Brian’s POV

It was hard for me to suppress the rage inside of me.
Why in hell did she go away? Why would she run away?
And why would Matt plant seeds in my head about her leaving?
She wouldn’t be leaving like that, would she?

Had I done something wrong? I just wanted to help Maya?! So what was wrong about that…
Would she really think after Matt was at our room that I would be doing god knows what with her best friend?
Did she think I would betray her with her best friend? With one of my friends?
For gods sake, she was Matt’s girlfriend?
Would she really think something like that? How could she?!

Thoughts were running through my head the entire time and when I finally got a lead on where Avery was from Jimmy I took off into a dead run to the room, leaving Maya and Matt in the corridor.
I knocked on the door it was past midnight already and when Jimmy opened the door I found Avery and Jess lounging on the bed, an empty bottle of Patron next to it and I tried to calm down my fried nerves.

She was partying here with Jess and Jimmy and I was freaking worried that she left me? That she would be heading home while I was still searching for her?!
I clapped Jimmy’s back thanking him for telling me where my girlfriend was and motioned for Avery to get up “Let’s go” I didn’t want to say more, was afraid I couldn’t hold everything in that I was feeling right now.

I knew I had to talk to her and would talk to her but only when we were alone in our room, just her and me, like I had planned right from the beginning, but totally different… how could all this go so wrong?

I grabbed Avery’s hand and dragged her along the floor back to our room, she looked uncertain and did I see disappointment in her eyes?
When I got her back in our room I sat her down on the bed, pacing the space before her, looking at her every now and then but not saying a word. I had to concentrate not to yell, how hurt I felt that she ran away… without even asking me what happened…

“Do we gonna stare at each other without talking?” Avery said quietly and my head snapped to her.
“Depends” I gritted out.
“On what?” Avery’s eyes narrowed and that frustrated me even more.
“If you will tell me why the fuck you ran away? Do you know I was fucking worried? Didn’t we have that discussion just a day ago?! God damn, I thought you were back on your way to Daddy!” Smooth Haner, really damn smooth. I rubbed a hand down my face and was about to tell her I didn’t mean to yell when Avery surprised me.

“Maybe I should be!” She crossed her arm before her chest making her breasts pop up and I mean even in a situation like this I was only a man…
“What do you mean you should be? Could you fucking clue me in what this is about?” I took a step towards her and then got down before her, making her look into my eyes.
“Well, maybe you don’t need me here. Maybe you could have enough fun without me…” She said and I heard the hurt in her voice.
“What?” I couldn’t have heard her correctly.
“Why would you leave on an evening you tell me is just for us and meet with Maya? And even lie to me Brian? If you start lying on little things like that, what else will you lie about to me?” Avery didn’t meet my eyes and I was too stunned to speak, what?!

“I planned to come right back to you. I was gone for what 20 minutes? You should have been in the bathtub, I planned to join you… and than we would go out tonight, you and me Avery. I planned to distract you knowing you were restless because of the talk tomorrow, I wanted to make you feel loved and that you know I was always with you no matter what happens.. that you just had to trust me but… apparently you don’t.” I shook my head not able to sort through all the thoughts that were running around in my head.

Avery looked towards the window, a tear rolled down her cheek breaking my heart even more, how could this evening go down the drain like this?

“Then why did you lie! Why did you not tell me you met with Maya? Why make a secret out of it?” Avery raised her voice and I felt bad for telling her this now, because I promised Maya not to say it but if Avery wouldn’t believe me any other way?!

“Because Maya asked me to… She asked me not to tell you, she wanted to talk to me about Matt, because she and I… well we have the same thinking in certain things, and no not like you think right now. We are just more alike than we first thought, she is freaking out because she is afraid of losing Matt because she can’t give him back what he is giving her, and she wanted to get my opinion on it, knowing I was the most similar to her. There, you happy now?!” I asked and felt even worse for telling her too much.

“Why didn’t she ask me? I’m her best friend… I talked to Matt, I could have helped her…” Avery asked quietly and I closed my eyes, somehow this conversation was getting worse and worse.
“She knew that you are someone who loves easily, and I don’t mean that in any way bad, love. I mean you give your love so easily and freely, but for others it’s not as easy. I told her that I was afraid saying it back, haven’t said it to anyone before… but after telling you how much I loved you, I told her that it was the best feeling in the world, loving you and knowing you love me back…” I crawled closer to her, making her tear filled eyes meet mine.

“Listen Ave, I don’t want you to leave me and I didn’t want to lie to you. I just kept a promise to another friend, if you thought that I would be lying to you about something else or something big I am sorry, and believe me I wouldn’t do that. I won’t let you leave tomorrow.. or rather today… but just as you talked to Matt about Maya, Maya might needed another opinion about Matt from me. I would never betray you with her if you think about anything like that, you have my heart, Ave. You and no one else… and do you think I would risk my pretty face with raging Matt’s wrath? I don’t think so.” I teased Avery and she chuckled while another tear ran down her face.

“I feel stupid… I know I can trust Maya and you, and it wasn’t really that you were meeting her, it was more that you lied to me about meeting with the guys… When Matt stood at my door not knowing anything about a meeting I knew you lied and I felt… betrayed. I felt like I needed fresh air to breathe through, to get my head clear… then I ran into Jess and Jimmy and I was glad I had some company. I didn’t want you to worry, Brian. I am sorry for that… but please, promise me not to lie to me.” Avery said and I put my hands on her cheek, making her look at me.

“I promise, but if a friend asks me to keep something private, I have to. You would do the same for Maya, right? But then I will find a way to tell you what’s going on so you don’t have to worry, okay?” She nodded and I leaned in, my lips brushing gently over hers.

“I thought you were gone… god, Matt thought you might have left… Do you realize how fast my heart was pounding when I couldn’t find you anywhere, when I noticed your phone was still in the room and I couldn’t reach you? Do you know the panic I felt, that you went away without telling me why and without saying goodbye, Ave?” I placed more and more kisses on Avery’s lips until she finally relaxed and melted into my body.

I pushed her down on the bed, my body covering hers and I tried to make her feel just how much I loved her. I had imagined this evening going completely different, but in the end it would be the same, I would keep Avery by my side, make love to her and tell her just how much she meant to me and I would hope that would be enough, enough for her to stay with me, when everything would come crashing down when her Dad would arrive.

Jess’ POV

I looked over at Jimmy and this wicked gleam was back in his eyes. As soon as Brian had come walking in our room dragging an uncertain looking Avery away, Jimmy had closed the distance between us and had his arms wrapped back around me.

He was about to kiss me when I pulled away he frowned “What? I know I didn’t plan this evening ending like this but-”

“No, I mean… I enjoyed spending time with you and Avery… and that she.. ahh.. well interrupted us, didn’t upset me at all. I mean.. didn’t upset me that much, this comes out totally wrong.. but I mean I could spend my nights like this forever… I just… Do you think they can figure it out?! I feel bad for Avery… do you know what was going on between Brian and Maya?” I asked and Jimmy shook his head a smile spreading over his face.

“Don’t worry about them, Maya would never in this world have anything with Gates they are way too similar to each other. What got me worried is that Maya rather talked to him then me, but that’s a question to ask during the next days and not now. Right now the only thing I can think about is having you in that bed, cuddled to me.” Jimmy said and I smiled, he was good at distraction that was sure, but still I had this bad feeling.

“And what will you do tomorrow when Mr. Jacobson is here? How will you manage that they can stay? How will you support Avery? Do you have a plan? Should I be there? I want to help, but I’m also afraid if I barge into something I will lose this job and I really really need this job, you know?” I asked and Jimmy moved me backwards until my legs hit the bed.

“We will figure something out, believe me. I won’t let the Little Gnome and my Knife Girl go. We need them here and we need you here. There is no way around it, they are family and even if Lar-bear thinks he can take them, we will get them back. But Matt and Brian can be very very clear in what they want, and they normally get it, so there is not much to worry about, okay?” Jimmy had pressed me on the bed, I lay flat with my back on the mattress Jimmy looming over me.

“God, your blue eyes making me drown in them, they are so clear, I never want to look away.” He whispered and his eyes were doing the same thing to me but then he shook his head as if he planned to shake of some spell.
“But if don’t feel like it anymore, just one word and I will be gone… just one.” Jimmy whispered his lips only inches away from mine.

“I.. I don’t want you to go, but I don’t know if we should do this now?! I’m sorry, does that make sense?” I whispered against his lips, I wanted to kiss him, kiss him badly, but I didn’t want to rush it now.

I mean, we wanted to do this since we left the bar, but now after hearing Avery and drinking the whole bottle of Patron my mind was over thinking everything and I didn’t like that, normally I was not thinking so much before doing it, I just did it, but when I had too much time to think I was over thinking and that mostly ruined it all.

“Okay.” Jimmy said and pushed away from me and I felt the loss of him immediately, what? Why was he pushing away, I didn’t want him to go.. I just.. see that’s what happens.
“What? What are you doing now?” I asked almost panicked and Jimmy gave me a smile, why was he always laughing or smiling, how did he do that?

“Don’t worry, my Queen. I understand, I understand you better than anyone else, never forget. But I rather leave you now, or I might ravish you in your sleep. I can’t trust myself around you and I don’t wanna scare you.” Jimmy said and I had to chuckle “That bad, huh?” I wanted to tease him but he looked serious “You have no idea.”

He got up from the bed and went to the door, he paced a time or two until I joined him “Maybe, after everything is settled with Larry, we all go out together, you get to know me even better and then we start this night over again?” Jimmy asked and I nodded “Yes, even though.. I still don’t want you to leave… you could still… stay?” I asked and Jimmy shook his head, a sad expression on his face “No, I need to go. I couldn’t stay… I wish I could, but we will see us tomorrow, and I promise you everything will work out fine and I tomorrow I will sweep you off your feet.” With that Jimmy placed a small kiss on my lips that lasted not nearly long enough for me and then he opened the door and went out.

I sighed and let myself drop down on the floor, why did I send him away? I wanted him to stay, why was I not following what my heart told me?
Why was my head coming in between it now?

I walked back to the bed and found Jimmy’s phone on the nightstand.
Shit, he forgot.. Would he need it?
I was debating with myself to bring it to him or leave it… Would he come back? Did I want him to come back?
Should I bring it? Would he want me to come to him?

I took the phone in my hand, weighing my options and when I finally decided I would bring it, I opened my door and Jimmy stood there, his hand up as if he was about to knock and I smiled “Hey”
“You forgot…” I started and Jimmy nodded. “I did”
I looked at him and this time my head shut down and my heart ruled, I wrapped my arms around his neck and pulled him into a kiss, while dragging him into my room.
He shut the door with his foot and we stumbled into my room, we were crashing into chairs and the closet until we finally landed on the bed.

He didn’t give me much time to get air into my lungs but I liked it, his wild and hungry kisses were addicting.
“Oh damn, Jess” Jimmy groaned and I fumbled with his shirt, trying to pull it over his head, while leaving his lips just for the shortest time possible.
Jimmy’s hands had already opened my pants and I tried to shrug out of them, while his shirt finally landed on the floor.
I let my hands wander from his shoulders down his chest and over his stomach down, down until I could feel his hard member in his pants.
“Yes” I said absently, knowing exactly what I wanted and that soon I would get it.

When we were both finally naked and Jimmy had me caged beneath his body he placed kisses all over my body, he was murmuring sweet things about waiting for me, and calming him down, that all combined with his hands kneading and massaging my body all over had me in a puddle before we even started.

I was on the edge, his fingers trailed my wet folds until one long finger slipped inside and my hips bucked up, shit… It had been way too long for me without sex, I just realized and Jimmy was blogging my mind. Everything else was nonexistent anymore… just him and me and the feeling of his finger inside me.

When I began to moan, I knew I needed more than just his fingers, I needed him fully and I needed him soon.
“Jimmy.. please.. More!” I arched my back up and Jimmy sucked my nipple into his mouth, he whispered against my skin, making my body feel so alive like never before.
“Beautiful, so beautiful…” He let go of my breasts and his fingers left me, I whimpered at the sudden loss but then Jimmy finally moved. He was pulling a condom on then he positioned himself between my legs and I grabbed his face, I kissed him hard, to let him know just how much I wanted him right now, he groaned into our kiss and then moved slowly forward, inch by inch he entered me and stretched me.

“Oh god! Yes” I moaned and Jimmy growled “So fucking good… and tight”
“Please, move” I grabbed his shoulders hard, I knew my nails must dig into his skin.
“Yes, my Queen” He began to increase his pace, he slammed in and out of me and I couldn’t keep the moans from escaping my lips. When he shifted his position more and he lifted my leg up and slipped even deeper with each stroke I tumbled over the edge.
I loudly yelled his name and soon I felt Jimmy stiffen and he groaned my name and his movement got sloppier until he was spend and dropped down on top of me. He shifted us to the side, but was still joined with me.

“Wow” I panted and Jimmy smiled yet again “Yes.. wow” He replied a smirk on his face.
“I’m glad you forgot your phone”
“Yes… forgot” Jimmy nodded still smirking. “You sneaky man” I slapped his shoulder playfully and he grinned.

“What? That happens… I forget a lot of things, ask the others, they know” He justified himself.
“I’m glad you forgot it this time.” I air quoted ‘forgot’ with my fingers and Jimmy laughed loudly.
“I told you I couldn’t trust myself with you.. and now look what this got us… a happy ending” He grinned and I nodded he was right, and I was glad that this time my heart won over my head, but was that really a good idea?

Notes

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Sooo Jimmy and Jess finally did it :P What do you say?

And Brian and Avery made up, but what will happen when Larry is back?!
And the same with Maya and Matt?!

Tell ussss!