I followed my dad downstairs, I just passed in front of them, they were just somehow busy talking but as soon as they saw me, they stopped. They both looked at me, desesparated. I put my jacket on and opened the front door. I sat onto concrete and lit up my cigarette. After a minute or two, I heard the door open behind me. I heard the person sighed awkwardly. She sat next to me. I looked away.

"I'm sorry it had to happen like this.." Her voice was soft and still the same as before. "I just.."

"I don't want to talk with you." I said rudly as she was starting her sentence. I inhaled the smoke from my last bit of cigarette and threw it onto the floor.

"I just want you to know that I still lov.."

"Didn't you fucking hear me?! I've had enough of this bullshit, I don't want to hear anything!" I said loudly as I covered my ears, that she could understand that I was serious. She stood up and put herself in front of me. I just looked at her feet and her perfect curvy waist.

"Will you stop being so selfish at the end, Brian?!" She yelled to me.

"Oh shut up.." I whimpered as I took my face into my hands.

"No! You fucking shut up! Brian, I left you because I was fucked up in my head! Couldn't you just understand that?! I loved you and I regretted it really much, I wanted to come back but your dad told me how.."

"How fucked up I was?! Is that you wanted to say?! Cause yeah, you left me to be better but what did you give anyone else in return?! NOTHING! You just made it worst, Who's fucked up now?! Me! And because of who?! YOU! After that, you call me fucking selfish?!" I stood up and yelled at her, looking straight into her eyes. Our faces were pretty close, I was mad, but somehow I could control myself, cause I knew that in all these years that past, that if I would have seen her again, I would just have killed her. She turned herself and started to cry. Somehow I felt bad for her. She wiped her tears and looked at me again.

"It really wasn't my intention.. I wish I could have go back in time and stay with you. I wasn't thinking straight anymore. I loved you so much but.."

"But? If you really loved me that much you would just have fucking stayed! You see the result now! I fucking hate you. I don't even miss you!" I said as I knew deep down it was a total lie, I really missed her. But in the same time, I was hating her so badly. "Why did you fucking come back?!"

"Because I miss you.." She said as she looked into my eyes.

"Well I don't. I have the money and all the chicks I want. Really Hayley! The last thing I want around is you." I said as I laughed sarcastically, but my throat was betraying me. I felt it squeezing and hard to sound happy. I turned around to enter back into the house when she grabbed my arm. I pushed her away.

"You're lying! I know you Brian, you wouldn't care so much, you wouldn't hate me if you didn't like me anymore!" She yelled to me before I could open the door.

"Oh fuck off, Hayley! Why don't you just fucking go away?! Nobody needs you here! Just leave me alone!" I said as I spit onto the ground, keeping myself to not spit on her. I opened the door and crossed the living room, trying to get away from her. She kept on talking, kept on following me, kept on making me rage even more.

"You're wrong, Brian! You need me he.." Before she could finish her sentence, I turned myself to her, I didn't know how to control myself anymore.

" WILL YOU SHUT UP?!" I stepped forwards her on every words, raising my voice even louder. I raised my hand up in the air, ready to slap her. She just deserved it.

"BRIAN! STOP! I heard my dad behind me, he held my arm before I could even beat her off. I took the time to look at her, she was hiding her face with her arms, she looked so vulnerable. I could have never hurt her before. I just wasn't me anymore.

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