Unholy Confessions

"Fuck you, Brad!" I yelled whilst throwing my lunch at him. "You two are well fucking suited!" I grabbed the water bottle that was sitting on my tray, I unscrewed it and walked over to him "You are an asshole, you are more than a fucking asshole!" I poured the water down his t-shirt, he never shouted at me or told me to get away he just stood there and took it, I yelled some more and then pushed past him, his friends were laughing but I ignored them.

I saw my brother sitting with his friends and their girlfriends, I needed Taylor but sadly she was at a doctors appointment, I made my way over to Matt, my eyes still filled with tears, I slammed my tray down onto the table and got everyone's attention "Fuck Brad" I said to myself, I slid in the seat next to Zacky, he was the only one without a girlfriend and he said he didn't plan on having one any time soon.

"What's up?" Matt asked, taking a bite from his burger, I scoffed and looked up at him "Brad, that's what's up, he's a fucking asshole" I tore my burger with my teeth and swallowed it whole "I'm fucking done with boys and there silly little games, I am so fucking done with it all" I tore another bit off my burger, swallowing it whole again "You do this every single month with him, leave him" Everyone around the table agreed with Matt, Brad and I did argue a lot but this was the last straw, I saw him kissing another girl, he promised he'd never cheat on me but he did.

"What the fuck ever" I said, Zacky looked over at me and smirked, "He's bad news, stay away from him and stick with us, you're more than welcome" again, the rest of the table agreed but I just rolled my eyes and took out my phone, doing nothing on it, the bell rang and I slung my bag over my shoulder, standing up beside Zacky "Music with me and Jimmy, excited?" he said nudging me and I rolled my eyes "So excited Zack"

I walked behind him and Jimmy, debating whether I should skip class or not, but I was too late on deciding, I was already being dragged in with Jimmy, we took our seats at the back of the class, Zacky and Jimmy were at each side of me, talking to each other.

"Alright!" Mr. Dale shouted, getting everyone's attention "We all know what we're doing, don't we? Group projects, as you all know, Mr. Harrison's class will be joining us for this lesson, I want you to get in groups and then I'll bring in his class, and we all know what's to happen, write, perform and then I'll grade, you have five minutes to get in a group" Jimmy and Zacky looked at each other excitedly.

"That's Matt, Brian and Johnny's class, we're so lucky we've been practicing" Jimmy said, clapping his hands together and Zacky was agreeing with him, "You're coming in a group with us" Zacky said and I rolled my eyes "Whatever, don't be sad when I'm the reason you get a bad grade" Zacky pushed me a bit and looked over at me with a smirk.

"So, you over Brian yet?" Zacky said with a smirk and I flipped him off, truth be told, I wasn't over him "No one else knows, so keep your big mouth shut" Zacky grinned at me "Elisa has a crush on Brian?" Jimmy said making a big 'O' shape with his mouth, I tried to hide my smile but apparently I wasn't doing a good job because Zacky and Jimmy started to laugh.


Everyone from Mr. Harrison's class walked in and soon Jimmy and Zacky spotted Matt and the guys, they walked up to us and sat down, Val was about to sit down next to Matt but Mr. Dale stopped her, "There's too many people in this group, you can go over there" he said pointing to a group of kids a table away from us, Matt tried to convince him to let her stay with us but he wasn't having it and ended up ignoring Matt.

"Let's get everything then" Brian said, I swear I felt my heart stop fora moment, I couldn't help but smile, "Why you smiling?" Matt questioned me, I shook my head and stood up "Can't wait for this group project, let's go"

We walked into one of the practice rooms, Jimmy sat behind the drum kit, Johnny picked up a bass and Zacky and Brian picked up guitars, Matt stood behind the microphone, they all got ready and started performing a song in front of me, my eyes were fixated on Brian when he done his solo, the guys were amazing, and they were so going to pass music, no doubt about it.

"Guys, you are great, you should I don't know, charge people to see you perform" I clapped my hands together and they all looked please with themselves. "Now we just need to find me something to do, so you can all get a good grade" Matt handed me the microphone and then picked up an acoustic guitar, holding it out for me.

"I've heard you in your bedroom, you're pretty good, show the guys" I rolled my eyes and took the guitar, I sat a stool in front of the microphone stand and sat on it, I closed my eyes and started to strum the strings.


"Go your way
I'll take the long way 'round
I'll find my own way down
As I should

"And hold your gaze
There's coke in the Midas touch
A joke in the way that we rust
And breathe again

"And you'll find loss
And you'll fear what you found
When weather comes
Tearing down

"There'll be oats in the water
There'll be birds on the ground
There'll be things you never asked her
Oh how they tear at you now"

I opened my eyes and the guys were staring at me, their jaws hanging open and their eyes wide, "Did.. Did you write that?" Jimmy asked, I blushed a little bit and nodded my head, "I came up with it ages ago, nothing compared to you guys" I looked around at them, they were all still standing staring.

"She get's it from the best" Matt laughed and patted my shoulders, "Now, we just need to find a way to fit your voice into our songs" I smiled a little, feeling like I'm doing my brother proud, my brothers proud.

We soon picked out one of their songs, I done backing vocals and I sung the chorus with Matt, we got called back into the class and started to watch everyone perform, everyone was quite good, Matt cheered for Val, even thought she wasn't that good, and he knew it because he could barely contain his laughter when she started to sing.

"Alright, last table, come on up and start playing" Mr. Dale said, we all sat up from our table and walked in front of everyone,all eyes were on us and I started to feel nervous, I looked at the guys and they were already to go but I couldn't, Brian noticed me looking around at everyone.

"Calm down, it's okay, just close your eyes, it'll be fine, don't worry about it, pretend we're back in the practice room" I nodded my head and he gave me his infamous smirk, my heart skipped a beat, I was falling for Brian, I was falling for Michelle's boyfriend and I had to admit, I loved it.

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