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Almost Easy

Apologize

Matt's POV

"Dude what the fuck Haner?" I yelled. He had no right to talk to Auden like that, she didn't do anything to deserve what he said to her.
"What its true!" Brian said.
"You don't know what the fuck she has been through Brian, , you don't how close they were or what they been through you fuckhead." Aimee yelled. Man was she pissed off, her face was red her fist were clenched and her knuckles were white, Zack had to hold her back because it looked like she was about to beat the hell out of Brian.
"Still doesn't give you the right to say that shit to her!" I yelled getting more pissed off, I had to walk away before I eve hit his dumbass self.
I was walking toward the back room with Aimee right on my heels. When we walked in we saw Auden listening to Gunslinger with a pillow in front of her face. I looked at Aimee sideways and we both immediately went to the bed sat down and wrapped our arms around Auden. When she looked up and saw us, cried even more. It broke my heart to see her crying but I knew she needed to get it out. After about 10 minutes Aimee kissed her head and walked out, she turned back and gave me a frown, I nodded knowing exactly what I had to do. I pulled Auden into my lap, and let her cry, my shirt was soaked but I didn't care. I can't stand to see my girl like this, this didn't suit her at all, she is a happy up beat person.
"I'm sorry about that Auden, he's an asshole" I said quietly, I could tell that my voice calmed her down because she relaxed a little in my arms.
"I was doing so good, I didn't think that I was moping around today was I?" she said, she didn't look at me but at the wall.
"No love, you were actually in a very good mood before all that just happened" I said against her hair, taking in her unique hair smell, it smelled like rain and lavenders.
"I thought so.." she sighed.
"Can I ask you a question?" I asked.
"Anything babe" she said softly.
"Why were you listening to Gunslinger?" I asked. I felt on the edge asking that question, I felt like I should know the answer.
"Because that was Dylan's song for me, he promised me he would come home.." she trailed off not finishing the sentence because she didn't have to, I didn't need her to explain herself in this situation.
"I'm sorry I asked babe" I said rocking her back and forth slightly.
"You had the right to ask Matt" she said softly.
We sat there in silence for a few minutes, I didn't want to give up this moment because I knew she needed me.
"Wanna go back out there?" I asked softly.
"I don't but you can, I actually want to sleep.. it's something I do after I cry" she said softly.
"It's ok babe I understand, I'll be back shortly, I'm not going to leave you alone. I just want to talk to Brian and Aimee." I said kissing the top of her head and moving out from under her. I walked to the door and looked backed at her, she was curled up and facing the wall.
"I love you Auden."
"I love you too Matt."

I walked out the main area and looked at everyone, Jimmy was sitting on the couch being content which usually never happened, he usually was running around talking about how the Berry brothers were secret agents and were out to get him, Johnny was sitting at the table looking at his phone probably talking to Lacey, Aimee and Zack were sitting on the other couch opposite of Jimmy, talking. Then my eyes landed on Brian, my eyes narrowed and he looked up at me with a pained expression.
"What the hell were you thinking Gates?" I said trying to stay calm.
"I got ripped a new one by Aimee, I don't need a new one from you" he said holding is hands up.
"But you are going to get a new one from me because you just made my soon to be fiancé cry, and I can't let that happen." I said.
"Soon to be fiancé?" Johnny, Jimmy and Brian said together.
"Yes, it may be early but I plan on doing it during the tour since we will be on tour for a while, she makes me feel happy, she isn't after the money or the fame, she after the plain old Matthew Sanders. When we first met she brought me a drink and straight walked away from me, she knew who I was but she didn't care for that. She cares about how I really am, she isn't like Valary." I said looking at the guys.
"It's true, Auden isn't the one to go after fame." Aimee said.
"Clearly she threw a fit when Matt said he was going to buy her clothes for tour and take care of her, when that happened I knew she was special." Zack said next. Everyone just shook their heads. I looked back at Brian.
"I think you owe her an apology, she didn't deserve that at all. She was doing really well with everything, and I'm proud of her for that, she proud of herself. She's been strong about everything, don't make me regret my decision about having her as your guitar tech, I'll gladly put her at the merch booth with Aimee." I said glaring at him.
"Ok I'll apologize to her when I get the chance." he sighed.

"How bad will this effect her?" I asked looking at Aimee. I could see sadness in her eyes.
"She will be sad in the morning, but she will carry on about her day and work hard, she will act like nothing is bothering her but really something is, she won't talk about. She don't like talking about her feelings. This is were you come in Matt, you got to make her open up to you, make her trust you. I think what you did just now will make her trust you." Aimee said.
"Ok thank you" I said turning away to go to the room. I walked in saw Auden still in her clothes, I took off my shorts and shirt and but on basketball shorts, I walked over to Auden and took off her shoes, shorts, and shirt and threw one of my shirts on her. I climbed in next her and felt her cuddle up to me more. I felt my eyes get heavy and all I could think about is how great this feeling was.

Auden's POV

When I woke up, I felt an arm wrapped around my waist, looked over at Matt sleeping next to me. I wiggled out of his arm and sat on the edge of the bed trying to gather myself together, after what happened last night I wasn't ready for the day but I remembered tonight was our first concert on tour and I had to put my game face on. I got up and walked into the bathroom to shower. I pulled off the shirt I had on, I looked down at it and smiled, it was Matt's shirt no wonder I got a whiff of his scent. I took off my panties, turned on the water to scorching hot water. I stepped in and got lost in my thoughts. Why did Brian have to say that to me? Like what did I do to him? I didn't want to give him a lap dance and hurt Matt's feeling, I care too much about Matt's feelings to even do that to him. I didn't think I was going to cry but the water works came.
I walked out and grabbed jeans, a A7X shirt, and my vans and threw them on, I pulled my hair up. Walked out to the main area and made coffee, grabbed myself a cup and sat on the couch looking out the window. I didn't even notice anyone else was up until I heard someone cough across from me. I looked up and looked at Brian.
"So I'm not good with this whole talking thing but I do want to apologize for what I said yesterday, I shouldn't have said it. I don't want to start off the first concert of tour on the wrong foot. I don't expect to accept my apology." he said.
I looked at my cup then back at him, "I do accept you apology, just for the sake of this tour and the band. But mostly Matt. If you ever and I mean EVER do some bullshit like that again. If you do I will make sure this tour is a living hell for you. Got me?" I snapped the last sentence at him.
"Got it" he said and disappeared.
I let out a sigh, looked at the look. 7:00 was on the clock I knew we would be at the venue soon, when the bus stopped I knew we arrived. The doors opened and The Berry brothers came through and looked at me.
"I'm the only one awake." I said.
"EVERYONE GET YOUR ASSES UP WE ARRIVED AND HAVE SOUNDCHECK SOON!" Jason yelled. Matt was hitting the bunks and backroom doors.
"Jesus shut the fuck up Jason." Johnny said being the first one to appear and looked at me surprised.
"Coffee is already made." I said
"Cool. Thanks Auden." Johnny said. Then the rest came after him. Matt was the last one to come out, his hair still ruffled, no shirt, shorts hanging low and looking panicked. I got up and hid behind Jimmy. I saw Matt looking around then he turned his back to grab coffee.
"Good morning handsome." I said wrapping my arms around him.
"Good morning, where were you, I woke up to an empty bed." he said.
"I couldn't really sleep so I got up and took and shower, sat in the main area drinking coffee and looking out the window until Brian showed up and apologized to me." I said.
"Gates apologized to you?" he asked.
"Yeah he did." I said.
He looked at me with raised eyebrows and damn did that make him look even more sexy.

Notes

So I planned on having this chapter out yesterday until my laptop took a shit and erased everything I had wrote.

Cliffhanger? I think so lol

Thanks for all the comments <3

Comments

@Avengedlover
I'm not dropping Cold Little Heart, I have the next 3 chapters written, just not sure when I'll post them. I apologize if I came across harsh. Everyone was coming at me hard and the story has only just started. I was getting blamed for a lot of stuff and I still don't understand why. And a person can only take so much at a time, and if everyone knew exactly how much Jimmy did mean to mean they would understand I'm very sensitive when it comes to him. But that's not something for a comment. Still love you too. <3

foREVer_Mandy foREVer_Mandy
3/28/17

@foREVer_Mandy

I didn't mean it like that dear! I promise, I was just kidding. Don't scrap it I love the story! You do a bomb ass job at writing. I will take back whatever I have said. You can take all the time you need dear, I will wait patiently. I promise! Mad love to you <3. And we will see what Auden really has to say to the both of them. The scene with Dylan crushed my black heart too but I had to put it in there. More will be coming soon. Also, I don't know what is going on with my accounts its all sorts of fucked up

Avengedlover Avengedlover
3/28/17

Brian has been trouble since deciding he wanted a piece of Auden. However, it's not fair for everyone to blame the accident on him. Sure they had an upsetting conversation, but Auden was the one who took off and wasn't paying attention. He didn't run after her or push her. He feels bad enough she's hurt and about confessing, don't put that on him too. I'm glad she's going to be okay, and the scene with her and Dylan crushed my cruel heart a little bit.

Now, as for this being my fault? Why is that? I haven't broken Jimmy's heart. That story is only four chapters in so it's in it's infancy. Is he a little sad now? Well yeah maybe, but nothing good ever comes quickly and without a little drama. Give me a break!!! Or we can just pretend I never started it and I'll scrap it on here and delete it just like I did the Matt story. I'm gonna go take another Xanax and cry some more.

foREVer_Mandy foREVer_Mandy
3/27/17

Oh poor Brian :(
She's going to stay with Matt, and that's just gonna break his heart!

Holly Holly
3/27/17
So much drama!!! Can't wait for more!
HometownGlory HometownGlory
3/27/17