A Little Pain Is Worth The Pleasure

Okay this is just getting awkward I really want to say something to Solana but she keeps ignoring me and that's bad enough I'm taking her to my house I know that sounds like a disaster waiting to happen but I could really give a damn at this point she was divorcing me anyhow so what's the point? Solana had fallen asleep by the time we reached my doorstep she looks so beautiful while she sleeps in my arms I had to sneak her inside before Ashley saw her good thing she was still over to Matt and Val's place. I carried her upstairs to the guest bedroom and tucked her in oh my god I sound like her father.


I'm pretty sure Ashley pulled up into our driveway by now she looks completely worn out as well I don't know what to do now she was still my wife and I still cared for her my feelings for Solana have become more apparent I'm pretty sure she knew how I felt but she doesn't want to hear from me right now so the only thing to do is just be alone with my thoughts I've never felt like this before stuck in the middle really fucking sucked I need to find a new hobby before my mind does something it shouldn't . I stepped outside for a smoke break and it was was just so relaxing I spotted a car pull into my driveway a car that I've never seen before before I could approach the car they backed out my driveway.

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