Unholy Confessions

School ended soon and I was the first one walking out of it, I walked up to my car and quickly got in, sitting my bag on the passenger seat, I started up my car and then drove away. I soon arrived back home and I ran up to my room, slamming my door shut behind me and pulling out my phone, trying to call Taylor, but she wasn't answering, I started to pace my room, biting my lip, I thought I had managed to get rid of my feelings for Brian but apparently not.

I heard a car stopping outside and I knew it was Matt, I looked out the window and saw not only Matt but Brian and both their girlfriends, I felt my heart drop when I saw them holding hands, I flopped back onto my bed and let out a groan, Matt had walked in threw the front door and I could hear him talking to our mom and dad, "Elisa, we're going to the store, are you coming?" She shouted up, I thought for a minute, it would be better than sitting here, miserable.

"Give me a minute!" I shouted back and she started to talk to Matt again, I sat up from my bed and pulled out a pair of denim shorts and a crop-top from my closet, it was a bit revealing but maybe I'd get attention from Brian, I felt some guilt soar threw me but I pushed it away, I quickly got dressed and then put on a fresh layer of make up and pulled my hair in a high pony tail, I put my converse back on and walked out of my room and went downstairs.

Matt and my mom were still talking until they noticed me "It's about time, Elisa, come one" my mom said to me, I rolled my eyes, she walked out of the door but Matt stopped me when I tried to walk out, Brian, Michelle and Val were no where to be seen so he must have told them to head up to his room, "What the fuck are you wearing?" Matt said to me, I smiled and shrugged my shoulders, walking away from him and getting into my mom's car.

We were done with shopping pretty quick, my mom and dad helped me in with the bags and then they left to go visit some friends, I packed everything away neatly and then sat at the counter with a glass of milk, I didn't know what to do for the rest of the day, I thought about calling up Zacky but Matt would think that was weird, I sipped on the last of the milk and then I heard Matt and that walk down the stairs, I didn't bother moving from where I was sitting, instead I took out my phone and quickly sent a text to Zack.

"Hey, Elisa" I heard Matt say, I looked up and he was with everyone "We were about to order some pizza, want any" I shook my head "I'm maybe going out with a friend, just waiting on him getting back to me" I smiled politely at him and just after I finished my sentence my phone made a noise, telling me that I had a text, I looked down and saw a message from Zacky.

Yeah, come on round, I'm always here if you need me, remember that. - Z.

"It's not Brad, is it?" Brian asked me and I shook my head, "Not Brad, I told you all I'm done with him, anyway, my friend has just texted me back, so I'm going to get going" I stood up from the counter, revealing to everyone what I was wearing, Matt rolled his eyes and I could see Brian looking me up and down, I waved goodbye and left the house.

I got to Zacky's house about twenty minutes later, I hoped out of my car and walked up to his door, knocking on it a few times and then waiting, I heard someone run to the door and open it and sure enough it was a shirtless Zack, he invited me in and we both went up to his room.

"I have to admit, you are kinda hot" I said, laughing when he started to flex his muscles, "Do you think Matt would find this weird, his sister hanging out with his friend?" I asked him, he let out a low chuckle and shook his head.

"You're my friend too, not just Matt, what was your text about anyway?" He asked, sitting on his bed. "Brian was over at the house, I really needed to get out, I thought I pushed away all those feelings but apparently not" I sat down next to him and he started to rub my back.

"I don't know if it's just because I've broke up with Brad or not, Zack, I'm just craving some attention" I held my head in my hands and took in a deep breath "It's okay, Lis, Brad was douche anyway, you can do so much better than him." I looked up at Zacky and gave him a smile, he was the only one to try and comfort me.

I let out a small laugh and looked away from him "What?" He asked me with a smile on his face "I can't even remember the last time I had sex" I said laughing again, Zack seemed surprised by what I said "I honestly thought you were still a virgin" He let out a laugh and I laughed along with him.

"You're cute" I said leaning into his chest, he tensed up a bit but then relaxed again "So are you" he said back, in a low tone, sending shivers all through my body, I looked up at him and he was already looking at me, I didn't know what I was thinking but I leaned in for the kiss, I was expecting him to push me away but he didn't, he kissed me back.

I ran my fingers threw his hair and climbed onto his lap, his hands wandered all over my body, squeezing specific parts, I bit on his lip and he moaned into my mouth, I broke away from the kiss, unbuttoning my shorts and taking them off, whilst I was doing that, he took off his sweatpants along with his boxers. I sat back on top of his lap and started kissing him again, he flipped me onto my back, so he was on top and taking control. He hovered over my entrance, "Please" I said barely above a whisper, he grabbed a condom from his nightstand and slipped it over him, he entered me slowly, making me moan loud.

Zack lay beside me, both of us catching our breathes "Oh my god" I said, wiping the sweat away from my face "That was amazing" Zacky took a cigarette from his drawer and lit it up "I am pretty good" He looked at me and winked, making me laugh, but my laugh soon turned too silence.

"What's wrong?" He asked me, looking into my eyes, I looked away from him biting my lip, and almost if he was reading my mind "I'm not looking for anything serious either, don't worry" I let out a sigh of relief, "I better go home, it's getting late and we have school tomorrow." He nodded his head, agreeing with me.

I quickly got dressed and Zacky walked me to the door, I gave him a hug before leaving, he looked down at me with a smirk on his face "I'm always here if you need a friend" I let out a small laugh and he winked at me, I jumped into my car an drove home, the darkness already setting in.

Once I got in the house, I heard laughter and I could smell beer, I walked into the living room and Matt was still sitting with Brian, Val and Michelle, "Why are you drinking?" I asked him and he looked up "Why are you in late?" He asked, I rolled my eyes and flipped him off "Where's mom and dad?" I asked him, getting impatient, he smiled at me showing the dimples we both share "Where were you?" I picked up the cushion from behind Brian's back and chucked it at Matt. "Fuck you" I walked out of the living room and started walking upstairs towards my bedroom.

I got into my bedroom and locked my door so Matt couldn't play any nasty pranks on me, like he usually does, I put my hand in my pocket for my phone but it was missing, I searched my nightstand and everywhere else but I couldn't see it, I ran my hand threw my hair "I've left it at Zacky's" I lay down on my bed, going over the night I had with Zack, it was the first time in a long while since anyone gave me any sort of attention, I was surprised he didn't pull away when we started kissing, I was surprised he let it go that far, I took off my clothes and climbed under my covers, falling into a dreamless sleep.

I woke up to someone banging on my door "We're going to be late, get up" Matt shouted I shot out of bed and pulled on the things I was wearing last night, I put on some make-up and tied my hair up again, I sprayed some perfume, shoved on my shoes and grabbed my bag, I walked out of my room and was met with Matt locking his door, he turned around so he was facing me "You're really wearing that today?" I shrugged my shoulders and nodded my head "Can you drive me to school, I just don't feel like driving" Matt asked me and I rolled my eyes.

"You mean you're hungover, sure, but I'm taking your truck" Now it was his turn to roll his eyes, I smirked at him "Fine, just let's go, you can drive us home as well" I smiled and took the keys from his hand, we walked out of the house and into the car together, I started it up and drove away from the house.

"Was mom and dad in?" I asked, glancing over to Matt, he shook his head and looked up "I think they started drinking last night, I don't know, they never seem to be in any more" I nodded my head agreeing with him "We should do something together, Elisa" I was surprise with what he just said.

"Like what?" I laughed awkwardly, it had been a while since we were just ourselves talking, we were usually joined with friends or family, "We should have a movie night, or something, like we used to do, I don't know, it's up to you, if you want" I nodded my head and smiled "That would be lovely, Matty" I said laughing, seeing him scrunch his face up.

"Oh my god, shut up" He said laughing, I drove towards the school parking lot, and parked in Matt's usual space, we saw the guys and their girlfriends sitting at Brian's car, we were about to step out of Matt's truck but I stopped him.

"What are you doing?" He looked up to where I was staring and he sighed "Brad is a dick, Elisa, and Taylor is a bitch, don't worry about them, let's go" I sat back in the seat and rubbed my face "Fucking asshole" I let out a scream and then climbed out of the car with Matt, making our way across the parking lot to his friends.

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