My Stockholm Love

I rolled over to the alarm clock blaring that annoying ass noise. My step dad came in the room and ripped the covers from me, "Viv, its time to get the fuck up" he screamed. I turned the alarm off and grabbed my blanket dragging it back over my body. "Im not going, leave me the fuck alone" I said earning me a slap to the face.

I got out of bed and trudged to the bathroom, taking all my stuff with me. I showered quickly and changed into some black skinny jeans before looking through my shirts. I decided on a tight Metallica shirt and a studded leather jacket. I quickly straightened my multicolored hair and did my makeup, glancing at the clock I already missed my ride with my mom, which meant my step dads going to take me. I huffed and pulled my aviators on my face before grabbing my converse and heading down the stairs.

"You look like a fucking idiot, no wonder your real dad left you and your mom" he laughed at me, but I wasnt in the mood for his bullshit today. "Can we please go?" I asked grabbing my backpack while I walked to the front door. He was suddenly in front me of stroking my cheek "We can stay here for a little while" he offered and I declined, "I have a test 1st period" I said as I backed away from him and walked out to the car.

Once at school I put my headphones in as the stares and name calling began. I didnt have any friends here, I didnt even get along with the hardcore metal kids, or the punks. Everyday I hear all the same slurs as the day before "here comes the freak," "loser," all that shit.

Soon I seen Matt and his fake ass little gang walking my way. Everyday is the same, I get to school, people talk shit, I go home, people talk shit. Same thing, every single fucking day, I huffed as they got closer and closer to me. I pulled my headphones out to see if they had anything new to say.

"Vivien Harper" Zacky started as I turned around to walk away from him, but Matthew grabbed my hand and spun me around to face them. "Let me go you fucking cunt!" I said through gritted teeth.

"Looks like the junky wants us to leave her alone" Jimmy stated as he pointed to the needle marks in the bend of my arm. I yanked my arm free and began to walk away when Zachary Baker grabbed my arm and dragged me away from his friends. "What the fuck?" I asked him with sarcasm but he just smiled and tucked some multicolored strands behind my ears, "Dont listen to them, I like your hair by the way" he said.

I shifted my weight to my other foot when he tried to touch me again, "Thats enough of the fucking touching douchebag" I said as he glared at me.

"One day you wont be able to get away from me" he laughed, my jaw dropped onto the floor with wide eyes, "Is that a fucking threat?" I pursed my lips.

"Its more of a promise sweetheart, one day Vivien Coraline Harper, you wont be able to run away from me any longer" he said as he handed me a little black box and walked away. I watched him as he rounded the corner and then looked down at the little box and walked into the bathroom, locking myself in a stall as I sunk to the floor.

I opened the box and bit my lip as I stared down at a new needle, some H, and a tube of what I assumed to be cocaine. I smacked the back of my head into the wall contemplating whether or not to take it all. "Fuck it" I said as I pulled it all out and melted it down with the rest of the stuff in the box.

I unzipped my backpack and pulled out the tourniquet, I got it around my arm and watched as my vein bulged out begging for me to inject that sweet poison deep inside it. I stuck the needle deep in my vein and watched the blood flow in the clear part and I knew I was in correctly so I plunged it deep inside of me and threw the needle back into the box as I pulled the tourniquet off my arm.

My mind began to swirl and spin, I tried to stand up and leave but I felt dizzy every time I stood up so instead I just sat there in the stall. After a couple minutes I seen feet shuffle in and someone knocked on my stall.

"Go away" I said as I stood up. I got dizzy and things were beginning to sway back and forth in my view. I unlocked the stall and took a couple steps before my vision went black and thats the last thing I remember, that and green eyes.

Piercing green eyes, staring deep into my eyes.

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