The One Who Was Taught To Survive

Later on I was in Matt’s room, Dilynn and Kayley had opted to split Amy’s full size bed feeling awkward sleeping in Matt’s bed. I was intoxicated by the smell of Matt, I even stole one of his shirts, it was way too big on me but I found comfort in it.

I slipped between his sheets, clothed only in the oversized Metallica shirt and my pair of lacey hipsters. I checked my phone and found a text from Matt, “You doing alright there by yourself? Where’d you end up at?”

I smiled and texted him back, “Your room, and eh, I’m alright. Just not tired yet.”

Within a minute I had a reply, “I could come keep you company? The guys fucking passed out on me. They took a hit of a joint and fell asleep. Lazy asses.”

“Won’t your uncle find out?” I asked remembering that we had a chaperone.

“Nah, the fucker’s probably passed out, he went out to the strip club tonight. Only reason he discovered us is because he ran out of money,” I giggled at Matt’s response.

“Alright, yeah, come see me.” I laid there in the dark feeling butterflies in my stomach. I knew I had no reason to be nervous, but fuck I really liked Matt. It’s been awhile since I’ve slept in the same bed with someone that I actually liked.

A few moments later there was a soft knock at the door, “Come in.” I said quietly and Matt slipped into the room.

“River?” he said gently before closing the door.

“Yeah, silly. I’m in your bed,” I smiled as he fumbled around.

“Fuck, never thought I’d hear you say that,” he chuckled.

“Pervert!” I chastised him playfully as he got in bed next to me. We lay there facing each other, or rather I assume he was facing me.

“You wouldn’t love me if I wasn’t every part of who I am,” he said confusing himself. “I mean…”

I laughed and cuddled up to him, “Well duh, I like who you are.” I rested my head on his chest as his arm went around my waist…however, the shirt had risen up a bit since the shuffling around.

I heard his breath hitch, “Holy fuck…is that all you’re wearing?”

I smiled and hovered above him a little, looking down into his eyes, “Perhaps…”

“Do you realize what you’re doing to me?” He asked softly laying absolutely still.

I gently kissed his lips, “I believe I’m teasing you, just a little.”

He kissed me more passionately and rolled us over, to where he was the one hovering above me. I felt his fingertips brush my hips and I moaned against his lips, squirming slightly. “Payback’s a bitch,” he whispered against my lips.

“Don’t start something you can’t finish,” I whispered back daring him to keep going. I wanted him, more than I’d ever wanted anyone else in my life. He’s the only one I’ve ever wanted to touch my skin…to kiss my lips…to feel my most private parts.

“I’ll finish if you want me to,” he kissed down to my neck gently nipping at the sensitive skin. My finger nails gripped his shoulders, dragging slightly down his back.

He moaned and captured my mouth with his again. Within moments, our clothes were discarded; a condom was rolled out; and he was hovering above me again, but this time positioned to enter me. “Are you sure?” he asked concerned.

I nodded, “Yes, Matty…please, I want you more than I’ve ever wanted anyone. You’re the one I was made for.” Matt leaned down as he directed his member towards my entrance, then kissed my lips. Interlocking our fingers as he carefully pushed inside me.

Both of us let out a moan of pleasure as he slowly started moving, my hips rocking up to meet his. Our pace was slow and sensual, it was then that I realized there was a difference between making love and fucking. I never wanted anyone else to make love to me besides this wonderful man on top of me.

As ­we made love, we’d tease each other, he’d kiss my collar bone, while I sucked on his ear lobe. I’d nip at his neck as he growled into my ear. Too soon it seemed, we were both nearing our climaxes.

My legs were wrapped around his hips as he pulled me up to where he was on his knees, his hands holding my ass, my arms locked around his neck as we moved together. This position allowing him to go as deep as he could inside me. We moved together, faster and sloppier as we both ached for our orgasms.

“Cum for me River,” Matt whispered as he kissed my lips.

“Matt,” I gasped as I let go of everything I had, I felt him start cumming as I came, my walls contracting around his member.

We both moaned as we released, when we had started coming down from the high, we laid back on his bed, he slipped the condom off and threw it away before pulling me close to him. Resuming our previous position prior to the love making. My head was on his chest, my arm around his waist as he wrapped me in his huge arms; pulling the covers up around us.

I felt completely and truly safe in those arms, as we drifted off to sleep.

Notes

Short I know, but I couldn't help but feel compelled in making this into it's own little chapter. I hope you enjoyed please comment and rate.