Maya’s POV

I was drunk off my ass, and I was glad I had the little Gnome with me or I wouldn’t have found home or rather to the hotel anymore.
But how was it possible that she wasn’t as drunk as Jess and I were?

Must be the dancing, after I had the god knows what drink I had to quit the dancing for a while, while Jess and Ave had been still on the dance floor and I had to drag them down there for a couple of times.

When we were riding back in the cab I couldn’t stop from giggling and laughing and everything sounded too good in this state of mind. And I had to say even though I had been drunk a couple of times with the guys and on the road now, I haven’t been as drunk as I was now.

And it was amazing, but what always popped up in my mind now was Matt’s handsome face, his dimpled smile and his strong arms, his tattoo’s and those hazel eyes… I could really loose myself in his eyes.

Have I just said that out loud? Or was I thinking? I shrugged when Avery finally opened the door and stopped, she said something but I didn’t register, then I saw the man that had invaded my thoughts the entire time and I had no idea why I shouldn’t jump right into his arm.

“We were waiting for you to get back,” Matt’s voice sounded and I grinned, he really was here, my mind wasn’t playing tricks on me. But he sounded mad, why would my big guy be mad? I had no idea and my drunken mind didn’t want to think about it, my mind just wanted to kiss him.. tell him how much I missed him and kiss him again, and do some more things to his gorgeous body.

“Matt!” I yelled and ran towards his big body and jumped up and he caught me just in time, looking a little stunned when I told him “I missed you, big guy…I really missed you,” I kissed him between each word and he smiled into our kiss, apparently his bad mood was slowly vanishing.

Why would he be mad in the first place? We did have a fight or something, but again, my brain refused to work and was singing some drinking song and was apparently out of commission for the rest of the night.

Matt was out of the door before I even realized we had moved and I was pressed against the wall “Fuck Maya, what are you doing to me?!” Matt groaned then his lips were on my neck, sucking and nibbling on my skin and I moaned.

He felt so good, his strength and the way he was pressed against me was turning me on even more.
“I need you, Matt. Deep and hard… I need you to fuck me, make love to me… please” I groaned into his ear, while I let my nails run over his head, he shivered against me.
“Damn it, Maya. We need to talk” He said but I felt his lips on me again, he could talk all he wanted, as long as he got undressed and got to work at the same time.

“I heard your song in the cab ride back here, you voice screaming through the speakers… my panties were soaked, Matt… all for you” I told him, and he groaned, his hips moved forward pressing his erection against me and I wiggled in his grip.
“We are still in the hallway…” He moaned and I crashed my lips against his, not caring who saw us or where we were.

“Let me just-” Matt tried to move away from the wall, and slowly let me down his body, and I smiled again feeling his erection so hard and proud standing on attention for me.
I wanted to go down on my knees and pull that zipper open and suck him into my mouth, being so hungry for him when I was suddenly pulled up again “MAYA, fuck… wait” Matt stood hovering over me and I realized that I hadn’t been just thinking that. I was down on my knees before Matt, and he looked at me so aroused, liking the way this was going but being a lot more sober than I was so he wouldn’t let me do this in a public place.

“But I want you” I pouted and Matt pulled me up, then he lifted me over his shoulder and ran to our room door, he nearly kicked the door open and then let me down on the bed and I was fumbling with the zipper of my dress, wanting to get rid of it as soon as possible.

“Babe, wait.. Maya… We need to talk” Matt crouched down before me, stilling my hands and I frowned, why would he stop me?
Didn’t he want me?
“You don’t want me?” I asked and realized that this evening there was really no filter between my thoughts and the words coming out of my mouth, it normally was already just a slight filter mostly it just got out, but right now… no filter… thoughts and right out of my mouth.

“God, babe.. I want you more than anything, here-” He took my hand and held it to his straining erection, he even opened the button and the zipper that hard was he. “It’s already painful” He whispered and I cupped his face in my hands making him look at me “I know… I’m hurting too, for you.” I said and Matt gave me a small smile.

“Before I fuck you senseless because that is what I want and need to do, babe… I need to settle this between us. Babe, I was worrying… Don’t leave without a freaking message. Even if we fight, I need to know where you are… I thought about earlier… and damn Maya, I just love you so bad, that I want to spend as much time with you that I can. I don’t mean to cage you in or to keep you away from your friends, I just want you to want to be with me as bad as I want to be with you” Matt sounded sad and I didn’t like that, I wanted him to feel good, because I was feeling good too.

“You have been in my every thought; you were on my mind the entire time. God, I missed you even though I had seen you just a couple of hours before… How can I say this to make it any clearer to you, Matt? I have never felt this connection to any guy before, I never been this devoted to anyone… I never had this much feelings for anyone then you, my heart is pounding faster when I see you, when your hands touch my skin, there are sparks, when I only think about your lips on mine I get a flutter in my stomach, I’ve never felt this way before.” All these thoughts were in my head and I didn’t know how to tell him, but apparently I didn’t have to, cause Matt suddenly had me pushed back against the mattress, his lips were on mine in a gentle way “Maya” he moaned and it sounded so soft and sweet that I had no idea my name could be said that way.

“Let me make love to you, babe. I need to” Matt continued and I nodded, not trusting my voice.
“Good, because that’s what you deserve” And next he helped me sit up again and then his hand moved over my body, he had me naked and beneath him in no time, his clothes also gone and then his hand were kneading and massaging my curves, his lips seeking mine, his erection teasing but not entering, he seemed on a mission to drive me wild and he was succeeding.

My head was still spinning from the alcohol and now Matt was only intensifying that sensation with his fingers and lips and his oh so hard cock. “Please Matt… I need you”
“I need you too, babe.” Matt groaned and finally settled between my legs, his erection slowly entering me.

Inch by inch he made me squirm and moan and I nearly couldn’t handle the sensation of fullness.
“Matt! MORE!” I moaned and he began to pull out, completely gone, then pushed back in with again such slowness that he was making me scream for more and more.
“God, Maya… I love you” I heard Matt’s voice and I nodded saying things I had no control over, alcohol and the pure feeling of ecstasy was making me unable to think and stop my lips from moving.

When he finally increased his pace and slammed in and out of me, he groaned, my hands were running over his back and shoulder, scratching his skin and making him groan even more.
“Cum for me, babe” Matt moaned into my ear and I felt the sensation of my orgasm building up.
“Yes! MATT! YES!” I yelled when I was finally pushed over the edge by him.

I heard his groan and then felt him spurt inside of me. “Oh god, M. I missed you too. Don’t let us fight…” Matt murmured and pulled me closer to him, his skin was sweat slicked but it smelled so good like him that I cuddled only closer, burying my head into his neck and let me feel loved by him.

“And how was your evening?” Matt’s deep chuckle rumbled in my ear and I sighed, nearly fallen asleep with his scent around me and his strong arms caging me in.
“Good.. we had fun. A girls night was really needed… and yours?” I slurred back and Matt sighed “Not that good, but at least ended on a perfect note, with you’re here in my arms and right where you belong.” Matt chuckled and I had to smile.

“How did you find out that we were gone?” I asked curiously and Matt brushed the hair from my face, and then he lovingly kissed the tip of my nose “We were heading to Ave and Jess room, thought you would be there.. I wanted to talk to you to get this straight and Brian wanted the same, then Jimmy told us that Jess said something about the girl’s night… so we wanted to follow you, but didn’t know where… then we decided to call you, but of course none of you picked up.” Matt looked at me with narrowed eyes “Oh.. Jess still got our phones” I chuckled and Matt sighed “I really shouldn’t let you out of my sight, should I?”

“We will find a middle way, I promise… but I really wanted you with me by the end of the night, I think I might have gotten on Ave’s nerves.” I grinned remembering some of the things I had pointed out about Matt in the club.
“Why that?” He grinned at me showing me one of the things I really loved about him, those gorgeous dimples.

“Ah doesn’t matter- Maybe Ave will reveal some to you” I smiled and turned around, so he could spoon up behind me.
“I need to sleep now, babe… my head is still spinning, from you and the alcohol” I grinned and Matt chuckled “Goodnight babe” He kissed my temple and I think I heard him tell me he loved me again just before I fell asleep.

Jess’ POV

I was confused and drunk when Jimmy had greeted us in the lobby of the hotel. He had hugged us all but then his attention had been on me and he had dragged my away from the girls.

This whole evening had been nothing but fun but also was so confusing that I had no idea in which direction I should be thinking right now.

I had finally been able to ask Maya the questions I had been so curious about, about her and Jimmy, and she had been so honest with me, told me about her feelings and how this worked with her and Jimmy, and then again in the car she made totally different statements and I had no idea what to think now!

Should I talk to Jimmy about it? But that would ruin the mood…
And I had no idea if Jimmy was as much into all this as I was even though normally I could look right through him, this time I apparently couldn’t.

“Where are we going, Jimmy?” I asked giggling and Jimmy just kept on walking.
“I found a good place for us to be” He said and looked at me with a grin.
“You drank much, right?” He continued when I didn’t reply and then I nodded “Too much I think” I had to admit and he chuckled.
“Right, so… I know the perfect place to be. Because, I also drank a lot tonight, then I had been waiting for you all night and I had to fucking wait.. which results in getting hungry, and now your turn” He said and suddenly stopped making me bump into his body.

“Hmm… I like the way you are thinking, but first things first.” He grinned and steadied me with his hands to my hips, but even though he said something different his thumb kept caressing my skin.
“I still have no idea what you are talking about” I chuckled and Jimmy opened the door next to us.
“The kitchen, everybody is gone now, I kept my eyes on it… and from waiting and drinking I get fucking hungry, so let’s make something to eat for us… and then… you are my dessert” Jimmy grabbed me closer and his lips captured mine in a long kiss.

I already forgot again why we had been standing here when he pulled away and pushed me through the door he held open and we stood in the kitchen of the hotel.
“What if someone catches us here?” I whispered and Jimmy just smirked.
“I am the Knife Master, no one will catch us” He sounded so cocky and sure of himself that I just had to believe him.

“Okay, if you say so.” I smiled and smelled the food, god… it smelled so good and my stomach began to grumble only thinking about all the food.
“I knew you were hungry… you are so fitting to me, my Queen, it’s almost freaks me out” Jimmy said and went further, pulling open fridges and putting out different kind of ingredients.
“I will make you the perfect sandwich, don’t tell me what you want or like, I know I will figure it out.” Jimmy said and I nodded, trying not to look too amused, let’s see how good he could read my mind.

About 10 minutes later, Jimmy had made at least 4 different kinds of sandwich and let me chose which I wanted to eat, and I had to say, my god, they were all amazing.

We ate and he stole some drinks and then we moved out of the front entrance, no one was noticing from where we came and I had to admit this little trip to the kitchen had been exactly what I needed and again this feeling of Jimmy being beside me was all I needed settled in.

And again the question about him and Maya were nagging on my mind. “What are you thinking about, my Queen?” He said even before I could finish my thought.
“You don’t wanna know” I felt a blush creep up into my face and Jimmy shook his head vehemently.
“I can’t believe that. Come on, tell me.” He tried again and I sighed.

“About Maya…” I finally admitted and Jimmy lifted an eyebrow then thought and his face lit up as if he found the answer “She and Matt will make up, they probably are at it right now, and the same with Ave and Brian, don’t worry about them… Especially Matt and Maya, they are both hot tempered and bull heads… but they forget and make up as fast again and Ave and Brian… they will come around too. Brian is new to all this and Ave is too shy to stand up for her sometimes, but they will and I bet tomorrow everyone is happy and fine again.” Jimmy finished and I gapped at him.

“You know pretty much about all of them.” I said and didn’t really know if I liked the thought or not.
“Well, I know the guys since I was this big” He held his hand up “And I see the girls since weeks around us and we are around them all the time, so that’s just something you quickly pick up and why do you look not happy about that, Jess?” Jimmy asked the question so fast that I nearly didn’t realize it.

“I-I.. look, I don’t know what to think. When I am with you, you make me feel… you make me feel special and I want to spend more time with you, but the thought that it’s not only me… that is disturbing, you know… and I know I don’t have any right to-” I couldn’t finish cause a finger was pushed in front of my lips stopping me.

“What do you mean, not the only one? You are my Queen, my Knife Mistress, I didn’t know there is any way to mistake that, is there?” Jimmy asked and he looked really shocked.
“I know about you and Maya” I let out quietly and earned a chuckle from Jimmy, but he didn’t say anything else.
“You don’t wanna talk about it?” I asked and didn’t look up, until I felt a long finger underneath my chin, making me look up.

“Maya and I are friends, she is wonderful and crazy, but she is not you. I would never want to lose her, as my friend… but you… my queen are so much more.” Jimmy looked me deeply in the eyes “Your touch, not only calms me down, it brings me to another world, your eyes they make me want to not look at anything else again, you read me like no one else, you- Jess- are more than all I ever known before… and never… ever question that. Because… that is just ridiculous.” Jimmy finished and then his lips crashed down on mine and somehow in this kiss, I felt how honest he was with me and the nagging thoughts slowly began to disappear from my mind.

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