Welcome To The Family.

It was my birthday today, a big nineteen, I had already seen my aunt and her boyfriend, they got me a lovely little necklace, a picture of my mum and myself was inside the little love heart, I loved it, I put it on immediately, thanking my aunt and her boyfriend, pulling them both in for a hug.

"Sienna, I know it's your birthday honey but, we need to talk to you about getting a job" My aunt Suzanne looked me dead in the eye, she was being serious, but her facial expression softened and she gave me a small smile "Jason wants to give you a job at working at the office with him, I know your mom has recently passed away and i know myself that the feeling is raw and-"

I stopped her, I stood up with a big grin on my face "I'd love to, I want to help, with the bills and everything, I'd love to, when will I start?" I asked, my aunt looked a bit surprised and so did Jason, I didn't like it when she felt the need to bring my mom into the conversation, truth be told I was still hurting, and I was still in denial.

"Uh, whenever you feel ready just give me a call" Jason stood up and gave me a smile, "Your aunt and I have left another present for you, on your bed" I smiled and thanked both of them, they both got up and left, I was left in the house myself, not that I was complaining, my aunt had been staying over at Jason's more and more until she was only staying here two nights out of the week and then leaving early in the morning.

I walked to my bedroom and saw three big bags sitting on my bed with colourful tissue paper sticking out the top, I walked over and took the tissue paper out of them, I pulled out a few pair of jeans and leggings, two dresses, a few tops, a hoodie and a Jacket, all brand new. I smiled at myself and pulled my phone from my pocket and texted my aunt saying thanks and how happy I was with all the stuff. I checked the time and saw that I should be leaving the now. I pulled my new hoodie on and left the house, I drove slowly, my heart pounding in my chest.

I finally got there, the receptionist handed me a medium sized envelope, she gave me a warm smile, I tried to return it but I couldn't. I got into my car, and just sat there, envelope in hand, I was holding my breath, not wanting to look at what was inside it but I had, I had to know, I opened the envelope with close eyes and took the letter out holding it in front of me, I opened my eyes slowly and read the big bold letters.
"No.." I whimpered, the tears already rolling down my face, I felt my self shake and I put my head on the steering wheel, not wanting to believe what was on the paper.

I tried to calm myself down, "I'm going to be a mom" I whispered not meaning for the words to slip from my mouth but they did. I can't be pregnant, there is no way that I'm pregnant, there is no fucking way. I put the letter in my hoodie pocket and pulled out the car park, I started speeding, I just want to get home, I just want to lie down, I could hear my phone ringing and I got angry with it, "Stop ringing! Fucking stop!" I yelled and closed my eyes tight, I started driving faster. I heard a loud truck horn, I opened my eyes and looked my my side window, I saw a truck only a few inches away, next thing I knew was blackness.

I felt like I was floating, I couldn't feel anything, I felt like a feather, weightless, I smiled at myself being greeted with darkness again.

I woke up in a bright white room, I could hear shuffling about, I groaned a bit and the shuffling stopped. I opened my eyes up more and looked around. I saw a woman standing over me, she was in all blue and her hair was pulled back showing me the soft smile she had on her face.
"Miss Haner, you're finally awake" She looked down at me and I have her a slight nod.
"You got lucky, very lucky, not a lot of people make it out of a crash like that" she told me still looking at me, she put her warm hand on my arm.
"What crash?" I asked but just as I finished my sentence everything came flooding ba k, the red truck, me speeding, crying, pregnant. I out a hand over my tummy and looked up at the nurse, giving her a worries look.
"Are you alright?" She asked, concerned. "Y-yeah, just everything coming back to me is all" Should I ask about the baby?

"Okay, your aunt Suzanne was here, she told me she's going to get in contact with your dad and he will be here to see you today, she also said about contacting your friends" She told me, I nodded my head and she left the room leaving me in silence.

She didn't say anything about the baby, did she know I was pregnant? Did I lose it? Maybe I wasn't pregnant at all and that's why she never said anything.

My thoughts were interrupted when my dad walked in the door. "Sienna" he let out a sigh of releif, I have him a weak smile,he walked over to me and hugged me tight and I hugged him back, I never did give my dad a chance with me,my mum and her boyfriend stopped me from seeing him,they told me he was bad, that he abandoned me for his other family, but I now realise why he did leave, I don't blame him, for leaving and starting a new family, my eyes started to water.

"Daddy" I started to cry "I am so sorry dad" I sobbed into his shoulder, he stroked my hair and he tried to hold back his tears "It's okay sweetie, you have nothing to be sorry for" I heard his voice get shakey.

He pulled away and planted a kiss on top of my head and then he sat down, holding onto my hand "I've missed you, Sienna, when I got the phone call from your mother's sister I.. I thought you were going to die... the crash was bad" He looked at me and made his grip tighter on my hand, as if this was just a dream.

"I missed you too, daddy" I gave him a weak smile and wiped my tears away.

"I want you to move in, Sienna, I want to be able to keep my eye on you whilst you recover, you can meet my wife and your brother, he doesn't live with us anymore but he still visits I'm sure you two will get along, Sienna it seems like a lifetime ago since I last saw you,I don't want to lose my little girl again" I nodded my head and his eyes lit up "Of course, I don't want to lose my dad again" He smiled at me and we spoke about when I'd move in, he said he'd pick my stuff up from my aunt's, he'd tell his wife and son that I'd be moving on and we'd be a family unit, but for some reason it didn't seem that simple, my dad soon left when visiting hours had ended.

I got out of my bed and noticed my hoodie lying over a bag of my stuff, my aunt must have dropped it off when she was here. I took my phone and noticed I had 9 missed calls and 14 text messages. I started to dial Johnny's number.

"Hello? Sienna?" He asked frantically, "Are you okay? We were going to visit but thought we'd leave it another day, and let you see your family" He added, he sounded so stressed.

"I'm fine, I was lucky, I guess" Johnny let out a sigh of relief. "The crash was bad, Sienna, like really bad,what happened?" He asked me, I shrugged my shoulders "I don't really remember" I said to him, I could hear the guys in the background talking and I could hear Johnny get annoyed "The guys said they hope your okay" I chuckled down the phone "Tell them I'm fine, I gotta go the nurse is here" he never got the chance to say anything, I just ended the call.

The nurse walked in further when I had ended the call before she could speak, I spoke up "What happened to my baby?" I asked quietly she stared at me for a moment "Hold on a second" she held up a finger and walked out of the room. I walked over to the bed and lay down, my body was aching, I pulled up my dressing gown and saw the purple and blue bruises decorating my body, I touched the bruise on my ribs and winced in pain, I pulled my dressing gown back down and waited for the nurse to return.

A tall man walked in the door a few minutes later, he had a white coat on and a stethoscope around his neck, he gave me a smile "Hello, Sienna, I'm Dr Julius, I have been informed that you may be pregnant?" He looked at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Yes, I found out just before the crash, I have the letter from my doctor in my hoodie over there" I pointed to the bag of stuff with my hoodie on it.

"Okay, Miss. Haner, we would like to give you an ultrasound and check to see if your baby is okay" I nodded my head and hee me another smile "Excellent, if you'd follow me please"

The nurse brought in a wheelchair and I sat down in it, groaning from the pain on my side, she took me down a long corridor and turned into a room where the lighting was dark, she helped me onto the bed and pulled my dressing gown up exposing my bruise covered stomach, the nurse gave me a sad look and walked out of the room, not a few seconds later the doctor had returned.

"Okay, Sienna, this will be cold to start with, and it might be a bit sore considering the state you are in the now" I didn't say anything I just let the doctor do what he need to.

"When was the last time you had intercours?" He asked me, I shook my head trying to remember "About two months ago, it wasn't with the same guy" I said quietly. He looked at me, and nodded "So you don't know who the father is?" He asked me and I shook my head no. "Okay, when baby is here we can do a DNA test and find out, it is a bit costly though" I nodded my head and he nodded back.

He put a gel on my stomach, he was right, it was really cold, he moved the ultrasound along my stomach, moving it up and down and side to side, "Oh" the doctor said to himself. "What?" I asked him, the panic starting to rise. "Nothing is wrong, they are perfect" He said smiling at me "They?" I asked him, my voice cracking. "It's twins, you are 7 weeks and 4 days"

"Twins?" I had already started crying and the doctor nodded at me. I was having twins.



I've spent the last two days in hospital and now I was just waiting on my dad picking me up, my aunt really didn't want me to go, she even told me that if I went and stayed with him Jason wouldn't give me the job, I couldn't care less, I was going to get my bond back with my dad, I was going to have a proper family, but how the hell do I tell him he's going to be a grandad?

"Hello" My dad's voice boomed, the smile on his face reached his eyes, he looked like he just on the lottery "Are you ready to go home?" He asked me and I nodded my head grinning.

We got into his car, a black SUV, it was massive, he started the car and turned on the CD player, Avenged started playing, I looked at my dad "Your brother is the guitarist of that band" my dad grinned at me, he was so proud, I on the other hand gave him a weak smile... Shit... I slept with my brother?!


"Brian, that his name, hea amazing, you'll like him, I've already told him so much about you" my dad told me and confirmed my worst nightmare.

We pulled outside of my dad's house, it was massive and I saw a few cars parked outside "Dad" I said turning to him with worried eyes, his smile soon dropped "Are you okay, sweetie?" He asked me, I shook my head no, should I tell him that I'm pregnant? "I'm just a bit overwhelmed" I said, my dad pulled me in for a hug and told me it would be okay.

We both walked in through the door and there was a big welcome home banner, loads of balloons fell from the ceiling and everyone was yelling surprise, I looked at everyone, I then saw Brian staring at me, bright red and the guys staring at him mouths hanging open.

Someone brought me into a hug, a woman, she squeezed a it too tight and had to push her away and hold my stomach "Oh sorry, honey, are you okay? Im your dad's wife, Mary, I've heard so many good things about you,I wish we could have met earlier, before all of this" she kissed my cheek and hugged me again, I told her pretty much the same thing.

Johnny and the guys walked up to me "My face went bright red when I looked at Brian "We'll talk about that an other time, but for now how are you, did you just get a black eye and a cut head?" Matt asked, I shook my head no and lifted my top, showing them all most of the damage, they all stared at my purple bruises on my stomach and ribs.

"Fucking hell" Johnny said about to touch my stomach, I quickly pulled my top down and made an excuse to leave, they all looked confused at each other.

"Dad, where am I sleeping? I asked him. "Brian's old room, we haven't had time to decorate or that so it is exactly the way he left it" I nodded my head and told him I'm going to go and lie down for a little while and he said okay.

"I'll show her to her room" Brian said before my dad could. "He's already being a brilliant big brother" My dad laughed and then said goodbye to me.

Brian and I walked up stairs, we went into his room, I looked about and saw two guitars lying in the corner along with an amp, there was a double bed that had my name written all over it.

"Listen, I never knew you were my sister, if I did I would never have had sex with you" I nodded my head in agreement "Don't worry, we're on the same page" I told him patting his shoulder, he nodded his head and left the room.

I took out the letter that told me that I was pregnant, how am I going to tell anyone? I sat it on the bedside table and soon fell asleep.

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