Matt’s POV

By the time Gates left me to head inside to look for the girls, my head was spinning and my throat felt like it was on fire. It was like someone was rubbing a piece of fucking sandpaper on the back of my throat and this cold air wasn’t making things any better. In fact, the longer I stood outside, the more congested I felt, which was probably why I felt like I was spinning after only having one beer.

I walked around the pool one last time and didn’t see any sign of Maya. Damn, this was the worst fucking idea ever. I should have just called her when I found out we were coming home and avoided this whole situation. I could have been home with her in a sexy nurse costume while she feed me some nice warm soup instead of going on this wild goose chase around the party. I missed her like crazy and you I was going to drag her ass home when I found. She was the woman I loved and if I had any say, she would be screaming my name all night.

With a sigh, I turned and headed back inside. Maybe I could find Gates and talk him into calling or texting the girls to meet us out front. They would still be surprised to get the message, right? And with how things were going, it would be a hell of a lot faster and wouldn’t have to go asking around this crazy party anymore.

At one point in my life, this part would have been fucking awesome, but not now. I was getting too old for this out of control shit. At least our out of control parties on tour were somewhat confined, we knew almost all the people in attendance, and we served good alcohol. This party here was a fucking shit show and I was pretty sure Maya and Ave barely knew anyone.

I slowly made my way into the kitchen, scanning over every face I walked by. There were people laughing, drinking, dancing, and even heavily making out. Must be nice. The woman that I wanted was nowhere to be seen and it was slowly driving me insane.

“Fuck,” I rasped out when I reached the kitchen island. There was still no sight of her! How could that be? She was fucking tall and gorgeous and would stick out like sore thumb in this crowd. I may have biased, but what was so wrong with that? She was the woman I loved and had written countless songs about over the past week.

Hell, I couldn’t wait to sing them in her ear while my hands slowly moved down her sides and squeezed her luscious ass….fuck! I had to stop that or walking around this party would get a lot more uncomfortable. Just thinking about her was giving me a hard reminder of just how long it had been since I last touched her.

I cursed at the thought, though no sound came out. Man, I felt like shit! Maybe a shot of Fireball would help me out for a little bit. Hell, anything would make me feel better than I did right now. And at the rate I was going at finding Maya, by the time I found her I would be sober enough to drive.

I grabbed the bottle, poured myself a nice double, and threw it back. The warm liquid burned the tender flesh in the back of my throat, but at least the pain subsided for a little while.

As soon as I set the plastic shot glass back down on the counter, I found a large pair of brown eyes staring back at me, smiling away. Shit, where did she come from? Did she want something? I flashed her a small smile just as I saw a familiar mop of blonde hair pass by. Was that Avery? But why was her hair wet? Either way, I needed to find out because if that was Ave, Maya wasn’t far behind her.

“Are you M. Shadows?” the girl in front of me finally asked, her face turning pink.

“I-I…” was all that would phonate as I moved to follow who I assumed to be Avery. Shit, now I had really lost my voice. This was going to make finding the girls even harder.

“Wait, where are you going?” The girl called after me, grabbing my arm and spinning me around. Fuck! I didn’t have time for this! Avery was moving quickly through the crowd and if I didn’t move now I would lose her. “I just want an autograph!”

I nodded and gave her a small smile, knowing that it would be bad for our reputation if I didn’t acknowledge our fans. Though I wished the guys and I could go out just once without being recognized. It was one of side affects of being famous. Don’t get me wrong, I wouldn’t trade our career for anything, I just wished I could live a more normal and private life, especially where Maya and I were concerned.

“I cant believe it! I have both yours and Synyster Gates’ autographs!” she gushed as I signed her t-shirt. “Tell him thank you for sending me in your direction! And by the way, I cant wait for your next album. City of Evil was my entire life!” So it was Gates’ fault that she found me? Well see if I tell him when I find Avery.

“I will…” I rasped out before sending her a goodbye nod and heading off after Avery. Only when I reached the hallway she disappeared down, it was packed with people. Fuck! Now how was I going to find her?! Oh wait! Was that her at the end of the hall? I quickly pushed my way though the couples that were heavily making out, wishing that I was in their position with Maya instead of chasing down her best friend.

“Ave!” I called out as loud as I could, my voice chords screaming in protest. But she just pushed her way into what I assumed to be the bathroom. Well, at least she would come back out in a few minutes, right?

“Hey! There’s a line!” A girl said, bouncing up and down as I started to knock on the door. I politely nodded my head and waited, feeling my heart start to race. If this was Avery, then where the hell was Maya? Those two should have been glued to each other’s side because god knows what one of these college boys would do to them. I shuddered at the thought and started banging on the door again.

“I’m coming, I’m coming!” a very familiar high-pitched voice giggled. That had to be Avery, but why the hell was she laughing?

Seconds later the door opened, revealing a very wet and apparently very intoxicated Avery Jacobson. “Matt?” she giggled as she stumbled forward and fell into my arms. “Is that really you? Or is the absinthe playing tricks on me?” she slurred, looing up at me with her big blue eyes that were extremely glazed over.

Great, she was fucking smashed, and on absinth nonetheless. Gates was going to have fun with that tonight, though if Avery was in this bad of state, what did Maya look like? I mentally cursed and grabbed Avery’s arm, leading her back toward the kitchen. This girl needed some water.

“And where are those brown eyes? I miss him…is he here?” Ave mumbled and then let out a giggle. “Like deep brown pools of wonder…did you know that, Matty? And can I tell you a secret?” Oh, this was going to be good. I stopped and looked down at her to see her blue eyes full of joy. Though that had to be from the hallucinogen in the absinthe. “If you look deep enough,” she whispered, pulling me down so I could hear her. “You can see his soul…and…he …” she paused to giggle. “Has a really nice butt…especially when he does his wild boy dance!”

I snorted with laughter and pushed a bottle of water into her hands. “Who knew he could dance! That was my thing…though I don’t see any of my dance team friends…” she slurred, and now this was enough. Where the hell was Maya.

“What’s the matter? Cat got your tongue?” She laughed, pointing me too hard in the abs. This wasn’t funny! “You know who would really like to see you?” Those blue eyes looked at me over the top of her water bottle. “Miss Maya…you know my best friend in the whole wide world who you’re dating…and she loves you,” Ave continued, doing a little dance to the beat. Man, I forgot how uninhibited she got with just the right blend of drugs and alcohol and apparently Absinthe was jus that.

“Where is she?” I rasped inaudibly, watching Ave dance. She just looked up at me and smiled. Shit, this wasn’t going to work. I need to communicate with her somehow.

I quickly reached over and grabbed the bottle of Fireball and took another swig, the burn momentarily numbing my swollen vocal chords enough to speak. “If you take me to Maya, I’ll tell you where Gates is,” I rasped out quickly, my voice tapering off at the end. Okay, so maybe I didn’t know where Gates was per say, but at least it would get me to Maya.

Avery’s eyes instantly lit up and she looked so happy that she was almost crying. “He-he’s here?” she squeaked with joy, scanning the area. “He’s really here!?”

I nodded and as if on cue, she grabbed my hand and pulled me out the double French doors to the pool area. I sighed, looked down at the little blonde. I had already been out here and if Maya was here, I would have seen her.

“There!” Ave said, jumping up and down to the beat and pointing to a couple dancing in the corner of the patio. That wasn’t Maya, was it? And why would she be dancing so close with another guy. My jealousy instantly started to rise and I glowered across the patio. “She’s with Ian….come on!” and with that, the little blonde dragged me toward them. Man, was it just me or had Ave been spending way too much time with Pinkly lately? She was hyper and feisty tonight just like that little Maltese, though that was probably just the absinthe talking.

As we got closer, the more pissed off I started to become. This guy was fucking all over her! Well, I was going to put an end to that real damn quick. No one touched my girl like that and got away with, and they definitely didn’t look at her like either. That smoking hot body was for my eyes only.

“Dude get lost,” the bastard snapped as soon as I approached them. Who the fuck did this guy think he was? I clenched my fist as Avery danced around me letting out a light giggle. Fuck, she certainly wasn’t helping things and who was this prick? My temper was quickly soaring and if I didn’t get some answers or my girl soon, I was going to fucking explode.

I looked over at Avery and grabbed her arm, forcing her to look at me. “Who is that?” I growled in her ear, earning another giggle. That was really getting old fast.

“That’s Ian…he’s my ex’s best friend…” Avery said as my eyes wandered back over to Maya, taking in her appearance for the first time tonight. God she looked stunning, though I really didn’t like how her dress clung to her body. That was something for my eyes only and she should be wearing that dress out without me. It gave the wrong idea, especially this fucker. And why was her hair wet? What the fuck was going on here? “She used to hang out with him…and by hang out, you know…” Ave laughed, spinning around me.

Oh, that was it! That dance was fucking over! I stepped up right into the guy’s space and opened my mouth to tell him off but nothing came out. Fuck!

“Dude, fuck off… She is with me… Go find you own girl” the bastard hiss at me and that’s when I lost it. I let out a growl and stepped forward to grab Maya just as he pulled her away. Oh no, he wasn’t going to get away with that. Maya was my girlfriend.

Just as I stepped back up to grab her, that fuckers hands dropped down and squeezed Maya’s ass. That was it, I saw fire after that and asshat was going to pay!

“Don’t fucking touch me like that!” Maya yelled, pulling away from him just as I was about to punch his lights out. But in the last second before I lifted my arm, Maya’s eyes met mine and I froze. “Matt?” she breathed, taking a step forward as I forcefully shoved Ian out of the way. You go find your own girl, asshat.

“Maya…” I breathed, but no sound came out. A smile engulfed my face and the next thing I knew, Maya had launched herself into my arms. I caught her and held her close, not caring that her clothes were dripping wet. It just felt amazing to have her back in my arms.

“God… big guy… it’s really you! Fuck, I missed you… I love you!” Maya gushed out all at once and I tried to reciprocate but nothing would come out. Damn it! This was the worst possible time not to have any voice!

I grabbed her hips and pulled her into me, holding her close and letting her feel the excitement she always aroused in me. She let out a light moan and that’s when I couldn’t take it anymore. I had to taste her.

I crashed my lips down onto hers and when our tongues danced together and I couldn’t get over how good she tasted. It was a mix of jack, liquorish, and her own unique flavor that I had been craving all week. Damn, I missed her.

Part of me wanted to take off all her clothes right here and have my way with her, tasting every inch of her perfect body. I mean, just from touching her soft skin and smelling her citrus shampoo I was going insane. I wanted her—all of her.

Maya must have the same idea because in that moment she pushed me back on the patio sofa and climbed on top of me. Oh, god this was so hot and everything I had been waiting for. Her lips hungrily moved against mine as she ground her tight light core against the raging boner in my pants. I moaned, and pulled her hair to bring her closer.

“Do you wanna play?” Maya practically growled against my lips, giving me a moment to breath and regain the necessary oxygen. My hands were moving up and down her exposed back and I just couldn’t get enough of her. She was just so damn hot and I was too weak from missing her. Hell, I would fuck her right here in the middle of the party if she wanted to! Boy did I want to play…

Just as I opened my mouth to tell her so, a deep and confused frown fell over her beautiful features and I mentally kicked myself. She looked hurt and I hated to see her that way.

“Are you mad at me? Didn’t you miss me?” She slurred, running her hands up and down my chest underneath my shirt, making it hard for me to think.

“I-I…” I rasped, pushing really hard to make a sound but only ended up coughing and frantically nodding my head. How could she think that I didn’t miss her and I didn’t want her? I had the biggest hard on in my pants right now and there was no fucking way she didn’t feel it.

Maya tilted her head to the side and looked at me in her drunken haze, her hips still slowly moving against me. I could tell she was thinking but I just wished she would tell me what. Her face was saying one thing while her body was telling me a completely different story. “I-I…” I tried again, only for her to stand up and pull away from me. No! Don’t do that! “M…” I mouthed, no sound coming out.

I felt like such a dick seeing her pained expression. I didn’t want her to be upset! Hell, I missed her so much that it fucking hurt sometimes and I hated being away from her. Fuck! I wish I could just tell her! But how? Nothing was coming out!

“What is the matter? Why wont you say anything?” she asked, shaking her head at me. I sighed and grabbed her hand, pulling her back too me and cupping her face in my hands, staring into her beautiful brown eyes. I tried to show her just how much love I had for her with one look, and I prayed she saw it. “I lost my voice,” I mouthed because everything was just coming out as an unintelligible grumble. “I’m sick and we came home early…” I tried to explain but look of confusion on her face told me she wasn’t getting any of it. Shit!

Maya frowned again and I couldn’t let her pull away from me and thing something was wrong. No, we couldn’t go down that road again. So I did the only thing I could do—I claimed her lips in a passionate kiss. Damn, I could never get enough of her. My lips slowly started to move to her neck and I receive a light moan in return. Now we were getting somewhere.

As I kissed and nibbled her neck, Maya arched her back and melted into me. That’s right babe, remember how much I love and that no distance could keep me from coming back to you. Just like I wrote about in some of the lyrics I started working on over the week. “I love you, M…you have to know that…” I breathed against her skin hoping that she heard me through my rasps. “I missed you like crazy…”

Maya let out another moan as her hand made it’s way underneath my t-shirt again. Her little cold fingers traced over my sculpted abs, causing goosebumps to rise on my skin. Damn I loved the effect she had on me and if she kept this up, I couldn’t wait too much longer to have her.

“I love you too…” Maya’s voice was deep and husky as her hips moved against the strained erection in my pants, my hands running up and down her sides. Fuck, I couldn’t wait—I had to have her. It had been way to long since I had made love to her. “Mmm…Matt…I need you,” she purred in my ear and that was the last straw.

With one swift motion, I scooped her up into my arms and headed toward the pool house, our bodies pressed together. Maya’s hands instantly went around my neck and her lips to my neck. Now it was my turn to feel the electricity that was sparking between us. Damn, no one had made me feel this hot before and I was ready to ignite. It was fucking euphoric.

When we reached the pool house, I let out a guttural grow and pushed her back against the door and pinned my lips to hers. Our lips hungrily moved together as I pinned Maya firmly against the pool house door. My member throbbed painfully while I ground my hips against hers. God she felt so good right there and I knew she would be mine. There was no turning back now. I moaned into our kiss, our tongues feverishly danced, making me want to rip her clothes off right here in the hallway.

In one swift motion, I opened the door and entered the dark room, our hands groping each other's body and not missing a beat with the movement. I moved my hips against her as we crashed into every wall possible before we made it to the daybed in the back only seen through the moonlight.

"I want you so fucking bad," Maya purred lustfully into my ear, her lips and teeth now teasing my ear lobes.

I quickly pulled off Maya’s dress, massaging my hands down along her new exposed ribcage. She moaned against my lips, her lips tasting lightly like Jack Daniels and liquorish. Oh, this was fucking intoxicating and could truly be considered a drug.

Maya rocked her hips forward and moved against my strained erection and I couldn’t help but let out a growl. My hands were moving all over her body and I couldn’t miss the way she bit down on her lower lip as moved against me. The next thing I knew, I was propping myself on my elbow as I sucked her perfectly hard nipples on the bed. Fuck, her skin was just as sweet as her lips…

Maya tossed her head back in sheer ecstasy while I nibbled and sucked on her perfect breast, my fingers teasing her through her panties. As I worked, she tugged my shirt over my head, running her fingers over my abs and deathbat tattoo before sneaking them just below the waistline of my pants. “Oh…fuck…” I moaned soundlessly against her skin.

“Please don’t fucking tease me…I just may explode right here,” I practically begged, watching as she now unbuckled my pants and boxers and pushed them down my legs. Maya licked her lips as soon as she caught sight of the demon I had been hiding down below. Now he was ready and ready to play.

I quickly grabbed Maya around the waist and tossed her down onto the bed. I had to have her and I had to have her now. I couldn’t stand it anymore but Maya had other plans.

The next think I knew, Maya had pushed me backwards and took the head of my cock into her mouth. I moaned as she started to move up and down the length, softly stroking the extra shaft with her right hand.

"Holy fuck!!!"I rasped and she quickened her pace, causing me to dig my fingers into the bed sheets beside me.

Maya hummed in appreciation of my approval and I involuntarily bucked his hips, causing her to take me deeper. Her other hand gently massaged my balls and I could feel them begin to tighten beneath her touch. She was driving me wild and if she kept that up I was going to cum.

“Wait,” I rasped, gently pushing her away. Those dark eyes looked up at me in confusion. I shook my head with a smirk, pulled her to the edge of the bed, and removed her lace panties. She looked so much more beautiful like this and I was ready to lose my fucking mind.

With a wicked smirk, I teasingly pressed my tip against her core, carefully rubbing my length through her wet folds and she moaned my name and wriggled beneath me. That was the fucking hottest thing a woman could do right there, and she sounded so good with my name on her lips.

“Fuck me, Matt,” she said, wiggling against me. “Please…”

I pulled her hips up for a better angle and then slammed my full length deep inside her. She was so tight and I had to focus on not letting everything all go right there. It had been too long since I last had her, but this thing right here, this girl had turned my world around.

“Fuck,” I rasped, gritting my teeth as I plunged in and out of her.

"Oh my fucking god, Matt," Maya screamed as I picked up the pace and began pounding into her, reaching that most tender area. I gripped her hips and plunged in deeper and faster, her hands grasping at the sheets and arching her back. She was so close to the edge and I could feel her walks starting to tighten. She closed her eyes and moaned with each thrust to her G-spot.

“Oh…God…”Maya cried as I leaned forward and bit into the side of her neck. She was so close now that if I looked up I could see it in her eyes, and I wasn’t that far behind her. She was just so tight and felt so good. “I’m so close!”

That was all it took before my self-control was gone and I plunged into her mercilessly. Oh that sweet release was so close. Maya’s inner walls vised down around my dick just as I spilled inside of her, collapsing on top of her.

“Damn…that was…” I said hoarsely, lost for words. I moved over to the space on the bed next to her and pulled her perfect body into me. Feeling her this close to me sent my desire for Maya back on overdrive. I just came like a motherfucker, and yet I still wanted to be back inside her. I was already turning hard at the thought.

“I love you, Matt…” Maya whispered, leaning up to kiss me before getting up and pulling my t-shirt on. Damn she looked hot like that but what was she doing?

“I love you too,” I tried to say but nothing came out again, but at least she saw me say it this time. Maya just nodded and pulled me up with a mischievous look on her face.

“Come on, Big Guy,” she purred, passing me my clothes. “Let’s get you home so I could take care of you…” Maya was still drunk but I knew she was quickly sobering up. “And don’t you think for a second we are anywhere near done…”

That was my girl!

Notes

So here is a nice long Matt chapter for all you Matty lovers (Kimmie that one's for you! ;) ) with some nice Mattaya smutt! Tell us what you think! :)