The High Life: Sex, Money, and Drums
Chap. 15
Life is great, I thought as I sped towards home. Why was life so magnificent, when just a few days ago I wanted to die? Well for starters, I was going back to my parents house on the 13th, a week from now, and I was eager to see them. That and my genius plan had worked out perfectly.
My depression had gone away after a few days, and I had plenty of money to keep my happiness fueled. Yes, I was buying drugs to keep me balanced.
You name it, I do it. Cocaine, heroin, ecstasy, meth,marijuana, and more were all on my list. Today I had taken two doses of speed at the park, and was feeling light and free. I know this stuff could kill me, but hey, at least I'd die happy.
I couldn't let Jimmy know I did any of these drugs though (even though he did like half of them), cause he was so damn overprotective of me. If he ever found out.... I shuddered at the thought.
Shaking my thoughts away, I parked the car and unlocked the front door, throwing down my keys and purse.
"Yo yo yigitty yo! I'm home!" I yelled, using Matt's signature phrase. He, Jimmy, and I were going to the club tonight, but he came over early so I knew he was here.
Sure enough, Matt came flying out of the kitchen, his attention focused on me. Before I could run, he swooped me up and raced upstairs.
"Matt, what are you doing?"
"Getting payback for your thievery!" He laughed maniacally then threw me down in the master bedroom, locking the door from the outside.
"Matt, come on, this isn't funny!" I screamed through the door. Suddenly my phone buzzed, and I read a text from him saying;
Turn around.
I spun around on my heel, and saw Jimmy abruptly burst from the closet. He was laughing like a madman and.... was totally naked.
"Why in the ever living fuck are you naked?" I stared at him, unable to keep my eyes from glancing at his junk.
God, he's so fucking huge! I quickly looked back at his face to see him smirking and wiggling his eyebrows.
"Ya like what ya see? It's ALL for you baby!" He strutted towards me, and I noticed his eyes looked really red and puffy.
"Are you high, or a teenage girl who just got dumped?"
"If I say high, will you get in bed with me?" I laughed and rushed past him towards the window.
"No sir, I will not!"
"HEY," he yelled then smiled again, "it's Mr. Sir to you missy." I laughed and opened the window, sitting on the ledge like I was going to jump.
"Last chance to impress me." He paused for a second then clapped his hands, causing some weird porn video music to come on.
"You're so fucking sexy and amazing! I NEED you Mari, and the sober part of me is saying that. Please don't jump and die!" I laughed and stood up, closing the window. Putting on my best sexy face, I sauntered towards him and got really close to him.
"Do you want me, Rev?" I noticed his dick went stiff hearing my seductive whisper and he nodded slowly.
"Well too bad, I'm not fucking you while you're high!"
"But we've never done it before!" He pouted at me and I clapped my hands, causing the music to stop. He sighed in sad defeat, turned to the door, and started banging on it like it was a punching bag.
"Matt, she's gay, she won't do it with me!" I gaped in fake anger and shoved him, while Matt laughed outside the door.
"I told you man, that poon is wrecked, it ain't worth it!" I kept fake punching at Jimmy's shoulder while Matt continued.
"Anyways get ready, we leave in 20." The door suddenly opened and Jimmy and I tumbled into the hallway.
"Oh and uh," Matt chuckled as he walked away, "don't hurt yourselves. I don't want to make you wear helmets to the club!"
~~~~~~~~~~
The club was called Pizzazz. Though the name was gayer than a men's lingerie shop, it was busty and neon and the guys loved it. They winked and high fived the door man, and he let them inside instantly.
Once inside, Matt ran off to the dance floor, while Jimmy dragged me to the bar. After ordering us whiskey on the rocks, we sat close together and talked. Then the one subject I wanted to avoid came up.
"So, why are you so god damned happy all of a sudden? Like fuckin Monday, you wouldn't even look at me now you can't stay away from me!" I gazed at him, trying quickly to come up with a lie.
"I just realized that I was being too selfish. I was hurting you and myself, so I snapped myself out of it and now... Vwala!"
"Oh yeah," he returned the look, "what snapped you out of it?"
"I, uh, called my sister and she gave me some advice, that's all!" He nodded satisfied, not even able to see I was lying through my teeth. I inwardly sighed, then grabbed his hand and pulled him to the dance floor.
"Come on, lets have fun! You're being too serious!" I pouted playfully as he jumped up, wiping his face of all doubt.
"Alright, but I lead!" We pushed through the crowd of people until we got to the dance floor, waiting for a new song to start. Before it did though, we heard the D.J.'s and Matt's voice over the loud speakers.
"Alright you party people! We got a
request from a very important person here-"
"MATTHEW FUCKING SHADOWS IS IN THE HOOOOUUUUSE!" The crowd screamed and surged towards the D.J.'s box. Me and Jimmy laughed as the Matt screamed into the p.a. then the song started.
My breath caught in my throat when the song Nightmare started playing. I pushed away from Jimmy, the frown evident on his face too. He was thinking the same thing; my freak out and confession at his pool. This exact song had been playing.
I quickly turned around, and made a run for the exit. I couldn't face him, not after this. All of a sudden, I envisioned the man from the cliff, who appeared so frequently in my night terrors now. Then, I pictured him with Jimmy's face.
I burst outside and puked all over the ground, not wanting to think about it. He won't let me go, I thought frantically. Not now, not ever! Another vile pump of puke shot out of my mouth, and I fell to my knees. Then he was there, holding my hair and rubbing my shoulder softly.
"Don't fret baby girl, it'll be alright." I grabbed the collar of his shirt and took a shaky breath, smelling the sweet scent of... ginger? Jimmy didn't wear cologne, and he certainly didn't smell this sweet.
I looked up and stared in shock at Zacky, his sweet green eyes locked on mine.
Oh, shit.
"Zacky? What the fuck are you doing here?"
"Brian told me you guys were going out here tonight, and I wanted to see you." I shook my head, and stood up, feeling my stomach start to seize.
"No, you can't, if Jimmy-" the back door flew open, revealing Jimmy there looking alarmed.
"Mari, are you-" he stopped short when he noticed Zacky there, standing way too close to me.
"Why you little shit!" He lunged at Zacky, yet he expertly avoided Jimmy's punch. I noticed thankfully that he didn't fight back, just backed away with his hands up.
"Jimmy woah, I came here to party then came out for a smoke, and Marissa here is puking her guts out! Give HER your attention, not me." Jimmy glared at him, then kneeled next to me, cradling me close.
"Are you ok Mari? You ran out and I got worried."
"No, it's just that fucking song..." I trailed off and sniffled a little hugging him tightly.
"I'm gunna go." Zacky murmured and walked back inside. The jealousy was clear on his face, and I didn't blame him for not sticking around.
"Come on," Jimmy said soothingly, "I'll take you home." First however, he called Matt and alerted him of our leaving and Zacky's arrival, then he bundled me up in the car.
The ride home was absolutely silent, and I felt like complete shit. But every time I glanced at Jimmy, I felt nothing but love. Love for the man who stuck by me, even when I acted like a total bitch. He treated me like a queen, even when I felt like a peasant. And though I lied and cheated on him, he never batted an eye (though he didn't know about that stuff).
He parked the car in the garage and walked me inside, then lay me down in the bed.
"I have to go pick up Matt and drop him off at his house ok? Just stay here and rest until I get back." He kissed my forehead then left, shutting the door on his way out.
However, I had no intention to rest. I walked into the living room, flipped the couch over, and tore open the bottom covering. There my stash was hidden, my only way of escaping reality. I did eenie-meenie-minie-moe and picked out a simple joint. Not the best, but it would work for now. Lighting it up, I pushed the case of drugs into the couch hole, sewed it back up, and finished off my blunt.
By the time Jimmy got back, I was horny as hell.I had put on my most revealing lingerie, and lit candles all in the bedroom. I had also set up a random low playing song to match the mood, and sat cross legged with my arms squeezing my boobs together, a sight to make even the gayest man go BOING!
Now I just had to wait for my lover to walk through the door.
"Mari, are you awake?" Jimmy called from downstairs. It had only taken 5 minutes for me to have to wait, (all of those minutes wasted on me laughing at my hand). I heard his footsteps lugging up the stairs and his soft knock on the bedroom door.
"Mari?" He quietly cracked the door, and I laughed even harder as his eyes bulged out of his head. He glanced at me, but that glance turned into a stare and he eyed me up and down.
"You are a very sexy girl who needs to explain herself." I laughed and rolled over, allowing him to see into my bra.
"Oh come now, Rev," I said and eyed him back, "can't a girl just want to pleasure her boyfriend? I mean, we haven't done it once since we've been together, and that's been for what, a little over 3 months?" He didn't need convincing, I could tell. I commanded him to strip and he gladly did, moving towards the bed. I pushed my head off the edge, and stuck his dick in my mouth to start sucking.
"Mmm, just like that." He moaned in pleasure, and I kept going, until he pulled away and flipped me over. He pushed me all the way onto the bed, then rethought the position and instead sat me down on his waist. After that, he gently pushed in, and I began riding him like a pony.
"Oh fuck yeah, keep fucking going! Don't stop!" Our screams filled the house, piercing through the usually quiet night. When I bounced harder, he moaned louder, and I relished in the fact that I was in total control.
Finally, he exploded inside me. I sighed in relief as he collapsed next to me, a fat ass smile planted on his lips.
"You have no fucking idea how long I've waited for that!" I laughed again, looking deep into his eyes.
"Jimmy, I fucking love you. More than I should ever love a single person!" He didn't laugh nor smile, just returned the stare and said;
"I love you too. Can you promise me something?" I paused before nodding slowly, and he closed his eyes.
"Do you promise to never leave me? Never lie, never cheat? To share your life with me?"
"If this is a proposal..." I started to panic, but felt relived when he chuckled and shook his head.
"No, I just want to know that you're fully committed to me."
"In that case," I looked right at him, moving close enough to smell his breath, "Yes Jimmy, I promise." He smiled even bigger, pulling me as close to him as he could.
"I'm never letting you go Mari. Don't ever doubt my love for you!" My eyes closed and a second later, I was asleep, feeling his chest gently move against mine.
My depression had gone away after a few days, and I had plenty of money to keep my happiness fueled. Yes, I was buying drugs to keep me balanced.
You name it, I do it. Cocaine, heroin, ecstasy, meth,marijuana, and more were all on my list. Today I had taken two doses of speed at the park, and was feeling light and free. I know this stuff could kill me, but hey, at least I'd die happy.
I couldn't let Jimmy know I did any of these drugs though (even though he did like half of them), cause he was so damn overprotective of me. If he ever found out.... I shuddered at the thought.
Shaking my thoughts away, I parked the car and unlocked the front door, throwing down my keys and purse.
"Yo yo yigitty yo! I'm home!" I yelled, using Matt's signature phrase. He, Jimmy, and I were going to the club tonight, but he came over early so I knew he was here.
Sure enough, Matt came flying out of the kitchen, his attention focused on me. Before I could run, he swooped me up and raced upstairs.
"Matt, what are you doing?"
"Getting payback for your thievery!" He laughed maniacally then threw me down in the master bedroom, locking the door from the outside.
"Matt, come on, this isn't funny!" I screamed through the door. Suddenly my phone buzzed, and I read a text from him saying;
Turn around.
I spun around on my heel, and saw Jimmy abruptly burst from the closet. He was laughing like a madman and.... was totally naked.
"Why in the ever living fuck are you naked?" I stared at him, unable to keep my eyes from glancing at his junk.
God, he's so fucking huge! I quickly looked back at his face to see him smirking and wiggling his eyebrows.
"Ya like what ya see? It's ALL for you baby!" He strutted towards me, and I noticed his eyes looked really red and puffy.
"Are you high, or a teenage girl who just got dumped?"
"If I say high, will you get in bed with me?" I laughed and rushed past him towards the window.
"No sir, I will not!"
"HEY," he yelled then smiled again, "it's Mr. Sir to you missy." I laughed and opened the window, sitting on the ledge like I was going to jump.
"Last chance to impress me." He paused for a second then clapped his hands, causing some weird porn video music to come on.
"You're so fucking sexy and amazing! I NEED you Mari, and the sober part of me is saying that. Please don't jump and die!" I laughed and stood up, closing the window. Putting on my best sexy face, I sauntered towards him and got really close to him.
"Do you want me, Rev?" I noticed his dick went stiff hearing my seductive whisper and he nodded slowly.
"Well too bad, I'm not fucking you while you're high!"
"But we've never done it before!" He pouted at me and I clapped my hands, causing the music to stop. He sighed in sad defeat, turned to the door, and started banging on it like it was a punching bag.
"Matt, she's gay, she won't do it with me!" I gaped in fake anger and shoved him, while Matt laughed outside the door.
"I told you man, that poon is wrecked, it ain't worth it!" I kept fake punching at Jimmy's shoulder while Matt continued.
"Anyways get ready, we leave in 20." The door suddenly opened and Jimmy and I tumbled into the hallway.
"Oh and uh," Matt chuckled as he walked away, "don't hurt yourselves. I don't want to make you wear helmets to the club!"
~~~~~~~~~~
The club was called Pizzazz. Though the name was gayer than a men's lingerie shop, it was busty and neon and the guys loved it. They winked and high fived the door man, and he let them inside instantly.
Once inside, Matt ran off to the dance floor, while Jimmy dragged me to the bar. After ordering us whiskey on the rocks, we sat close together and talked. Then the one subject I wanted to avoid came up.
"So, why are you so god damned happy all of a sudden? Like fuckin Monday, you wouldn't even look at me now you can't stay away from me!" I gazed at him, trying quickly to come up with a lie.
"I just realized that I was being too selfish. I was hurting you and myself, so I snapped myself out of it and now... Vwala!"
"Oh yeah," he returned the look, "what snapped you out of it?"
"I, uh, called my sister and she gave me some advice, that's all!" He nodded satisfied, not even able to see I was lying through my teeth. I inwardly sighed, then grabbed his hand and pulled him to the dance floor.
"Come on, lets have fun! You're being too serious!" I pouted playfully as he jumped up, wiping his face of all doubt.
"Alright, but I lead!" We pushed through the crowd of people until we got to the dance floor, waiting for a new song to start. Before it did though, we heard the D.J.'s and Matt's voice over the loud speakers.
"Alright you party people! We got a
request from a very important person here-"
"MATTHEW FUCKING SHADOWS IS IN THE HOOOOUUUUSE!" The crowd screamed and surged towards the D.J.'s box. Me and Jimmy laughed as the Matt screamed into the p.a. then the song started.
My breath caught in my throat when the song Nightmare started playing. I pushed away from Jimmy, the frown evident on his face too. He was thinking the same thing; my freak out and confession at his pool. This exact song had been playing.
I quickly turned around, and made a run for the exit. I couldn't face him, not after this. All of a sudden, I envisioned the man from the cliff, who appeared so frequently in my night terrors now. Then, I pictured him with Jimmy's face.
I burst outside and puked all over the ground, not wanting to think about it. He won't let me go, I thought frantically. Not now, not ever! Another vile pump of puke shot out of my mouth, and I fell to my knees. Then he was there, holding my hair and rubbing my shoulder softly.
"Don't fret baby girl, it'll be alright." I grabbed the collar of his shirt and took a shaky breath, smelling the sweet scent of... ginger? Jimmy didn't wear cologne, and he certainly didn't smell this sweet.
I looked up and stared in shock at Zacky, his sweet green eyes locked on mine.
Oh, shit.
"Zacky? What the fuck are you doing here?"
"Brian told me you guys were going out here tonight, and I wanted to see you." I shook my head, and stood up, feeling my stomach start to seize.
"No, you can't, if Jimmy-" the back door flew open, revealing Jimmy there looking alarmed.
"Mari, are you-" he stopped short when he noticed Zacky there, standing way too close to me.
"Why you little shit!" He lunged at Zacky, yet he expertly avoided Jimmy's punch. I noticed thankfully that he didn't fight back, just backed away with his hands up.
"Jimmy woah, I came here to party then came out for a smoke, and Marissa here is puking her guts out! Give HER your attention, not me." Jimmy glared at him, then kneeled next to me, cradling me close.
"Are you ok Mari? You ran out and I got worried."
"No, it's just that fucking song..." I trailed off and sniffled a little hugging him tightly.
"I'm gunna go." Zacky murmured and walked back inside. The jealousy was clear on his face, and I didn't blame him for not sticking around.
"Come on," Jimmy said soothingly, "I'll take you home." First however, he called Matt and alerted him of our leaving and Zacky's arrival, then he bundled me up in the car.
The ride home was absolutely silent, and I felt like complete shit. But every time I glanced at Jimmy, I felt nothing but love. Love for the man who stuck by me, even when I acted like a total bitch. He treated me like a queen, even when I felt like a peasant. And though I lied and cheated on him, he never batted an eye (though he didn't know about that stuff).
He parked the car in the garage and walked me inside, then lay me down in the bed.
"I have to go pick up Matt and drop him off at his house ok? Just stay here and rest until I get back." He kissed my forehead then left, shutting the door on his way out.
However, I had no intention to rest. I walked into the living room, flipped the couch over, and tore open the bottom covering. There my stash was hidden, my only way of escaping reality. I did eenie-meenie-minie-moe and picked out a simple joint. Not the best, but it would work for now. Lighting it up, I pushed the case of drugs into the couch hole, sewed it back up, and finished off my blunt.
By the time Jimmy got back, I was horny as hell.I had put on my most revealing lingerie, and lit candles all in the bedroom. I had also set up a random low playing song to match the mood, and sat cross legged with my arms squeezing my boobs together, a sight to make even the gayest man go BOING!
Now I just had to wait for my lover to walk through the door.
"Mari, are you awake?" Jimmy called from downstairs. It had only taken 5 minutes for me to have to wait, (all of those minutes wasted on me laughing at my hand). I heard his footsteps lugging up the stairs and his soft knock on the bedroom door.
"Mari?" He quietly cracked the door, and I laughed even harder as his eyes bulged out of his head. He glanced at me, but that glance turned into a stare and he eyed me up and down.
"You are a very sexy girl who needs to explain herself." I laughed and rolled over, allowing him to see into my bra.
"Oh come now, Rev," I said and eyed him back, "can't a girl just want to pleasure her boyfriend? I mean, we haven't done it once since we've been together, and that's been for what, a little over 3 months?" He didn't need convincing, I could tell. I commanded him to strip and he gladly did, moving towards the bed. I pushed my head off the edge, and stuck his dick in my mouth to start sucking.
"Mmm, just like that." He moaned in pleasure, and I kept going, until he pulled away and flipped me over. He pushed me all the way onto the bed, then rethought the position and instead sat me down on his waist. After that, he gently pushed in, and I began riding him like a pony.
"Oh fuck yeah, keep fucking going! Don't stop!" Our screams filled the house, piercing through the usually quiet night. When I bounced harder, he moaned louder, and I relished in the fact that I was in total control.
Finally, he exploded inside me. I sighed in relief as he collapsed next to me, a fat ass smile planted on his lips.
"You have no fucking idea how long I've waited for that!" I laughed again, looking deep into his eyes.
"Jimmy, I fucking love you. More than I should ever love a single person!" He didn't laugh nor smile, just returned the stare and said;
"I love you too. Can you promise me something?" I paused before nodding slowly, and he closed his eyes.
"Do you promise to never leave me? Never lie, never cheat? To share your life with me?"
"If this is a proposal..." I started to panic, but felt relived when he chuckled and shook his head.
"No, I just want to know that you're fully committed to me."
"In that case," I looked right at him, moving close enough to smell his breath, "Yes Jimmy, I promise." He smiled even bigger, pulling me as close to him as he could.
"I'm never letting you go Mari. Don't ever doubt my love for you!" My eyes closed and a second later, I was asleep, feeling his chest gently move against mine.
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