Login with:

Facebook

Twitter

Tumblr

Google

Yahoo

Aol.

Mibba

Your info will not be visible on the site. After logging in for the first time you'll be able to choose your display name.

A Lifeless Dream

Chapter 14

It's been two weeks since everything happen. Lexi left two days ago because of her job, it was hard saying goodbye for the both of us but I promised I will visit her sometime in the future. My cast was now off and I could use both of my hands. The guys were here almost every day making sure I was ok or if I needed anything.

My sister’s words when she first came here kept running through my mind... he must really care about you...Was it true? Did really Brian care about me? I was confused because the last couple of days he was distant. Despite the rest of the guys and Lucy he hadn’t come here in almost a week and it's strange because the first week he was here every day.

I was currently sitting on the couch watching a Vampire Diaries’ marathon on TV. I couldn't really pay attention to the show...Every time that I could try to see the show and make myself relax I would always think about him it was like he was haunting me. I was just getting up to get a drink from the kitchen when my door bell rung. Weird it was 11:00 pm and I wasn't expecting anyone.

"Brian?" I asked once I opened the door

"Hey Lissa" he was leaning against the door barely keeping himself from falling

"Are you drunk?" I opened the door and let him in

"Just a little bit" he stumbled before he got to the couch and sat down

"What happened?" I sat next to him on the couch

"She cheated on me" his eyes were locked to the ceiling

"Cynthia?" really now?

"Yeap...I got to the house my fucking house and found her with another guy" he shook his head

"Oh..." was all I could manage to say

"Yeah..." he said before he stood up and run upstairs.

I followed hhim upstairs only to find him in the bathroom throwing up. I rushed to his side and rubbed his back soothingly while he kept throwing up. When he stopped throwing up he sat down on the floor and leaned against the bath tub. I got up and gave him a tooth brush to wash his teeth.

"Here drink this" I said and gave him a glass of water

"Thanks" he said and took a few sips

We were now in my bedroom since I didn't have a guest room I will give my bedroom to him and I will sleep on the couch. I didn't know if he will be ok with him to sleep in the same bed with me and I wouldn't risk asking him and making things uncomfortable for us.

"You can sleep here and I will sleep on the couch ok?" he frowned

"Why would you sleep on the couch...we can sleep here together if you're ok with it that's it" he shrugged

"Ok then. I'm going to go change"

I took my pajamas and got into the bathroom. I changed and brush my teeth before I got out. When I got into the bedroom Brian had already stripped his clothes leaving him only in his pair of boxers. His back was facing me and I couldn't help but think how muscular he was. He lay in the bed and I got in next to him, he placed his head on my lap and I started running my fingers through his spiked hair which seemed to relax him.

"Are you feeling better now?" my voice was low

"Yeah...a little bit dizzy but better than before" he mumble

"You know I was going to break up with her" he said after a minute of silence» And I got into my house to find her with another man...I wasn't even hurt, I was angry...that's why I got drunk" he confess

"We will talk about this in the morning ok? When you'll have a clear mind now get some sleep" I said while I kept running my hands though his hair

"Ok. Thanks for taking care of me" he mumble and turn his head to look at me

"No problem" I flashed him a small smile which he returned.

He removed his head for my lap before laying down to his side and me to mine. I was closing my eyes when I felt him wrapping and arm around my waist pulling me closer to him and mumbled and faint goodnight before he passed out me following him after a few moments.

I woke up but I frowned when I didn't find Brian in bed with me...maybe he got home I thought and got out of my bed. I made my way to the bathroom brushed my teeth and had a quick shower before I got dressed and headed downstairs to the kitchen. What I saw when I got into the kitchen shocked me....Brian was making breakfast?

"Are you making breakfast?" I asked and he jumped at the sound of my voice

"Good morning and yes in fact I am" he smiled

"Good morning...you know sometimes you shock me" I said as I took a seat to the table

"Why is that?" he stole a glance at me amusement in his voice

"Because you can cook and my kitchen is still not burned...are you ok?" I raised an eyebrow although he couldn't see me

"Scramble eggs is the only food I can cook without causing any damage" I chuckled and he placed two plates on the table one in front of me and one opposite from me for him

"Orange juice?" he asked and I nodded

We started eating after he placed two glasses of juice in front of us. During breakfast we didn't really talk we just ate in silence...Although I wanted to talk to him about yesterday and why he was avoiding me the past week. So when we finished eating breakfast and we sat on the living room to watch TV I seized my chance.

"So why were you avoiding me?" I asked taking him by surprise

"I-I didn't" he shuttered

"The truth Brian" I said sternly

He sighed before started talking. «I was just trying to make things better with Cynthia...she was jealous because I was spending some much time with you and after what happened that day when you know...slapped her she said that I was cheating and staff...seems she was the cheater" he shook his head

"But you said you wanted to break up with her" I was confused

"Yeah but I wasn't sure I thought we could make things work" he turned to look at me

"I needed you Brian here and you just disappeared" yeah be the weak one Lissa good one

"Your sister was here...I didn't thought you needed me so much" he was confused

"Yeah why would I need you? Because you are one of the most important persons in my life right now? Or because you saved me from getting killed and you were the only one that could make me feel safe because even though David is in prison I'm still scared out of my mind and I keep have nightmares every fucking night of him coming back. You know when I didn't have nightmares Brian? I managed to sleep after a week and that because you were with me...but really now tell me, why would I need you?"

I was now in front of him and a few tears had escaped my eyes. I didn't know where that outburst had come from but it made me feel a lot better getting it out of my chest.

"I didn't know" he stood up too

"Of course you didn't know you were trying to make things better with your girlfriend the one that you told me you wanted to break up with and cheated on you before you could...yeah that's a good reason I'm sorry for being so paranoid Brian. Why don't you go get her back now and then break up with her maybe then you could see your friends that need you" I said and stormed off the room but he grabbed my arm and yanked me back

"Stop ok...Just fucking stop. I know I made a mistake I didn't know about this if I knew I wouldn't have left you when you needed me I'm not that kind of an asshole believe it or not. Just let it go" he let go of my arm and looked down...I instantly felt bad so I pulled him into a hug by wrapping my hands to his neck

"I'm sorry I over reacted" I mumble into his neck

"No I'm the one who should be sorry she didn't even worth leaving you for her" he wrapped his arm around my waist

"So friends again?" I said once we broke our hug

"I don't know what you are talking about. We never stopped being friends silly girl" he chuckled and I slapped his arm playfully

"Hey that hurt" he rubbed his arm

"Oh come on you big baby" I laughed

We sat in the living room watching a movie. His arm was around my shoulders as I snuggle to him feeling comfortable and safe. After a while I felt thirsty so I decided to go and get us drinks. I must have got up really fast because I felt dizzy and stumbled back almost falling down. Brian got up quickly and got me

«Are you ok?" he asked me looking me with concerned filled eyes

"Yeah I think» I frowned because I felt and sharp pain to my head

"It's probably nothing don't worry" I looked up and his eyes locked with mine

I suddenly couldn't move he was still holding my hands to keep me from falling. My breath cut in my throat when I saw him leaning in. I froze; I didn't know what was going on. Was he really going to kiss me? I didn't make any move just waited for him to make or say something and he did.

I felt his soft lips on mine and the butterflies on my stomach started going crazy. I was kissing him...I was kissing Brian. Our lips were moving in perfectly sync and I wrapped my arms around his neck pulling him closer to me before he did the same by placing his arms to my hips. He nipped my bottom lip and I opened my mouth letting him explore it with his tongue. It was only me and he like no one else existed in the world that was until he pulled away and broke the kiss.

"That was. Unexpected" I said panting with a smile on my face

"Yeah it was...I'm sorry" he said and started walking towards the door

"What do you mean I'm sorry?" I followed him

"This shouldn't have happened you're my friend" he turned to looked at me

"You were the one that kissed me" what the fuck?

"That's what I'm sorry for I didn't mean to do it I was just still upset from yesterday and I don't know..." oh fuck no

"Get out right fucking now...I will not be your rebound girl Brian" I said getting angry

"You're not a rebound girl Lissa" he said coming closer to me but I raised my hand to stopped him

"Just leave me alone"

I made my way upstairs to my room and I didn't let the tears fall until I heard the door closing. He kissed me and the he said he did it because he was upset because of Cynthia. How did I even think that he cared about me? If he did he wouldn't have done that. I had realize by now that I had create a big crush on him and I was fine that nothing was going to happen but what should I thought after this? He wanted me only as a rebound girl. No-fucking-way

Comments

wonder what'll happen now??
DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
10/29/13
LOVE THIS!! update soon please..
DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
10/22/13
Love it, sweetie! Update soon?
I love this so far! Update!
I would have good thoughts after meeting Brian too :) Can't wait for more :)
AvengedXLover AvengedXLover
11/14/12