Almost Easy
God Damn
Auden's POV
I could feel that I was having another nightmare. I could see Dylan, he was trying to tell me something but I couldn't hear what he was saying. I was running towards him but I felt like I wasn't moving, that when I saw him get shot. I shot up from my bed sweating and crying, I was breathing really hard. I knew I should have never asked how he died. I was surprised I didn't wake Aimee up. I got up, walked to the bathroom and splashed water on my face. Looking in the mirror all I could look at was the bags under my eyes, all I could even think about is how horrible I looked. I walked out of the bathroom that was connected to my room and made my way to the kitchen. I stopped and looked at the clock it read 8:00 A.M.
I groaned walking into the kitchen thinking it was to damn early, I went to the fridge grabbed a water bottle and walked out on the back patio. I sat down in a lawn chair and just watched the waves, I sat there and thought to myself. I couldn't believe I had a nightmare again, I had such a good night last night I thought I'd dream about that. I got up from the chair, walking to my front hall and grabbed my headphones and armband, then I went to my room and grabbed my phone. Walking back to the back patio, I plugged my headphones in my phone, put my phone in the arm band, wrapped the armband around my arm and walked down to the beach.
When I got down to the beach I put my headphones in my ears, pulled my phone out of the armband went to my music and hit shuffle. I was stretching listening to "Critical Acclaim" hearing Matt's voice soothed me a little. After I was done stretching I started running up the beach, it was something I do also when I have nightmares. I just let my feet carry me and let the music play. After about 30 minutes I ended back at my house, I took my headphones out when I reached the back patio, walking inside I went straight to my room, grabbed some clothes and took a long hot shower.
When I got out of the shower, I changed into jean shorts, a tank top and put my hair up in a messy bun. I grabbed my phone and walked to the kitchen and started the coffee pot. I walked to the fridge grabbing the eggs, bacon and butter and started making breakfast knowing that the smell would wake Aimee up. Not soon after I started the bacon, I heard groaning and foot steps coming my way. I turned around and burst out laughing.
"What." said Aimee looking at me trying to catch my breathe.
"What!" she says getting annoyed.
"Just go look in the hall mirror" I say still trying to catch my breathe returning my focus on the food.
"What the actual fuck Auden! You didn't tell me I look homeless." she screams at me.
"Hey in my defense you're my best friend and I get to laugh at you." I say smiling.
Aimee huffed and walked back into the guest room yelling, "Good thing I keep extra clothes here."
"Yeah or otherwise you'd look like a homeless person going home without breakfast." I yelled back.
Coming back out of the guest bedroom and walking into the kitchen looking not so homeless, sitting at the island with a cup of coffee waiting on her, looking at me I ask Aimee, "So what was it like last night with Zacky?"
Aimee smiles, "Girl he was great! We just talked and talked" "How was talking to M.Shadows?"
"Matt" I corrected her. "He was great, very sweet, cute. We talked about a lot of things."
"Did Dylan get brought up?" she questions.
"Yeah he did, I may have cried a little but Matt understood and apologized." I said smiling to myself, plating our food.
"Well that's good right?" Aimee asked.
"Yeah it is. He was so sweet about it." I said sitting breakfast in front of her.
"Has Zacky texted you or anything yet?" I asked.
"Yeah a little bit before we both went to bed, what about Matt?" she asked.
"I haven't really checked my phone so I don't know" I said eating some eggs.
"Well you might wanna check, also might wanna check your emails to." Aimee said eating bacon.
I totally forgot about my email, I was hoping for something to come from about a job. After breakfast Aimee went home because she had to continue working on the magazine article she was working on.
I grabbed my phone and checked my email. There was nothing,"God damn it" I cursed. I closed it out and turned on music and just scrolled through social media apps. After a few minutes I got bored and closed out all the apps, I turned my ringer on incase Aimee texted or called me.
I was just cleaning the dishes when I heard my phone go off, it wasn't Aimee's text tone so I was someone else. Looking down at the message I couldn't breathe.
I could feel that I was having another nightmare. I could see Dylan, he was trying to tell me something but I couldn't hear what he was saying. I was running towards him but I felt like I wasn't moving, that when I saw him get shot. I shot up from my bed sweating and crying, I was breathing really hard. I knew I should have never asked how he died. I was surprised I didn't wake Aimee up. I got up, walked to the bathroom and splashed water on my face. Looking in the mirror all I could look at was the bags under my eyes, all I could even think about is how horrible I looked. I walked out of the bathroom that was connected to my room and made my way to the kitchen. I stopped and looked at the clock it read 8:00 A.M.
I groaned walking into the kitchen thinking it was to damn early, I went to the fridge grabbed a water bottle and walked out on the back patio. I sat down in a lawn chair and just watched the waves, I sat there and thought to myself. I couldn't believe I had a nightmare again, I had such a good night last night I thought I'd dream about that. I got up from the chair, walking to my front hall and grabbed my headphones and armband, then I went to my room and grabbed my phone. Walking back to the back patio, I plugged my headphones in my phone, put my phone in the arm band, wrapped the armband around my arm and walked down to the beach.
When I got down to the beach I put my headphones in my ears, pulled my phone out of the armband went to my music and hit shuffle. I was stretching listening to "Critical Acclaim" hearing Matt's voice soothed me a little. After I was done stretching I started running up the beach, it was something I do also when I have nightmares. I just let my feet carry me and let the music play. After about 30 minutes I ended back at my house, I took my headphones out when I reached the back patio, walking inside I went straight to my room, grabbed some clothes and took a long hot shower.
When I got out of the shower, I changed into jean shorts, a tank top and put my hair up in a messy bun. I grabbed my phone and walked to the kitchen and started the coffee pot. I walked to the fridge grabbing the eggs, bacon and butter and started making breakfast knowing that the smell would wake Aimee up. Not soon after I started the bacon, I heard groaning and foot steps coming my way. I turned around and burst out laughing.
"What." said Aimee looking at me trying to catch my breathe.
"What!" she says getting annoyed.
"Just go look in the hall mirror" I say still trying to catch my breathe returning my focus on the food.
"What the actual fuck Auden! You didn't tell me I look homeless." she screams at me.
"Hey in my defense you're my best friend and I get to laugh at you." I say smiling.
Aimee huffed and walked back into the guest room yelling, "Good thing I keep extra clothes here."
"Yeah or otherwise you'd look like a homeless person going home without breakfast." I yelled back.
Coming back out of the guest bedroom and walking into the kitchen looking not so homeless, sitting at the island with a cup of coffee waiting on her, looking at me I ask Aimee, "So what was it like last night with Zacky?"
Aimee smiles, "Girl he was great! We just talked and talked" "How was talking to M.Shadows?"
"Matt" I corrected her. "He was great, very sweet, cute. We talked about a lot of things."
"Did Dylan get brought up?" she questions.
"Yeah he did, I may have cried a little but Matt understood and apologized." I said smiling to myself, plating our food.
"Well that's good right?" Aimee asked.
"Yeah it is. He was so sweet about it." I said sitting breakfast in front of her.
"Has Zacky texted you or anything yet?" I asked.
"Yeah a little bit before we both went to bed, what about Matt?" she asked.
"I haven't really checked my phone so I don't know" I said eating some eggs.
"Well you might wanna check, also might wanna check your emails to." Aimee said eating bacon.
I totally forgot about my email, I was hoping for something to come from about a job. After breakfast Aimee went home because she had to continue working on the magazine article she was working on.
I grabbed my phone and checked my email. There was nothing,"God damn it" I cursed. I closed it out and turned on music and just scrolled through social media apps. After a few minutes I got bored and closed out all the apps, I turned my ringer on incase Aimee texted or called me.
I was just cleaning the dishes when I heard my phone go off, it wasn't Aimee's text tone so I was someone else. Looking down at the message I couldn't breathe.
Notes
Who do you think texted Auden? I was thinking about doing a Aimee and Zacky POV but I don't think I will.
Sorry this was kinda short, I wanted to save some of it for Matt's POV (:
Sorry for not updating for a few days, depression has been kicking my ass lately.
I also changed the title because I have a plot twist that fits the new title!
Hope you liked this chapter and I will try to update soon! <3
@Avengedlover
I'm not dropping Cold Little Heart, I have the next 3 chapters written, just not sure when I'll post them. I apologize if I came across harsh. Everyone was coming at me hard and the story has only just started. I was getting blamed for a lot of stuff and I still don't understand why. And a person can only take so much at a time, and if everyone knew exactly how much Jimmy did mean to mean they would understand I'm very sensitive when it comes to him. But that's not something for a comment. Still love you too. <3
3/28/17