Selena’s POV

I woke up in the hotel room this morning, I haven’t really slept the whole night. So many thoughts that were running around in my head… but I also felt excitement growing inside of me.
I would meet Matt later today, Matt… my savoir.
I smiled at the thought, I didn’t know where the smile came from but it felt good.

I needed to call Sam, I had to tell her that I was fine and that it wasn’t her fault. I knew she was blaming herself.. but that was for nothing.
And I had to get to my home, had to get some of my stuff at least for the next couple of days.
So that was my plan, call Sam and get some clothes.

I pulled my phone from my bag and called Sam’s number, but she didn’t pick up. Maybe she was still sleeping? But hopefully she was having nice make-up sex with her boy from the book, at least one of us should be happy, right?

“Hey sweetie, I got your message don’t worry. I stayed in a hotel, so I’m okay so far. I will call you again later on, but don’t blame yourself. I should have known better… and I think… this was for the best.
Soon I will feel better… Just wanted to let you know… and believe it or not, I have a date this evening so… life goes on… I’ll keep you updated.”

I left the message for her and felt better, this way she knew I was okay and I would call her again.
I thought about leaving to get some of my clothes but I was afraid of bumping into Trevor so I decided to get a shower first and wait a little more.
After I felt it was save to leave I breathed deeply in and out and drove over to our house.
His car was not in the driveway and no lights were on, I sighed in relieve.
I would quickly go in pack a big bag and be out of there as soon as I could.

No sooner said than done, it took me about 30 minutes to pack a big bag and pull all my important stuff in it, my laptop, my cosmetic supplies and some other important stuff. I would have to get back here soon, because I didn’t have enough clothes with me now, but I was glad to be out of here as soon as I could.
I left a note on the kitchen counter, just sayin:

FUCK YOU!
I don’t need you anyway!

I know it may be a little childish and immature, but I allowed myself that little slip.
With that said I left the house and made my way back to the hotel… everything took me way longer then I thought and now I should prepare myself for my meeting with Matt later on.
I didn’t want him to notice that something was wrong with me, not everybody had to know what was going on in my life right now.

Brian’s POV

“I want to let you in…Brian…” Sam’s soft voice sounded like music to my ears.
I swallowed thickly, I didn’t know why but my heart was beating faster and I looked at Sam, she looked so fragile.
No wonder, she just bared her soul to me, she laid everything open for me…
Even though she said, she didn’t want to talk about it, but to make me feel better and to explain to me, why she was acting this way, she did it anyway.
She opened her heart and let me in.
God, this woman will bring me to my knees…

“Sam.. I..” I couldn’t get anything else out, I knew what I had to do now, what I needed to do now.
I took her hand and held it to my lips, I softly placed small kisses on her knuckles, one after the other.
Her eyes were following my lips and I couldn’t look away from her.
Her cheeks were getting rosy and I smiled against her delicate fingers, she was so beautiful, her hair still damp from her shower, making my dick stir in my pants, even though my small kisses had nothing really sexual about it, right now… it was all about it.
About her nearness, her thigh brushing against mine, her fingertips now softly brushing my bottom lip…
“Sam, will you let me take care of you?” I ask her and my own voice sounded horase to my ears.
“Brian..” Was all she was getting out and that meant everything I needed her to say.

I got up from my sitting position and grabbed Sam bridal style in my arms, she lays her arms around my neck and holds on to me, her cheek resting underneath my chin against my chest, she must notice how quick my heart was beating right now.

I walked back to her bedroom, and I yearned to say our bedroom, but it was hers, not ours, sadly not ours.
I placed her on the bed and smiled down on her, she looked up to me, having trust in her eyes and god I never wanted to look away again.

I put my hands on the hem of her top and slowly pulled it over her head, she wasn’t wearing a bra and fucking hell, her nipples were already erect only waiting for my touch, for my licks… just for me.

I leaned down and did exactly that, I kneaded her breasts with my hands, leanded down and capturered her lips with mine, our kiss started slow and sensual but was getting more intense and wild with each passing second. I was softly pulling on her nipples and letting my thumb graze over it.

I only let go of Sam’s mouth to hear her soft moan, she lifted her hips up and I pulled the sweatpants down together with her panties. As soon as she lay naked on the bed beneath me I inhaled sharply.
I didn’t even realized how much I wanted to be inside her again, wanted to forget everything, wanted to feel close to her, feel as close as you could be with someone and I wanted that with her.

“Sam… babe…I need you.” I admitted and she smiled up to me “I need you, too. Inside me, Brian… I need you deep inside me.”
I got her double meaning and I felt the same way. I wanted to be inside of her, but not only with my dick. I wanted to leave something inside of her, a feeling of trust, of friendship and maybe… of love?!

I quickly shed my clothes and lay on top of her, Sam let her thighs fall open and I moved into the space between her legs, because that was the place where I wanted to be the most right now, having her in my arms and being able to make her feel good and see her smile up to me.
I braced my weight on my elbows and leaned down, placing kisses along her jawline while murmuring “Are you ready for me, babe?”
I feel her nod against my face “Are you wet for me?” I ask again and hear a small whimper escape her lips when my cock brushes against her entrance.
I can already feel the wetness on my dick, knew she was ready, felt the heat she would welcome me with.

“Yes, I’m ready…please Brian..” I hear her voice finally and I pull forward again, brushing against her but not entering, making Sam squirm beneath me.
Her arms around my neck tighten then loosen and she moves her hands down my back, letting her nails scratch over my skin and I fuckin love it and groan in pleasure.

I plan on teasing her again, when her nails suddenly dig in my ass, making me move forward and entering her in one swift move, making me moan loudly when her tight walls grip around me.
“FUCK SAM!” I can’t help but yell her name.
“Please.. move” Sam replies with one long moan of her owns.

I can’t help but do as she demands and begin with a slow but steady rhythm, Sam was lifting her hips up to meet my thrust and I increase my pace.
I knew I wouldn’t last too long, after the teasing and the thoughts that were running around in my head.

Sam’s mucles began to clench and making it even harder for me to keep my rhythm and to hold back. I told her that I would take care of her, I would make her feel good.
“Brian.. god.. BRIAN!” Sam’s yells were getting louder and her walls were gripping me tight, I wanted to drag it on, but I felt her walls milking me and I couldn’t stop the orgasm that was building up and I spurt inside of her while Sam’s moans beneath me until her body stills from her intense orgasm.

I softly pull out of her when we both calmed down and I let myself fall to my side, pulling Sam with me and hugging her tightly, I kiss her forehead and murmur in her hair “If you only knew…”
Sam’s head moves up and she looks at me “What?” But I shake my head, “Nothing.. just amazing…”
I tell her and plan on enjoying her closeness as long as I could…

Notes

Soo.. Monday starting with Smut?!
Tell me, did I make you happy ? :D

Wishing u all a wonderful start in this new week!
<3