Dont Pray For Me

NIX POV

I woke up with pain radiating all the way from my head to my toes. I yawned and stretched before trying to get up but there were wires hanging all over me. I quickly pulled them off of me and looked around, I know this place. I was at the hospital where I worked. As soon as I pressed the button for the nurse Dean came in and called someone on his phone, "Shes awake" he said before hanging up and sitting down next to me.

"Hey Fee, how are you feeling?" he asked asked he checked all the dressings all over my body.

I groaned and responded in a chirpy tone "like shit" before I sat up to check out the damage. I seen some stitching on my head, my left arm was wrapped in 2 places. I had half a cast on my right arm, guess in the mess I broke my wrist. I had a bandage on my right side just below my rib where a bullet grazed me and I had 3 bandages on my left leg.

My right leg and my whole back side were untouched. "So when were you going to tell me about the twins?" he asked.

I looked up at him and wondered why he was glaring at me. "What do you mean?" I asked and he sighed, "I didnt know you were pregnant so I gave you some pain killers and then when i found out I had to get OB down here to make sure the twins are ok" he said and I automatically dropped my face to my stomach.

"Wait, im having twins??" I asked him and he shook his head yes. Holy shit this is crazy.

Before I could close my dropped jaw Zack came running around the corner smiling. He sat down on the bed and kissed me before putting his forehead to mine. The rest of the group came in panting, apparently the second Zack got the call he ran 50mph down the halls to get back to the room.

"How is our baby Baker?" Gretchen asked rubbing my stomach gently.

"Oh, I think you meant to say baby BAKERS" I emphasized and all the eyes went from Gretchen and my stomach to my face.

"Holy shit" Brian chimed

"YES!!" Rae and Lyric fist pumped in the air.

"Yo--you mean BAKERS, as in more than one??" Zack asked as he looked for the answers in my face, and I guess the stupid smile on my face gave it away because he threw his fist in the air just like the others did.

Later that day I was discharged and as Zack and I drove home we talked about why he passed out if he wasnt hit. Apparently seeing all the blood flowing from me was too much for him to handle and he just went down. I laughed hard at how much of a big baby he was being and when we got home I walked inside and seen the house completely spotless. Everything that was damaged in the gun fight was replaced.

Gretchen had looked over the house and on everyones dime she replaced every single thing in the house, leaving it elegant yet homey. I stood in shock as she came up and waited for a response. I pulled her into my arms and tightly hugged her, "Thank you so much" I mumbled into her neck. "anytime girl" she replied with a laugh.

I wanted to take a nap so I went towards the couch but Zack basically forced me to go to our room to sleep, mentioning that he needs a couple hours to nap as well. I opened the door to our room completely adorned in roses and rose petals as well as other beautiful flowers. On the pillow sat a little black box. I walked by all the candles that were just lit and knew he had help. I listened to Faithfully play before I glanced over at Zacky who stayed in the doorway watching me.

I made a mental note to thank whoever helped before I grabbed the box and opened it. There sat a beautiful diamond ring, I turned it in my hand to look at how it glistened and put in on my left ring finger. Zack shut the door and walked over to me, once he was close enough he pulled me into a hug and I melted into him immediately.

Hes so perfect in every way possible, its unreal. I pulled away and brushed his hair out of his eyes. I held his face with my hands and just wondered how the hell I got so lucky to be with him, especially in the beginning when I practically hated him. He stared into my eyes and laid his hand on my stomach causing the flutter in my stomach to intensify.

He shook off the sheets, blew out the candles and helped me change before I gently laid in the bed with him. I drifted off to sleep fast now that the love of my life was holding me.

RAE POV

I took the liberty of picking out a ring for Nix as Gretchen and Lyric chose some flowers that she would love. Lyric and I helped Zacky set everything up as the rest of the guys moved out all the ruined items and replaced them with the ones Gretchen picked out.

For a little while I went down to the basement and took all my anger out on the drumset. I played some Metallica, slipknot, and some Asking Alexandria before I finally calmed down. I vowed to kill Jack myself since he decided to try to kill my sister and my nephews. I thought of plans every single time my drum sticks connected with the set.

Once Nix came home and napped for a little bit I went back down to the basement to kill some time. I sat on the stool for the drum kit and spun around in circles for a while. Nix came hobbling down and picked up a guitar, I guess she wanted to play. She plugged her phone in and turned a song on before pulling the strap over her shoulder.

Since ive been loving you?

Classy, I thought as I smirked and let her lead the way.

Soon the group came down and sat around the table and opened some beers, watching as Nix slowly swayed with the music. She never missed a beat with his song and her voice was rugged and seductive so I let her do her thing.

If only I could concentrate on everyone's reaction, I thought as I played away. I know the first time I heard her play this song I almost had an orgasm, thats how amazing she looks when she plays slower music like this.

Its like shes making love to you with her voice and the fretboard. She sways her hips slightly as she closes her eyes and leans her head back. She doesnt need to look at the guitar to play, thats just how she prefers it. Theres some parts in the song where no one sings and she motioned her head to the side for someone to light her a cigarette.

Brian lit it and put it in between her lips so she could smoke before she had to sing again. The sexual tension in the room was so thick you could cut it with a knife. Once the song was over I motioned for Nix to follow me and Zacky into the next room in the basement, where there was a brand new piano waiting for her to play its keys.

She looked at me and began to cry, she missed playing the piano with dad so much. I actually had this ordered once we moved in here. I had it customized to match the one our daddy used to play on. I got the call the day before yesterday that they could bring it and I hopped on it. This grand piano had to be brought in through the cellar that leads to the backyard.

Its solid white, very elegant, with a touch of black here and there. She ran her hands over the ivory keys before she sat down and looked to us with tears running down her face. I knew she needed a push so I told her to play My Immortal. She just stared at us as she thanked me over and over again, I nodded and softly and wiped away my tears, "Go ahead and play baby" I said to her softly as I sat down next to the group.

I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now, I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal, this pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me, I've been alone all along
When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
You still have all of me, me, me

She played with such grace that it wasnt hard to get hypnotized by her. I watched her as she began to play a new song called Gone by Asking Alexandria. It was slow and depressing but she has loved playing it ever since she found out how to. Please dont be lonely when im gone, ive been so sad for far too long and as I gently slip away this song will always stay. She sang, and even though she doesnt have an accent she sang it beautifully.

Seeing her passion for the piano made me think about our parents, and when she finished the song Gone I found myself silently crying, she reminds me so much of dad that it hurts to see her play some times.

As soon as she looked over at me she came to me and wiped my tears and pulled our foreheads together, "I love you so much sissy" I whispered to her and she pulled back hooking our pinky fingers together "Forever and always" she said.

Notes

Sorry its been a couple days, I have been so busy but im trying to get things back on track before I forget where the story goes in my mind.

So twins!!

What does everyone want? boy/boy, boy/girl, or girl/girl?

and names! I need ideas people!