Denial

He heard her toss and turn in her room, the squeaking of the bed, her footsteps entering the bathroom, the sound of water out of a faucet. This situation was driving Johnny crazy. He had already forgotten why he agreed to go along with this scam. After what had happened tonight with that lousy ex of hers, he wanted to tell her what was in his heart, that he had wanted her from the first minute they met, that she was everything he ever dreamed of, that he was sure about how he wanted to continue, how he wanted this to end. But he also knew that he couldn't tell her, she would just run away.... Just like she had did just now.
The feeling of having her in his arms was too good to be true, she was sleeping so peacefully and he could only think on how they would go to sleep together every night, waking up together every morning, by rays of sun this time, not by asshole exes. He turned around on the couch, not able to let sleep take him, his head was so full, so full of her.

"Fuck this!" he let out softly, while he sat up and let his head rest in his hands "I'm going to tell her anyway, she can't deny this, she can't deny the feelings between us". He got up from the couch and made his way over, carefully not to startle her.
Johnny walked towards her room, the door open, the pitch black needing some getting used to before he could make out her form in the bed. Nessa turned around in the bed again, throwing her blanket off and immediately pulling it over again. Johnny leaned against the doorpost and just looked at her, a smile creeping on his face. At least he wasn't the only one losing sleep over this.
"Damnit!" he heard her mutter before she turned to face him. He saw her eyes widen and broke the silence
"You not able to sleep?" he asked quietly.

She shook her head lightly as she turned on the night light, putting her in a soft light, making her even more beautiful than before.
"This is ridiculous" she let out on a sigh, while she got out of bed and started walking towards him. Her large sleeping shirt was filled with Hello Kitty drawings, it was pink with little bows and it was hardly meant to be sexy, but goddamn, it was sexy to him. He watched her making his way towards him, her body swaying, the look in her eyes not to be mistaken. There was not a single coherent thought in his mind anymore and it seemed like his body got separated from his brain. The upper one at least. He knew he had come here to tell her something, but even a gun to his head wouldn't make him remember what.

Nessa pulled him into the room and pressed her body to him. She moved her hand up and down his arm, while staring in his eyes and Johnny felt his heart rate pick up.
"Nessa, what are you doing?" he let out barely audible, still not really believing she was doing what he thought she was doing. It couldn’t be, it just couldn’t...
Nessa giggled lightly "If I have to elaborate on that, I'm not as good as I thought"
"But you...." he started, but was stopped by her finger on his lips.
"Don't talk, Johnny, we've talked so much, I have denied so much, now I just want to feel you"
She stepped back from him and he instantly shivered by the loss of her against his body, it felt cold. The heat returned right away when he saw why she moved away from him. Nessa crossed her arms over her stomach and grabbed for the hem of her shirt, pulling it over her head.

She stood there, in just her panties. Wearing nothing else. Her eyes were full lust, but had a shy streak when she let them dart to his crotch. The shyness was gone when she locked eyes with him again, and Johnny’s heart did strange things to him. It seemed to stop and then go back on, in overtime, beating so hard and fast, he was afraid it would definitely jump out of his chest. Nessa’s body was exactly right to him, curves at the right places and now he was this close to her, he had the feeling he should worship that body. He carefully put out his hand to softly touch her shoulder, almost sure he would be disappointed, almost sure this had to be a dream.

But as soon as he let his fingers slide over her bare arm, he knew this moment right here, was very real. He felt Nessa shiver under his touch, he didn’t know her that long, but he had the feeling he had waited forever to taste her, to touch her. Their kisses had been amazing, but not enough, not nearly enough.
Johnny let his fingers wander over her arm, when he reached her elbow he hesitated before he moved to her side. When he moved his finger to her torso, he put his hand on her side, spreading his fingers completely, not wanting to miss any skin he could possibly touch. She felt so good, he needed more. He let his other hand follow the curve of her hip, feeling the soft and inviting skin under his calloused fingers. Nessa took a deep breath, biting her bottom lip in pleasure, making Johnny let go of the breath he didn’t know he was holding. They glanced at each other at the same time, their eyes darker, almost black, lust filling them.

Nessa just stood there, enjoying the touch he was so carefully moving over her almost naked body. Without asking he knew exactly where to touch her, where he needed to go next. She didn’t need to guide him, she didn’t need to tell him or ask him, he just knew. All the doubts she had until now vanished with every little bit of tension that was in her body, until she was only filled with lust and excitement for that amazing man, staring at her as if he had won the lottery. Her lips parted when his hands moved upwards from her hips, over her sides, touching the bottom of her beautiful, perfectly round breasts. Her nipples were begging to be touched, to be kissed, to be sucked.

Johnny moved down to grant that wish and just before he connected his mouth to the hard nubs, he looked up at her. The sight of her filled him with so much affection that the words slipped his lips before he could stop them “I want to be your everything”
For a second he thought he would have ruined all, how could he be this stupid, saying something that important to her. He had to hold himself from clinging onto her, afraid she would disappear on him, but Nessa surprised him by unbuttoning his shirt, one torturing button at the time. With shaking hands, she finally made it to the bottom and she licked her lips as she pushed the shirt of his shoulders, letting it drop to the floor.

Nessa put her hand to his chest, her too was making sure this was really happening. She couldn’t deny the feelings she had for this man anymore. She needed to be with him, she needed him like the air she was breathing. She realized it when he send the Troll away, she didn´t want to second guess everything she was feeling anymore. Now he was this close to her, exploring her skin as if she was some long lost treasure made all the feelings come out. She had kept them well hidden when she met him, when she kissed him the first time and even when had kissed her again, but there was no stopping anymore. She wanted to be with him.

All Johnny’s nerve ends were on full attention now her little finger was tracing the lines of his tattoos, he felt so goddamn alive! They didn’t even kiss tonight, but his cock was dying to get some attention, almost getting painfully hard in his jeans. He wanted her bad, he needed her bad, it would be so easy to get pleasure for both of them quickly, but he wouldn’t, he wouldn’t rush this, he would take his time. Johnny moved his head down, placing kisses right under her ear, down her chest, little teasing kisses until he found her heartbeat, it was going just as fast as his, almost perfectly in sync. Johnny suckled the spot where her heartbeat was the strongest, kissed her, licked her, right down to her collarbone. Nessa let out a small sigh and pushed her body to his.

Johnny let his lips move away from her sweet skin and wrapped his arms around her body. He finally let his lips crash down on hers, they were kissing slowly, their mouths moving perfectly with each other, their tongues performing a slow, sensual dance. Now they had finally come to this moment it was like they both decided not to rush, to take their time.
While Johnny pushed her a little harder, his tongue a little more demanding, Nessa moved her hands to his back, digging her nails in as if she couldn’t hold on in any other way. Their kisses got more and more heated and Nessa melted against the hot man’s body.
“He is just as hot as he is cute” went through Nessa’s mind, just before his teeth dug into her bottom lip, letting his tongue go over it afterwards. A moan escaped her and she knew exactly where she wanted him.

She pushed him back to her bed, but just before she could push him on it, he took back control and turned them around, making her hit the bed first. He hovered over her, kissing every single bit of skin he came across until he found her mouth again. His jeans rubbed her through her panties and that little bit of friction almost drove her wild. Her hands wandered down his back, slipping right into his jeans, grabbing his ass cheeks through his boxers. They both knew that if Johnny would have been without his pants he would already been in her, and that was exactly the reason Johnny was happy he was still half dressed, he didn’t want to hurry, he wanted to be with her all night, make love to her all night. This way he would be able to resist all the temptations she was offering.

At this point, Nessa just want him to take her. The arousal was almost too much to bear, her core was aching for him to finally touch her there, to fill her, to finally let her feel how good this could be. Johnny kissed her until he left her breathless and then moved over her body again, his mouth so hot on her skin. When he had reached her nipple, and he put his mouth on it, she almost jolted from the bed and pushed herself up to get that wonderful friction with his jeans again. She didn’t want to speed him up, but she needed him so bad. She pushed herself to him even more. Johnny let out a chuckle and then looked up to her with an evil smirk.
“You can quit the laughing... I can see what you are doing” she grumbled.
“Oh yeah? And what is that?” Johnny smiled, starting his trail of crazy kisses again.
“You are trying to get back to me” Nessa pouted “for the times I said ‘no’ to you”
A deep chuckle escaped Johnny, making Nessa’s toes curl in pleasure.
“I just want to pleasure you, nothing else” Johnny kissed her lips again, this time the kiss was slow and sweet, while his hand made his way over her body, down to her breast, squeezing it softly, down her ribcage to her stomach, until he finally found the fabric of her panties. They were soaking wet.

This was too much to take for Johnny, he let his finger slip passed the seam and quickly slid one finger in her wet entrance. She was soaking wet, only for him. Nessa gasped as he pushed in a second finger and moved it in and out of her with an increasing speed. Her breaths got more shallow and her hips were moving involuntarily. Just as he felt that she would reach her breaking point, he pulled out. Nessa snapped her eyes open. She had been ready to give herself to the wave of ecstasy and then she didn’t get pushed over?
“You’re an asshole Johnny!” She looked at him angry, still not getting why he would torture her like that.
“Good things come to those who wait” he replied dryly, not even really believing his own words.

The tone in Johnny’s voice made Nessa want to punish him for what he did. She pushed him away from her a little and moved her hand over the jeanclad thigh of Johnny, until she reached the button and quickly opened it. His eyes widened “I’m in trouble now, aren’t I?”
Nessa just smiled as she continued opening Johnny’s pants. She pushed him back on the bed and took her sweet time, exploring his jeans, while completely ignoring the most needy part. He groaned at her actions, he knew she would want to get back at him. Nessa rolled down his jeans. He lifted his ass a little to help her remove it. Now it was her turn to put her whole body over Johnny’s as she moved in to get another one of his addicting kisses. Her leg between his caused him the friction he wanted so badly and it wasn’t long before he was grinding up to her, moving faster and faster.
Nessa moved her hand between them and grabbed his erection. She pumped up and down until Johnny got out of breath. Her hand quickly disappeared from his boxers, and he looked up to her in shock.
“All good things come to those who wait” she replied smartly before crashing her lips down on his again. She wanted to torture him just as much as he did her, but truth was. She needed him, just as much as he needed her, maybe even more.

It was time to quit the fooling around. Johnny turned them around and quickly removed the little piece of fabric that she was still wearing. Then he jumped off the bed to get a condom from his wallet and remove his own last piece of clothing. He rolled the condom over his cock and Nessa could only lick her lips at the sight, that man was so damn sexy, even putting on a condom got her squirming on the bed.

When he came back to her, Nessa spread her legs, more than willing to receive everything that Johnny was willing to give to her. He moved his erection over her wet slid a few times before slowly pushing in, giving her time to adjust.
“More!” She moaned, putting her nails into his ass, encouraging him to finally fill her completely. When he was finally buried deep inside of her, he started moving slowly, Nessa´s hands moving over his upper body, still not believing they were finally here.

Johnny made long and satisfying trusts, while they gazed into each other’s eyes. Both not able to hide the fact that they were getting close to their breaking points. Johnny felt the pressure build up in his balls and Nessa knew she was close to exploding. The split second they both finally reached their high, Johnny kissed her, no want or lust this time. Just love. He had no other choice than to give into it, he loved her even though he had promised himself not to go there anymore.

The kiss and the fact that Johnny kept thrusting in her, even though he must have been completely spend, gave Nessa the longest orgasm she ever had, the best orgasm she ever had. When she rode out her high and finally opened her eyes, she found Johnny’s staring at her, full of love, there was no mistaking that. And it scared her, it scared the shit out of her....

Notes

Because you guys asked so nicely! Another chapter!

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