Brian's POV

I'm happy and all for Matt but I'm so fucking jealous of him. He had the woman of my dreams, having Auden as my guitar tech for these few concerts have been wonderful, she knew how much I loved my guitars she treated them like they were her own. When they left the after party I was pissed. I wanted to hang around Auden alone. I know I shouldn't do this to my bestfriend but I'm connected to her, I feel like I'm being pulled to her every time I'm around her. When we showed up at the bus I thought those two would have been back by now but they weren't. I wasn't trashed like everyone, so I called Matt to tell him we were leaving soon which was true.
"Dude where are you it's 3 in the morning. Are you ok? We will be leaving the venue soon. You gotta get back here like now. " I said trying not to show any other emotion but being worried.
"Yeah we will be back soon, yes we are ok. Chill out we will be back soon Gates" he said sounding really happy, don't get me wrong made me happy because he was finally happy but I was a little jealous.
I didn't want to see them walk in together, they would be smiling and I would have to feel jealous all over again.
"Sup Gates?" Matt said walking in hand and hand with Auden.
"Nothing, hey Auden." I said looking at the beautiful blonde, feeling a pain in my chest.
"Hey Brian." she said voice sounding like angels.
Matt told her to go change so they can watch movies later clearly both of them weren't that tired.
"Brian are you really ok?" he said.
"Yeah man just a lot of shit on my mind." I said taking a swig of my beer. I was not about to tell my best friend that I was jealous of his relationship and wanted his girl.
"Like what?" he pressed
"I don't want to talk about it." I said.
Brian we are brothers you can come to me with anything man, what is wrong?" he asked again, he never knew when to give up.
"I don't want to fucking talk about it" I hissed, standing up and making my way to my bunk. I was close to telling him everything but I didn't want to.
"Well when you do want to talk about it, I am here." he said.
I just climbed into my bunk closed to curtain and stared at the ceiling. When they came back out to watch a movie I continued to lay there and listen to everything.
" 'Cause I'm all alone, There's no one here beside me, My problems have all gone, There's
no one to deride me, But you gotta have faith..." Auden sang. I smile grew across my face she was the most interesting woman ever.
"This is gonna be fun! We can stay up late, swappin' manly stories, and in the mornin' I'm makin' waffles." she said in her best donkey voice making my chuckle lightly to myself.
I could hear Matt asking why 'Shrek' was her favorite movie, hearing her response hurt. I understood the pain of having divorced parents. It wasn't long after that I finally fell asleep.

Auden's POV

Last night was one of the best nights ever, Matt proposed to me, we took a walk, walked one of my favorite movies and I even told Matt about my mom. I never really talk about her ever, I have no need to. It felt good not to get mad about talking about her either.
When I woke up laying against Matt still, I looked up at his face he had this light smile on his lips and he looked so peaceful. I kissed his neck, he stirred a little but not enough to wake up. I kissed his neck again earning a little moan from him, he still didn't wake up. So I pushed his ass off the couch, then acted like I was sleeping trying not to laugh.
"What the fuck Auden?!" I heard Matt "Oh she's still sleeping"
I rolled over and looked at him and stuck my tongue out.
"Seriously?" He raised one of his eye brows at me.
"Morning Matty" I said sweetly
"You are the devil woman." he said getting up and sitting on me.
"No I am an angel" I giggled.
"Yeah right" he laughed. I then started trying to get him off of me but he is so much bigger than me that it wasn't happening
"MATT GET OFF OF ME" I yelled laughing
"Make me" he stuck his tongue out at me this time
"MATT PLEASE GET OFF ME GOOD LORD!" I laughed again
Next thing I knew Matt disappeared from my lap, I looked down at the floor and couldn't stop laughing. Jimmy had somehow tackled Matt to the floor and putting his dead weight on him.
"Jesus Rev get off of me" Matt said
"No, we are almost to the hotel!" Jimbo said
"Jimmy if you don't get off of me I swear to god" Matt said, I just laughed.
"NO YOU AWOKEN THE KNIFE MASTER NOW YOU GET TO DEAL WITH HIM AND HIS NINJA SKILLS!" Jimmy yelled.
"Ok JimJam at least let him up, then you can annoy him" I said laughing
"What if I don't wanna?" Jimmy questioned
"Then I might have to tickle you" I said.
Jimmy's eyes widen, "That's not a good idea."
"Then get up and let Matt breathe." I said sweetly and Jimmy did let him up
"How the hell do you do that woman? One minute you are mean as hell then the next you're an angel" he said confused.
"Well you see Matty I am and angel so there is no way I can be mean." I stuck my tongue out at him.
"Bullshit, you ain't no angel." Aimee said coming into the main area.
"Aimee you ain't an angel either!" I retorted. We both laughed.
"WE ARE HERE!" Jimmy yelled. He started bouncing up and down waiting for the bus doors to open, once they were he was gone. Matt just shook his head and laughed.
I got up and walked out with Matt, everyone was making their way inside, the last person to show was Brian. I didn't know what was going on with him but he seemed a little off, I was hoping I could find out soon.

We got our room keys and told everyone to drop their things off then meet down in the lobby to go get something to eat. When everyone came back to the lobby we were just missing one person. Brian. I looked at Matt with a frown.
"Babe do you mind if I go check on him?" I asked.
"No Auden you can go maybe you'll get something out of him." he said. I walked up to MB and asked for his room number.
"325" he said.
"Thanks MB!" I said making my way to the elevator.
When I reached his room I knocked on the door.
"Go away" he grumbled.
"Brian open up." I said
"Go away Aimee" he said.
"Brian Elwin Haner Jr. open this door now." I said, I knew he now knew it wasn't Aimee.
He opened the door wide eyed but had dark circles under them. I pushed my way in.
"Come on in I guess" he grumbled.
"Sit down" I said hands on my hips.
"Ok" he said sitting down running his hands over his face.
"Now you're going to tell me what your problem is." I said lightly.
"I don't have to tell you anything," he spat
"Brian, you are distancing yourself from everyone else, you didn't think I would notice?" I said.
"I don't care if you noticed or not." he barked
"Stop acting like this, you're one of my best friends Haner, you gotta talk to me." I sighed
"Why should I? You'll just tell Matt" he retorted.
"So? he is one of your best friends and you're shutting him out. Now tell me your problem." I said.
"My problem is you." he said. I snapped my eyes at him. Did he really say what I think he said?
"What did I do?" I asked
"Nothing. I just my problem is you." he said again.
"Brian what the hell does that mean?" I snapped.
"Like you would care" his voice raising.
"I'm one of your friend Brian of course I care." My voice raising. "While I have everyone down stairs waiting on us because I didn't want you to be left out!"
"I'm not going." he simply said.
"Why the hell not?!" I yelled
"Because I hate seeing you with Matt." he yelled
"What did you just say." I spat
"I hate seeing you with Matt," he yelled
"Why?" I spat.
"Because I like you a lot." he said.

Notes

Here you go lovelies <3