Auden's POV

Why did Brian think I was about to give him a lap dance? Yeah he is handsome but nothing compared to Matt. Brian was a womanizer and knew he could get his ways with women, but he will not get his way with this woman. Matt has my heart, he is willing to help me through everything I was going through. Plus I couldn't even think of the hurt that would put Matt through if I did give Gates a lap dance.
"I'm not going to do that, I'd rather have my two shots" I said. Brian just looked at me with a frown, Matt had a smile, Aimee looked annoyed and Zacky looked disappointed. Jimmy slapped Brian upside the head, "The fuck are you thinking Gates if anyone is going to get a lap dance it's going to be me."
"No, I will not share her with you Jimmy" Matt said chuckling.
"But why not!" Jimmy looked sad
"Because she is mine" Matt said wrapping his arm around my waist tighter.
"Fine let her decide if she would or not" Jimmy said smiling
"Sorry Jimbo but this ass will only give lap dances to Matt" I said laughing.
"Oh come on!" Jimmy yelled.
"Jimmy drop it, she clearly won't do anything fun since she wants to mope about her brother all the damn time." Brian said.
I snapped my eyes over to him anger rising in me. I got up from Matt's lap walking to the back room before I would say anything I would regret. Grabbed my bag, sat in the middle on the bed, looking for my headphones.
"Dude what the fuck Haner!" I heard Matt yell
"What it's true!" Brian said back
"You don't know what the fuck she's been through Brian, you don't how close they were or what they been through you fuckhead." I heard Aimee yell.
I just grabbed my headphone plugged them in, turned on Gunslinger and started playing.

Yeah, you've been alone
I've been gone for far too long
But with all that we've been through
After all this time I'm coming home to you

I held a pillow to my face to muffle my cries, I didn't notice anyone came into the room until I felt two pairs of arms around me, I looked up and saw Matt and Aimee hugging me and I cried even more, after 10 minutes Aimee got up, kissed my head and made her way out of the room just leaving Matt and I together. Matt pulled me in his lap and I cried in his chest. I was doing perfectly ok with this whole situation but then Brian had to fuck it up.
"I'm sorry about that Auden, he's an asshole." Matt said quietly, hearing Matt talk was calming me down.
"I was doing so good, I didn't think that I was moping around today was I?" I asked looking at the wall.
"No love, you were actually in a very good mood before all that just happened" Matt said against my hair.
"I thought so.." I said sighing.
"Can I ask you a question?" Matt asked.
"Anything babe" I said softly.
"Why were you listening to Gunslinger?" he asked.
"Because that was Dylan's song for me, he promised me he would come home.." I trailed off not wanting to finish that sentence since Matt already knew.
"I'm sorry I asked babe" Matt said rocking me back and forth slightly.
"You had the right to ask Matt" I said.
We sat there in silence for a few minutes, I just listened to Matt's heartbeat never wanting to forget it.
"Wanna go back out there?" he said softly.
"I don't but you can, I actually want to sleep.. it's something I do after I cry" I said softly.
"It's ok babe I understand, I'll be back shortly, I'm not going to leave you alone. I just want to talk to Brian and Aimee." he said kissing my head and moving from under me. I laid on my side of the bed facing away from the door. "I love you Auden."
"I love you too Matt" I said before drifting off to sleep.

Notes

I'm just going to leave this here lol

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