I Will Wait For You

It’s been another week. The doctor’s didn’t give me a timeline of how long I have left, which really worries me, but I’m trying to live each day to the fullest.

Matt hasn’t left my side, since I told everyone. He’s slept over every night this past week.
On the bright side of things, I haven’t had any fainting spells, weird dreams, or heard any voices since I went to the doctor two weeks ago.

It’s weird not getting up for work each morning. I still can’t believe Matt and the guys decided to take some time off of music, until… well, we all know what’s going to happen. I’m just thankful that they would do such a thing for me.

Matt and I have spent the majority of this past week with the whole group, doing random fun activities, and just hanging out at the beach, or wherever. It’s been nice to just relax and unwind with everyone, though I can tell we’re all tense around each other.

“What would you like to do today?” Matt asks, coming up behind me and wrapping his arms around my waist, as I stand at kitchen sink, looking out the window.

“I hope I didn’t wake you, when I got up.” I turn around, still in his arms, and kiss him.

“No. I just woke up.” He smiles.

“I don’t know. Did you have something in mind?” I ask, in return to his earlier question.

“Why don’t we just stay in, and spend the day by ourselves…”

“We can do that.” I kiss him again.

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We’ve been lying around for hours on the couch watching movies.

“Lakyn?” Matt asks, from his spot behind me on the couch.

“Yes.” I turn my head to look at him, and smile.

“I love you.”

“Matt…” I start to say, but he cuts me off.

“I really do. I’m not just saying it, because…” He veers off. “I just love you.” He kisses me.
Soon enough, I’m turned around, facing him, and we’re making out, our hands roaming over each other’s bodies, neither of us paying attention to the movie playing.

Matt sits up suddenly, taking me with him. He pulls me onto his lap, so that I’m straddling him.
“Is this okay?” He asks, suddenly seeming concerned.

“Matt, I’m not nearly as fragile as you might think.”

“I don’t want you to feel like we have to, though.”

“I don’t. I’ve wanted this for quite a while, if we are being completely honest.”

“Really?” He smirks.

“Don’t let that go to your head.” I laugh at him.

He pulls me down, and kisses me.

“I’ve wanted you for a long time, too. Since that morning we woke up naked together.” He smirks again, and I’m reminded of how much I love those damn dimples.

“We’d already had sex, by then.”

“Yeah, but neither of us remembers that. I want something I can remember.”

“Me too.” I blush. I lean down, and kiss him again.

As the kiss deepens, I feel his hands on my back, beneath my top. I lean up, breaking the kiss, so he can take off my shirt. Once it’s off, he admires me.

“You’re so beautiful, Lakyn.” He says, running his hands down the side of my stomach.
I quiet him, by kissing him again. He gets to his feet, carrying me with him up the stairs, not bothering to break the kiss. He lays me down on the bed, and unbuttons my shorts, pulling them off, along with my panties. He rids himself of his own clothing, and crawls onto the bed with me.

He works his way up my body, kissing every inch. Once he’s made his way back up to my chest, he reaches around and unclasps my bra. Once he’s freed my breasts, he starts kissing those as well.

I’m moaning, barely able to keep myself still beneath him, as he’s driving me crazy. I feel him at my entrance, and I let out another loud moan. He slowly eases himself inside of me, as he kisses his way up my neck, and finally makes his way back to my mouth. I moan into his mouth, as he creates a rhythm.

It suddenly occurs to me that he’s not wearing a condom, and I start to say something, when I realize that it no longer matters. Nothing matters but what’s happening right now. The feeling of euphoria is unlike anything I’ve felt before.

His movements slow, probably because he can sense that I’m tense suddenly.

“Am I hurting you?” He asks, concerned.

“No, no.” I smile, bringing him down to kiss me.

The intense feeling that’s building tells me that I’m close to my orgasm. I start to cry out Matts name, as I let the waves of pleasure wash over me. This sends Matt over the edge, too, and I feel him release inside of me.

Once we’ve both calmed down, Matt lays next to me, wrapping me in his arms. I’m focusing on our breathing, and I’m starting to feel tired.

I have time to hear him tell me he loves me once more, before I drift off.

Notes

Hope you guys are enjoying the story, I'm afraid it'll be coming to a close here soon!
Let me know what you think!
-Jacq