"Is she awake?"

"Not yet..."

"What the fuck happened, Jim?" I could hear voices around me, but I kept my eyes closed.

"She came in a little bit before you guys got back. She looked like Hell, Matt, I could tell she'd been crying. I tried to console her, but she kept crying. She said she'd never be able to have children, she'd never have a family..."

"How would she know she wouldn't be able to have children?"

"I have no clue."

"Fuck." I finally decided to open my eyes, and take a look around. I saw all of the guys gathered around me, looking concerned. Matt was seated next to me, and Jimmy next to him, while the others stood around. "Baby?" Matt said, noticing I was awake. He wiped some stray hair out of my face, and I looked up at him. "Are you okay? What happened?"

"I don't know. It's just so painful." I sat up, and started to cry again. Matt instantly grabbed me into a hug.

"What's painful, baby? You can tell me."

"Knowing that I'll never be able to have children. I'll never be able to carry our child, Matt..." I sobbed harder. "I'm a failure."

"No, babe. You are not a failure. Don't you ever say that." Matt said, pulling away to look at me. "How do you know you can't carry children?"

"I went to the doctor today. I left work early, Amanda let me, she said she thought I might be pregnant, since I've been throwing up a lot lately. She wanted me to take some pregnancy tests, so I left, and got some. I really got my hopes up, because after taking two, they both said negative. It hurt, but not as much as it did when I went to the doctor to make sure the tests were correct. She told me that the doctor's should have told me sooner, before I left last time, that I couldn't have children, ever."

"Oh, baby. I'm so sorry." I cried into his shoulder, as he held me. "It will be okay, baby. I know it doesn't seem like it, but we'll get through this."

"I don't want to go back to work today. I don't want to have to face Amanda."

"You don't have to, baby."

"I'm sorry."

"You have nothing to be sorry about, sweetheart. This is not your fault."

"But it's been such a terrible day for me, and now I've probably ruined yours."

"Hey, look at me." Matt grabbed my chin, forcing me to look at him. "Just knowing you're okay, makes my day. I love you, Bradley, and there's nothing in this world that could ever change that." He kissed me softly.

"I love you, Matt." I sat my forehead against his. "Oh and Jimmy?" I pulled away from Matt to look at Jimmy.

"Yeah?" He looked over at me.

"I'm sorry if I worried you, or anything. Thank you so much for being there, though. It means a lot to me." I smiled slightly at him, and he smiled back.

"It's no problem. You're a really great friend of mine, and I wouldn't just sit back and watch you hurt." I smiled at him again.

"Thanks, Jimbo."

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The rest of the day went by fast, which was fine by me. I was still devastated, and was in no mood for a day that dragged on and on.

Upon awaking the next morning, I got ready for work, and went downstairs. I was greeted in the kitchen by all five guys, already awake, and making breakfast.

"Good morning, boys." I said, sitting down at the island.

"Good morning, Bradley." They greeted back. Matt came over to kiss me.

"Good morning, gorgeous. How are you feeling?"

"Could be better. Way better. I don't really want to go to work..."

"I know, babe. You don't have to, you could stay home with me..."

"I can't leave Amanda hanging for too long, I already skipped out on calling her yesterday, after she had told me to."

"I know... It was a thought." He smiled, and kissed my forehead. We all ate breakfast together, and afterward, I left for work, dreading it the whole way there.

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