Brian’s POV

Em and I were just entering the compound and who was already waiting for us, the Rev. I told him I would be coming back and Emery was fine, what more did he want. Why couldn’t he fucking take my word for it, there must be something else behind all this.

“What did you want to update me about, Rev?” I snapped clearly not amused to see him here already waiting for us. “You said we had to get back here so cut the crap and get to the point. Just let me take Em back to my room.”

Jimmy smirked the entire time when I was talking to Em and damn that son of a bitch. He had his eyes everywhere, huh?! How did he find out that Em and I were gone… I really needed to be more careful around him…

“I’ll take you after my meeting,” I interrupted Emery, I couldn’t take her along. It was a business meeting as far as I knew, so no fooling around with my princess here.

“Just go rest up and think about your actions,” I said, looking her up and down with a smirk as I opened the door. “Just remember what I told you,” I couldn’t help the grin on my face and winked at her before I shut the door leaving Em with some nice thoughts, hopefully about me and what we gonna do as soon as I am back.

Because my head was filled with those images... God, I couldn’t wait to get back to her, her sprawled out on my bed, naked… her folds already glistering with wet heat, only waiting to be filled from me.
Maybe I would take my time and get down on her, I licked my lips, imagining how she would writhe beneath me, her legs would press together, cause she couldn’t stand the amount of pleasure that I was giving her with my tongue my fingers… and just when she would be about to erupt I would back away, making her beg for more, making her beg for me… I know she hated to do that, but I loved to hear my name on her lips, screaming, moaning, begging… fuck even thinking about it was making me hard and I had to readjust my junk.

“Soooo…” Jimmy sounded behind me the word stretched to its limits, which worked like a cold shower on my out of control thoughts. I thought after this day with Emery outside, I would get enough of her, but apparently it just fueled the hunger and I needed more.
“So what?” I snapped, walking away from the door where I left Emery behind, and why did it feel so weird now to leave her there, shit I had to get a grip on myself.

Shit, now I knew why I shouldn’t have known taking her to my special spot, this was making it more real, and there was nothing real about this, right?! We were two adults that liked to fuck, that’s it nothing more… and I couldn’t have left her in the cell… Shads must have been out of his fucking mind to demand that…

“What was that?” Jimmy asked again with this wide and knowing grin and I shrugged “What? I put her in my room, so we can have the meeting, that’s it.” I played it down and saw the lifted eyebrow from Jimmy, he must be thinking he was on some lead.

“Any news on the case?” I asked trying to avoid talking about me and Em any further.
“’The you sneaked away with Em case’? You tell me, asshat. I had been searching for you everywhere” Jimmy shot back and I sighed.
“You could have called me” I said and cringed at the same time, knowing he had tried to call me.

“Look who we have here” Zack’s voice sounded rather unhappy to see me and I probably knew why.
“Hey man… thanks for covering up my shift.” I clapped his back when he reached us and he shrugged my hand away.

“What’s wrong with you lately, man? I mean skipping a whole shift and not even telling me? What the heck, bro?” Zack sounded really pissed off and I frowned, was this really about me not showing up or something else behind it?!

“MEETING!” Shad’s voice boomed through the entire compound and I was weirdly glad for that, and not being in the middle of attention on why I wasn’t at my shift, but Shads would probably give me enough shit for that later, too.

“This talk is not done!” Zack pointed at me and Jimmy walked past me “So not done” Jimmy added and I rubbed a hand over my face, sighing loudly, fuck… what had the feisty princess gotten me into?!

I entered Shads office last and saw him behind is desk, while everyone else was already seated. I took a chair turned it and sat down as well, waiting for Matt to open up the meeting, but weirdly he just stared at his desk with a small smile on his lips, was someone else supposed to say something, or what was up?

“Shads?” Johnny asked making Matt shake his head looking at him with a frown “What?”
“Oh… alright, so I want an update on the Pagano situation! Any news?!” He seemed pretty absent if you ask me and wasn’t that something to think about, was Jolie still ill? I needed to ask Shads about that, but not with everyone around. I wanted to grant Em the wish of seeing her sister but right now was probably not the right timing.

“Zack?” Matt turned his eyes to him and Zack glared at me, but then turned away.
“Well, nothing new in the districts, I kept looking into every little hint but for now no one is really suspicious, at least not that I could track them down. I had some leads and went after them but they were a false rousing. Some of the people are wondering why we are having a look in it though. I told them to mind their own fucking business and that we have a contract with Pagano and as soon as they get any information to let us fucking know it.” Zack summed up and see I wasn’t really needed on that patrol nothing came out of it anyway.

“Fuck… whoever contacted Pagano knew what he was fucking doing” Shads sighed and looked frustrated. I debated with myself to be happy about the fool who tried to deal with Pagano, because they were leading the attention away from us or to be mad because someone wanted credit for our hard work, but then again, even if they planned to go through with dealing with Pagano, they didn’t have his daughters, we had so they would never get the money without having the girls, idiots.

“Christ? What you got?” Shads looked at Johnny who shook his head “We checked all the incoming and outgoing calls, nothing suspicious until now. The good thing is, they also don’t suspect us. I listened in to some calls Pagano made, he is still furious about his missing girls, apparently he had a deal going on for one of the daughters to… well be used in, I would call it. He spoke more in riddles but that was the main outcome. And another call I could track from Pagano’s mansion that I listened in was from one of his guards apparently from the personal guard of one of the girls, he seemed pretty upset about the loss, more than he should be, if you ask me… but… that’s about it, he spoke to his men to double up the search and to look into every little hint, even if there is a rat in their own team, so they are own it more than ever…” Johnny said and I narrowed my eyes, wait a second one daughter being in a deal? A deal for what? And the other being a little too close to the guard, what the hell was that about? And which daughter was involved in what?!

“What?!” Matt barked out and Johnny flinched “What what?” He looked confused.
“What Deal? Which daughter? And what fucking guard?!” He bellowed and I nodded my head, exactly what I wanted to know.

“Oh look, I think the girls were pretty open to guards before… how about-” Zack started smirking and Jimmy, Matt and I looked at him while saying at the same time “Shut up”
Zack lifted his eyebrow looking at each one of us and I quickly thought of something do divide the attention “We need more information on that?! Maybe the one’s making the deal about one daughter has something to do with faking the kidnapping! That’s important!”

“Yeah” Matt nodded “Johnny keep looking out for calls, try and get more information, I want it all. Whose involved, which girl, what guard, what deal and whose Pagano calling most, whoe are the suspects he has… we need to be ahead of him, always a step ahead” Matt seemed to growl the last words, his mind probably working overtime, and I really had to talk to Emery, maybe she knew something.

“What if we talk to the girls about it?” Jimmy asked and I sighed, genius fuckhead, that was already my idea.
“I will talk to Jo, you will question Emery.” Matt demanded than frowned “How is she?” He asked grudgingly and I narrowed my eyes, why would he want to know that?!
“Fine, why?” I snapped.

“She calmed down in the basement cell?” Matt lifted an eyebrow and I heard Jimmy cough loudly.
“Yeah… barely. Took me a little to get her in there and calm her down. Thank you very much. How’s Jo?” I shot back and saw that Johnny, Zack and Jimmy were interested looking between me and Matt back and forth.

“Better” Matt’s only reply and I saw Zack lift his eyebrow “She seemed pretty damn fine to me yesterday evening” He added smirking “With my hands on her” He added making Matt grip the table hard.

“Any more information or is that it?” Matt snapped dismissing Zack’s words but his knuckles were still white from grabbing the table so hard and I was afraid it would snap, what was wrong with Shads lately, something was up wasn’t it?!

“That’s it.” Johnny nodded and we all slowly left the office when Matt added “Patrol tonight and Brian this time you show up, no excuses, got me?! Johnny you keep track of the calls, Jimmy you will go after each hint that Johnny gets… I want the full attention on this case, if Pagano doubles up, we do as well!” Matt shoved us out and slammed the door shut.

I stood before the door seeing the other slowly walk away, and pushed the door open again, meeting up with Matt in front of the door, nearly bumping into him, he probably wanted to walk out as well.

“What?” Matt looked at me curiously, “I got a request” I said and just earned lifted eyebrows, telling me to shoot.
“Can Emery meet her sister? I could only barely calm her down with telling her today she could see her” I said honestly and Matt sighed.
“Is she that ill?” I added because the sigh was all I got from Matt so far, but at least he didn’t dismiss me right away, that was something right?!
Matt finally shook his head “No, since this night she is better. Tell her they can meet. I will let you know when, though” Matt added and then opened his office door to lead me back out.

I nodded walking ahead of him and saw how he disappeared into his room, a smirk on his face when the door fell shut behind him. What was he up to? Something was really weird about him lately.

I shook my head, I had my own problem, or well… not problem per Sais , but my own little princess to return too, and since we were interrupted earlier, I knew exactly what I wanted to do to her now. I smirked and rubbed my fingers, the image of Emery naked on my bed still present in my mind, I wanted to be buried balls deep in her as soon as possible, maybe the going down on her would be something for later.

I walked back to my door punched in the code, took the handle opened the door a little, when a hand stopped me. I sighed and turned around, letting go of the handle, I hoped this would be going fast.

“What?” I looked at both Jimmy and Zack standing there opposite of me with arms crossed over their chests.
“You owe us some information, Haner.” Zack said and looked ready to hit me if I wouldn’t be giving him what he wanted.

“What information?” I played dumb “You fucking skipped a whole shift, without telling…” Zack began and Jimmy continued “Lied to the boss…”
“…And want us to cover up for you?” Zack added and I sighed.

“What?! I did what he wanted, got her out of the house… Fine, I skipped a fucking shift, what the hell, wasn’t the first, won’t be the last time” I shrugged and Zack took a step forward.
“You did, but you never did it for a woman… at least not just for one… so what is this? You nailing the little blonde?” He added and Jimmy sucked in air, while I rolled my eyes.

“There is nothing” I dismissed them about to turn. “Oh you can fucking lie to Shads, but not us… You are fucking falling for the Pagano girl? Is she that good, huh?” Zack continued and Jimmy just stood silently by.

“Fuck you, I’m not falling for anything. And I am not fucking telling you shit… I’m not saying she is a fucking good lay and I am not saying that, that is all she is…” I grinned and Zack got me, he held his hand up to high five while Jimmy looked at me with narrowed eyes.

“So she is nothing? Just a good fuck? What about the rules?” Jimmy finally added and I rolled my eyes again “You know, she begged me to fuck her, what can I say, Jimbo. I can’t say no to a woman who wants a piece of me. She was desperate and I was willing to help her out” I said cockily and he shook his head as if disappointed, poor Jimmy, such a weak heart.

“I would have banged Jo already, if Shads wouldn’t be in my fucking hair all the time, and he knows it. If he gives me a chance alone with her, she would be mine” Zack smirked and I thought about that “Maybe I can help you with that”

“For gods fucking sake” Jimmy shrieked “They aren’t just fucking-” He stopped and a small smile came over his lips.
“So she is just a good lay?” He asked again and I sighed “Told you” I nodded.
“So you would be up to going out and picking up a bitch in the club? Without a problem?” Jimmy asked and I narrowed my eyes, why would he suggest that?!

I didn’t want any bitch, I was pretty damn satisfied and even more than that with the princess in my bed, I didn’t need another lay. Even thinking about any other women in my bed was not really a turn on at this moment… wait a second… what?!

“Sure” I shrugged “Like I said, just a good lay, that’s about it” I said and felt the bitter taste of a lie in my mouth. But she wasn’t more to me than that, I mean she couldn’t be… She was Pagano’s fucking daughter, fuck Shads and his rules, I didn’t care about them, never did. I was doing what I wanted and not someone else, but I surely wasn’t falling for anyone, she was just there and hot, so I wanted her, that was all.

“Really?” Zack smirked jumping onto the train of thought. “Fuck yeah, what are you guys thinking, I get the feelings and all that shit… Hell no… She is available and she is hot, you would do the same, but she means not a thing to me, would you guys shut up now, I plan to fucking do exactly that, fuck her and then go to work tonight…” I turned around and again Jimmy spoke up.

“I don’t believe you, I saw the way you look at her…” He continued and I sighed rolling my eyes.
“I look at her with lust, that’s it… She can do quite a number in bed, I tell you” I smirked and thought about our sexy times.

“So we got shift tonight, let’s make a quick stop in a bar, and you show me if you are really telling the truth Gates…” Zack smirked and I shrugged… “No problem… I can fuck whoever I want, whenever I want, no big deal… Could use another pussy anyway” I said and the bitter taste just intensified.

“Deal” Zack and Jimmy said at the same time making me frown, that meant I had not only to leave Emery with Jimmy alone the whole night, I also really had to pick up another girl… when I really wanted to make Emery scream and no one else… fuck, I should get a grip on myself. Emery was a paycheck, no matter how good the time with her felt in the bungalow, but that was it, just a good time, with a good lay… End of it.

I opened the door that was only ajar after Jimmy and Zack had surprised me with their bullshit and when I walked in I saw Emery standing opposite of the room, fully dressed and glaring at me, shit what had happened now?!

Jo’s POV

I woke up to a hand caressing my naked back and I smiled, knowing exactly who was there, and whose big hands were being so soft and lovingly caressing me.

I felt lips wander over my skin and sighed out, I really could get used to this, and wasn’t that what Matt and I had discussed yesterday? That we wanted this to last? He wanted me to stay, and damn how much I wanted to stay, too…

The doubt that had built up inside of me after him accusing me of waiting for Zack and not being honest with him had hit home hard, because deep inside I already knew that I was… dare I think about it, saying was out of the picture but dare I think it – that I was in love with this big boss man?!

Yes, I was… it was irrational and stupid and probably the dumbest thing that could happen to me, but I was in love with him and I didn’t want to think about leaving, I didn’t want to go back to my old prison life. I wanted to stay with Matt, and I wanted him to show me what life could really be like, at least to the extends that he could offer me…

He said he would show me… but for now we would have to be quiet about it, for now we would have to be a secret, it was better this way. His men shouldn’t know and my sister would freak shit, she would think the worst, probably that Matt had brainwashed me or was raping me or something, when that was pretty far away from the actual truth…

“I can’t stay away from you.. Are you feeling better, babe?” Matt murmured into my ear, his voice even deeper in the morning sending shivers down my spine.
I turned around and saw him propped up on one elbow, while his other hand was still caressing me.

“I like to hear that and yes I’m feeling way better” I grinned and he inched closer “I hope you feel the same way about me” He leaned down and his lips moved against mine, the kiss was slow and sweet, and when he acted like this with me I really wanted to tell him how I felt, but was still afraid he would back away then, he was still M. Shadows, the leader of Avenged Sevenfold, how would he react when little old me told him that I had completely fallen for him in less than a month?!

“I do feel the same” I smiled when he pulled away from the kiss. I let my hands run over his naked upper body, admiring the muscles and tattoos, I think I would never get tired of exploring him and his body.

“Babe, don’t start that… you know I will never be able to pull away from you… and I have to get up…” Matt groaned when my hands ran deeper underneath the blanket, but just before reaching my goal his hands stopped me with a growl escaping his lips.

“You didn’t have enough last night?” He lifted himself up and pushed me beneath him, his big body towering over me, my hands gripped in one of his.
“I don’t think I can get ever enough.” I answered honestly and his eyes shone with lust and something else that flickered in them but I couldn’t pinpoint it yet.

“I wish I had more time, but I need to work. I have to talk to my men and find out what’s new… but afterwards-” Matt smiled, his dimples on full display before he leaned down and nibbled on my throat
“I can see my sister?” I asked chuckling and Matt let his head hang groaning and pulling away from me.

“Yeah… after the meeting, if you rather see your sister…” Matt rolled his eyes in fake annoyance and I chuckled even more “I miss her, she is everything I have… besides you” I winked at the last part making Matt look at me and my heart swelled, god how could I be so deeply invest in him already, it was ridiculous and if I didn’t know any better, I was sure… that I would end up broken hearted, but I couldn’t do much about it… I felt the way I did and I couldn’t hold back.

Maybe I should tell him how I felt later tonight, maybe I should just go for it, what if he felt the same?!
I bit my bottom lip debating with myself, when I felt Matt’s lips touching mine, bringing me to a whole different thought, what if he was telling all these things, but wasn’t really feeling anything, I mean I heard some stories about them… maybe he was just a good actor?!

I closed my eyes letting myself lose in the kiss and how Matt’s hands were caressing my curves, he couldn’t play all this could he?!
I shook myself mentally… tonight… I guess I should tell him how I felt tonight!

“I need to go now” Matt slowly pulled away regret written all over his face but I gave him a small smile “Don’t worry. I can’t go anywhere, remember?” I winked and he didn’t see too amused “We will fix that… when we are sure how this goes down, you will be able to be free” He seemed to think about that for a moment than nodded and got out of bed.

He smirked over his shoulder when he saw me staring at his naked body while he pulled clothes on.
“Don’t look at me like that, or I need to take a cold shower before I’m meeting with my men” Matt growled and I grinned “How can I not look at you like I want to devour you” I asked smiling and he closed his eyes with a groan “We certainly need to continue this when I’m back” He said and then his body was covered in clothes and I pouted.

“I’ll be back in a bit… afterwards you can see your sister, alright?” Matt asked kissing my pouting lips and I nodded into the kiss, trying to keep him longer by my side but he had to pull away a frustrated sound escaping his lips and I chuckled.

Then he was gone and I was alone, thinking about the day before, the night that we made love, because that was nothing else, it was making love, not sex, not fucking, just love. And the thought of me telling him how I really felt was getting stronger… I would talk to him tonight, and see how he would react to it.

After a moment I heard Matt’s loud voice booming through the entire house and had to chuckle, I couldn’t hear shit in this room, but he made sure, no one could miss his demands…

In the meantime I got dressed and made myself as presentable as possible with the items I had in Matt’s room.
I combed my hair, put it on top of my head and dressed in fresh clothes. I felt really good compared to the last two days of illness and my appetite was back full force too. I hoped Matt would be coming back soon so we could have something to eat.

As if on cue the door opened finally and Matt held it open for me “Come on out, Jo” He winked and I pressed myself past him, not too openly so if someone saw us they wouldn’t think too much, but still enough to feel his body pressed to mine shortly.

I walked to the kitchen with Matt following me and saw Jimmy holding out a plate with food.
“Here Jo, hope you like this” I smelled it and grabbed the plate and dug right into it “I love it! Thank you” I spoke with full mouth making both Matt and Jimmy chuckle.

“JO!” Emery’s voice sounded behind me and I turned around and saw how she pulled away from Gates grip and ran towards me.
She grabbed my shoulders and made me look at her, she looked me up and down, then went around me shoving Matt out of the way who let out a small disapproving sound.

“Are you alright? I was so worried about you! What happened?! What did he do?!” Emery asked silently but loud enough for Matt to hear, who took a menacing step forward.“Emery” Gates voice sounded behind us and I looked up to see him and Em glare at each other. I didn’t really like him right from the start, but now something new was up here and I narrowed my eyes at him, what happened?!

“I’m good. I had a fever but its all better now, don’t worry.” I reassured Em with a smile and patted the space beside me.
I saw how Brian moved in next to Matt and they both kept watching us, what was this?! I felt like a deer in headlights.

“Can we… move to the couch?” I turned and looked at Matt, he nodded at me shortly but his eyes were on Em and he didn’t look happy at all.
I grabbed Em’s hand and pulled her over to the couch, we quickly checked if everything was alright and then silence fell between us.

It felt weird because normally that never happened, at least not after we haven’t seen each other for days!
“The way he looks at you” Em sneered finally and I frowned “Huh?” I turned around and saw how Matt sat opposite of Jimmy who was preparing another plate, Matt’s eyes flickered to me a small smile on his lips and then back to Jimmy who was talking to him.

“What-what do you mean?” I asked but Em shook her head “Jo, answer me and answer me honestly, is he hurting you?! I mean… he never lets you out of sight, right? He keeps you under his watch at all times… what is he doing to you?” Em asked and caught me off guard with that.

“I-I don’t… he is not hurting me. He is actually pretty nice to me.” I said, god I hated to lie to my sister. Pretty nice was the understatement of the year! “Nice, doesn’t seem fitting for that big brute, JO. Is.he.hurting.you?!” Em asked again, this time a little louder and I quickly shook my head. “No, he is not.”

“I mean the way you and Gates glare at each other, what is up there? Did he do something to you?” I asked and Em shook her head “Don’t try to turn this around”
“What are you doing in his office, in his room?!” Em asked and my eyes widened, hell I couldn’t tell her that, she would really flip out.
“Work… I’m helping with office work, organizing and stuff… and we talk” I said and nearly cringed at the way that sounds. “Talk? He doesn’t look like the sweet talker to me, Jolie” Emery said and I wanted to deny her and tell her what a great man Matt really was, how sweet and caring, how lovely he had treated me while being sick, but I couldn’t.
“Well, what are you and Gates doing in his room… probably the same?!” I asked and Em looked at me shocked.
“He is mostly absent and that is better that way, he is pretty much a big offensive dickhead” Her pissed of reply sounded like there was more to it, she looked at me surprised as if her own words shocked her and I frowned, I opened my mouth to ask more but Emery was faster.

“Jo, did he touch you?” Emery asked and I felt my cheeks flush and cursed myself for it, why was Emery pressing this topic?! I looked around for a way out of this talk but couldn’t find the opportunity to leave.

“JO?!” Em asked again and I looked up to meet Matt’s hazel eyes, he was standing in his office door, “JOLIE, come over I need your help!” He bellowed suddenly making Emery flinch but me sigh in relieve, oh thank god.

“Sorry, I-I” I stuttered and Em kept an even firmer hold on my hand “Don’t go… You don’t have to… please. I need to tell you something else, Jo… Wait” Em told me then her eyes went to Gates, who leaned on the kitchen counter and she pressed even more “Stay here” I shook my head when Matt narrowed his eyes and called again “JO!”

“I’ll just see how I can help and then I’ll be back, alright?” I asked Em, being relieved that I had some time to think of a logical reply to her while being in Matt’s office. I really hated to lie to Emery, but she wouldn’t understand it, if I told her the truth and added to that Matt and I agreed on keeping it a secret, so I better come up with a good solution. Probably avoiding would be the best tactic.

I slowly pulled my arm from her fingers while she gave me a warning look, she even stood up but I hurried over to Matt’s office, who slammed the door behind us shut. Before I could even turn around myself, he grabbed my hips and set me onto his desk, his tongue was in my mouth and my legs spread so he could stand between them.

I moaned into his mouth, I just couldn’t get enough of this man. When Matt pulled slightly away he looked deeply into my eyes, while he rubbed his growing erection against my core.
“Did I understand your panicked look right?” He growled lowly leaning down to my ear and I nodded, while I inhaled his perfume.

“What did she want from you?” Matt kissed his way up and down my throat and I tried to stifle the moan “She is… concerned… that…” I had to concentrate real hard “That you hurt me” I finished and Matt chuckled lightly, his chest moving against me and I bite into my bottom lip. “And am I hurting you?”
“No” I moaned out when he began to rub himself against me again “But I am hurting…” Matt growled and looked down on himself and I smirked.

“I’m sorry” I chuckled lightly, “Can I help you with that?” I asked and Matt groaned “Oh yes… I’m just afraid your sister will come barging in here at any second…” I nodded, he was right… I was about to open my mouth to agree but then Matt’s lips were back on mine silencing me and I sighed into the kiss, he made me forget everything… how did he do that!?!

When he pulled away he looked at me with lust and was that love I could see? My heart started to beat even faster, I couldn’t believe how lucky I was with this man. I was sure now, tonight I would be telling him about my feelings, no backing out and I hoped he wouldn’t crush my heart afterwards.

Notes

Soooo a lot happened in this chapter!

What do u think why is Em glaring at Brian?
And was Brian telling the truth to Zack and Jimmy? And what will happen afterwards?

And Jo and Matty, so in love, huh?!
Will that work out?
Jo is trying to avoid her sister afraid she will know what is going on between her and Matt, is that the right decision?!

Comments, pleaseeee :)