bathroom, I looked at myself in the mirror. I was becoming paranoid. I hit Brian what has become of me. I thought I should shower since that always helped me with my thinking. I stepped in turned on the hot water and just let in roll over me, I washed my body, shampooed and conditioned my hair, after that I just let the water run over my body again, I let my mind wonder.
"Don't think in there too long babe." Brian said.
I hated how he knew me so well, I sighed and turned off the water. I got out grabbed one of the robes, put it on and made my way out of the bathroom.. When I looked up and saw who was there I smiled.
"Guys what are you doing here?" I asked.
"Well I told you I'd call Larry today to say you're going on tour with us, he was happy to hear you're back." Matt said.
"And Brian called me and told me what happened." Zack said.
I looked at Brian then back at Matt and Zack.
"Well I'm glad he's happy I'm back, and did Brian tell you I hit him?" I asked
"Yes he did, good job." Zack chuckled.
"I didn't mean to." I said softly
"We know Chey, he told us you seemed panicked." Matt said
"My first thought was to immediately wrap you in a hug. I always did it when you were panicking, it helped you back then. Thought it would help you this time." Brian said.
"I think it would have if I knew it was you." I said quietly.
"Cheyenne" Matt looked at me
"Yes?" I said
"Tell me the shit he has done to you." Matt said.
I looked at the ground then back at them, I gathered my thoughts and began.
"Well, it all started when we got together. He hated the fact that you guys were my screensaver. It was the picture of all of us from your first gig." I looked at the boys they all smiled at that memory.
"Anyways, he hated it so he got me a new phone. He made sure I didn't have any of your guy's numbers." I said
"So that's why we stopped hear from you." Zack asked.
"Yes, but I remembered Jimmy's and called him when I was at work and had the chance to. I made sure I asked about all of you, I didn't leave any of you out. I would asked Jimmy to speak to all of you but I didn't want to get caught. Nathan always looked at my call logs. When he questioned me about Jimmy's number I lied and told him it was something to do with the company. He believed me. He also never knew about the picture I pulled out and cried to at night when he was sleeping. I missed you guys so much it hurt me a lot. I felt empty all the damn time. I faked my smile, my moods. Everything. When he found out the number I was calling was Jimmy's a week ago that's when he came up and started choking me, he did it from behind that's why I freaked out on Bri when he wrapped his arms around me. Then Nathan gave me this black eye a few days ago because the company finally let my shitty schedule go and Nathan couldn't do anything about it. We got in a fight and I brought you guys up and he wasn't happy. I royally fucked up with getting with him, I didn't listen to you guys. I should have and I didn't." I didn't realize I was shaking and crying until Matt pulled me into his lap and was hugging me.
"Cheyenne you need to stop blaming yourself." Zack said looking at me.
"I can't Zack! I didn't listen and ended up in a shit storm." I said.
"A shit storm that we will help you fix. I promise little sister." Matt said soothingly
"I promise Cheyenne." Brian said also. I believed them. I knew this would get better. I needed it to get better.
I love it. I laughed so hard about the waiter hitting on Brian. I'm sure he gets it all the time!! Hahahahahaha
6/10/17