A Little Pain Is Worth The Pleasure

Jessica and I arrive just in time to hear Jimmy announce his surprise marriage I knew he would do this even after I warned him but Faye was all his problem to handle on her own of course she would have help but who does she know that can help her ? Her family has to be a million miles away and all her friends are nowhere around she had gotten herself in a predicament she can't get out of. Joining the rest of the guys in living room I had to sit between Johnny and whoever was the hot girl sitting next to him I could get in so much trouble for even taking a glance at her Johnny can't score a girl that amazingly beautiful she was out of radar girls come easy to me they throw themselves at me basically and I know Jessica will rip my head off if I even looked at another woman.


The guys wanted to go drinking tonight but I had to get home to Abel and Claire they demanded my attention all day and I can't ignore them they are little demons but they love their father Michelle wants to fight me for custody of Claire that's never happening she needs to seriously find out how to fix herself before she can talk about custody of my daughter and Emma well that's a different I won't even budge when she talks about seeing Abel she better think twice before I step foot back into that place see these women are the mothers of my children but they both need some serious help or this custody battle could get ugly and I don't want to look like the bad father for abandoning them and leaving them alone so I gathered my car keys and told Jessica I would be calling it an early night she smiled and kissed my cheek and continued her continued her conversation with Dani, Faye, and Zacky they all looked so content with themselves and I didn't want to get in the way of it.





Driving alone in the pitch black dark always seemed comforting to me it might sound strange to a lot of people well people who don't understand I've always had this sense of calm wash over me when something relaxes me I never told anyone this but I'm saying this now my life has always been a rollercoaster until I met Michelle she was the love of life I thought I would spend the rest of my life with her but you saw what happened the last time she claims she still loves me and wants me back but that's just bullshit she only wants me for my money and that's all she wants I'm not going back to her we were never on good terms to begin with before Claire was even planned we made a pact and she broke that pact so now she wants custody ? I don't think so.




Pulling up into the driveway I could see my dads car he was here to see me I think he had gotten his dentures pulled out again I can't imagine my dad with old people teeth he would look like a jackass and I would just sit there and laugh until my sides hurt I walked up to my front door and unlocked my door I saw the little demons and my dad having what seemed like a party.



"Hey daddy's home." I said walking in the front door.

"DADDY!" Abel and Claire screamed in unison.

"Hey son." My father finally said he had no energy to run anymore what was I saying he's old.

"Son we need to have a talk." My father regained his breath.

"Okay what is it about ?" I asked confused.

"It's about Michelle." he replied.

"Oh great what does she want ?" I sighed.

"She wants to see Claire." My father said.


My father and I locked eyes and I could see myself in him he knew when I didn't want to talk about this topic this is exactly what Michelle wants she does this shit to get back at me using our daughter as leverage to make people believe her and take her side this was all getting very irritating and she won't stop so now I must confront her myself without anyone around. I want her out of my life for good this time I tried so hard to be the best co parent I could but she just loves to push my buttons. Well not anymore this time I'm calling the orders.

Notes

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I will be out of town Friday so I won't be able to update I'll update when I can.