Seventeen and Pregnant

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Okay so you want to know what has been going on the past few months? I have NOT told anyone who the father is. Everyone is really angry with me. However Jimmy is not. Jimmy is sticking by my side and respecting the fact that I don't want to tell anyone who the father of my baby is right now.

Jimmy and I have been best friends since we have been born. We would be called womb buddies if we were brother and sister. However we are not. We are just best friends almost like we are brother and sister. We know each other better then we know ourselves. Jimmy told me that the girls want to come visit me but the guys won't let them.

That really hurts because I so badly want to spend time with Weds. She has been my rock for seventeen years, besides Jimmy. Call us three peas in a pod.

Today is my last check up before I deliever.

"Hello Miss Kelchner. How are we feeling today?" Mrs. Sanders asks me with a smile on her face.

"Well, I feel horrable. I just want her out. She is driving me crazy. She keeps me up at night." She laughs a little.

"Wait till she's born, you will wish she was back inside. Lay back sweetie lets have a look." I lay back and lift my shirt, she tucks a towel in my pants and rubs the gook on me.

She no longer has to press hard to find my daughter because she is right there. I smile seeing her on the screen.

"God I can't believe that she is going to be here in a few weeks." I sit up and pull my shirt down once were finished.

"Believe it sweetie your going to be a mommy." She writes something down then looks at me with a serious face.

"Sweetie..I don't mean to pry but any time someone menchons your name in my house Matt gets really angry. What happened? Please tell me. The truth."

"Truth. Matt thinks that the baby is his, and so does Brian...And the truth is, it's nither of theirs. It's Jimmys. I never meant to be pregnant with Jimmys baby, and he is doing a very good job at hiding the fact that the baby is his too. I want to tell them, but I don't know how to tell them..." She stares at me not knowing what to say at the moment.

"Oh, hunny...Look, I can talk to Matt if you want?"

I shake my head.

"No. It will only make matters worse. I will call everyone over and sit down and talk to them. The only problem is...I'm so in love with Brian. Is it possible for me to fall in love with Jimmy since him and I will share a daughter?"

"Well, I was in a situation like this...When I was pregnant with Matt...Gary and I were young. I tried to make things work with my current boyfriend but they didn't because deep down I knew I was madly in love with Gary. So. What I am trying to say is that...even though you love Brian...in your heart...there's Jimmy. And I know he's a bit to handle. But honey. Wake up...That man loves you."

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On the drive home I thought more about what Matt's mom said. I know that this may come as a shock to everyone but it is finally hitting me too...In less then a month Jimmy and I will become parents. We are going to need to do something about that. I don't know what is going to happen when I tell everyone. I am almost sure that they are not going to believe me.

I love Brian. I think I always have. But I know that he is in love with Crystal. But then there is Max with Jimmy...I don't know what to do. I am going to ruin everything. I am going to have no friends, and I am going to be alone raising my daughter.

When I pull up the drive way, everyone is here. I get out and waddle my way into the living room where everyone is. They all notice I am in the room and stop talking.

"I know you're all mad at me and don't want to talk to me but please...listen to me. I don't want to be alone in this. But what I have to say is going to test limits and I don't want that...but I can't deal with this anymore. I miss my friends, and my family."

"What is your point Lexi?" Matt says.

"MY POINT is that-" I look at Jimmy. He nods.

"That Jimmy is the father of my baby. Not anyone else but Jimmy."

There is gasps in the room and Brian looks hurt. I hear Max whimper and Jimmy console her, this is what I didn't want. I didn't want this at all.

I walk to the back porch and sit down. I hold my belly and I cry. For the first time I cry, I cry so hard that it starts hurting my stomach.

I just ruined everyones lives, and quite possibly might loose my best friends that even mean anything to me in this world.

I ignore the yelling and the fighting that I hear going on inside. My dad starts yelling and throws people out.

That's when I hear the door open and close again.

"Lexi..."

"What Max?"

"I am sorry..I never meant to hurt you. Thats the last thing I wanted to do."

"No..Don't apoligize...I just wanted him to be having a baby with me. Not my best friend."

"I really am sorry. What happened inside?"

"Oh, the guys started yelling at Jimmy and then he started yelling back, Brian stood up and punched Jimmy in the face making him stumble, and thats when your dad came in and threw them all out. I stayed because I wanted you to know that no matter what happens between you and Jimmy or even me and Jimmy, I will still always be your best friend. What friend would I be if I left a guy get between our friendship."

I smile and hug her letting out a sob.

"Thank you. I am so glad to have you in my life."

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I go to bed that night in a lot of pain. Phoenix is coming a lot sooner then what I have planed...

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