I Wish I Could be the One

***MATTS POV
“FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!” I yell. Fuck fuck fuck I forgot what a great fuck she is. I don’t know how it worked out that she and Michelle ended up here but I’m glad they did. She felt so good underneath me. I’ve underestimated how much they mean to me until they showed up that night at the bar. That’s pretty fucked up but its true. I missed Val. But I did really like being with Kat. Did I Love her…Val I mean?
I pushed the idea out of my head because in this moment I was in fucking ecstasy. Val looked at me with her eyes full of lust and longing. Shes been back for a while but something was different this time around she was protective of me in a whole new way. Maybe it was because of Kat. And what we had. After Val got here she did kind of figure out all the drama between me and Johnny and even Brian. That shit seems so long ago but it really wasn’t. Why am I even thinking about Kat again.
I push her out of my mind again as Val screams my name
“Come on Baby faster” she screams
“Harder!!” she says panting and I listen
“Harder” she screams again
I’m so close I can feel it and I can feel her nails dragging down my back again and again. Shes so tight and every second it drives me fucking wild. I can feel the build up of sweat between our skin dripping down her legs and mine. I grabbed her leg and wraped it around me lifting it into the air.
“Fuck babe” I say breathing heavy as I thrust farther and farther into her.
“You like that baby? You like me baby?” she practically moans.
“cum for me babe” I say barely able to hold it together. I move my hand and start squeezing her nipple then taking it in my tongue to rub my hands down her body
I thrust harder and faster without warning and I hear her scream and close her walls on me. I spill into her and can’t help but lay there next to her in awe about how she fucking makes me feel.
I love to fuck her. Shes so sweet and innocent and then we get into bed and she fucking throws me through a whirlwind of pleasure and emotions that I cant contain.





VALS POV***

“FUUUCK BABAY” I yell. I cant help but moan at the pleasure pulsating through my veins. I love this man is all I can think as I caresses his muscles. I could stay here all day with him. But reality hits me and I realize that I’m compensating. Compensating for time lost. But that’s what got me into the mess I am in. I was so adamant at getting back to mine and Matt’s normal routine, and now I’m stuck here. I’ve only told Michelle…. because it not like I trust anyone else here. I have no one else.
I just continue to lay next to Matt as he twirls a piece of his hair in his fingers like he used to do before he moved. I missed his touch and energy next to me. But I cant tell him what’s going on. Michelle said not to worry that maybe I am just re-syncing with the new girls here and stuff. But I’ve never been late like this.
I realize I’m starting to tense up when Matt gently shakes me.
“babe are you okay?” he says
I quickly snap back to him and push the idea out of my head.
“yeah baby I’m okay, you just wore me out” I say playfully touching his nose
He smiles revealing the dimples I love and lets out a laugh.
“I love you” he says
I stare at into his eyes not wanting to have to tell him what I have to tell him. Just wanting to cherish this moment together where I feel safe in his arms.
“I love you too Matthew.”
I bury my face into his chest taking in his smell because I know the moment I say this to him it will change everything. And I’m scared.
I take in a deep breath and prepare my self to tell him when I hear a pounding at the door.
Shit I mentally say, with a small sigh of relief. Even though, I know I need to tell Matt, who ever is at the door bought me at least a few more minutes.
“Hold on” Matt says unwrapping his arms from around me and getting out of bed.
He pulls on his boxers and jeans. And goes to the door
“Hey Brian whats up?” he says only partly opening the door so I can get dressed.
I quickly pull on my panties from the floor and put on my bra and pull my leggings and white tee on.
Matt looks away from Brian who seems to be talking quietly; and looks at me seeing that I’m fully dressed and lets Brian in.
“Hey Val” he quickly says as he enters the room.
“Hey”
he turns his back to me to face Matt yet again.
“SHE WHAT?!” Matt yells
I don’t know what is going on but Brian keeps talking quietly so I cant hear. It doesn’t necessarily bothering me…but why cant I know?
I try to listen but I cant make anything out other than the occasional “crying” or “just sitting there” whatever this is I’m getting more curious because its bothering Matt.
I look up at him in wonder as he drags his palms down his cheeks.
He places an arm across his chest and makes a fist with the other resting it on his chin. A look I know can only mean its something serious…
“is everything okay?” I chime in
“ye-yea babe” Matt Says gaining a glare from Brian.
“No its not okay.” Brian says.
“Brian” Matt says Sternly.
“Look. If you want to act like its okay then fine Matt. Be my guest. But the reality is its not. Maybe you don’t care. That’s fine too. I can see you’re really busy. I’ll just go let them know.” Brian said staring at Matt eye to eye
“I never said I don’t care Brian. Thanks for telling me.” Matt says
“Well are you going to do anything about it?” Brian says
“Bri what do you want me to do? Its not my place to do anything I don’t even know anything”
“is there anything I can do?” I say trying to chime and in remind them that yes, I am still here.
“No there isn’t val. But thanks.” Brian says offering a small smile then turns back to Matt
“Its not my place. Just talk to Johnny Brian.” Matt says again
“She fucking asked for you dude. Do you think I would be here if it wasn’t for a reason?! She fucking asked for you.” Brian said raising his voice.
“Me?” Matt said
“I’m sorry she?” I say now concerned about who SHE is and what SHE wants with MY boyfriend especially now.
Matt quickly changed his attitude from nonchalant to serious and I didn’t like it since it now involved a “she” was “she” Kat?
“Look Val, I’ll meet up with you later okay?” he said rushing around the room to get his phone and shoes and shirt on.
“Umm no Matt I need to talk to you about something serious---“ I say to him as he shuts the door before I even finish leaving me alone in the room with the weight of the world on my shoulders.




**** Matts POV

“Why does she want me Brian?” I say as we turn the corner to get to Jimmy’s room where Kat apparently was.
“Beats fucking me dude”
“Look man you don’t have to act like that I didn’t do anything Brian okay?!”
Brian stops me and pushes me
“No not fucking okay.”
“What’s your fucking deal Brian?!”
“You! What the hell did you do to her?! She was fine and then she wasn’t and now shes asking for fucking you?! Seems a little fishy don’t you think?!?” He yells shoving me against the wall
“I haven’t even talked to her that much since Val and Mich got here! So lay the fuck off me!!” I say shoving him into the other wall of the hall
“Well maybe if you didn’t fuck her over she wouldn’t be freaking the fuck out or did you forget about that?!”
“Brian shut the fuck up you don’t even know what you’re talking about” I say walking away because fuck him and his petty bullshit.
I don’t want to fight him because that’s not why I’m even here.
“Fuck you matt ever since you got here you’ve been fucking shit up for everyone” Brian yells after me

That was it was done with his stupid shit. I quickly turn around and shoving him and holding him against the wall:
“You know Brian you talk a lot of fucking shit. But now its my fucking turn. I didn’t fuck shit up for everyone when I got here okay. Maybe just maybe I fucked shit up for you. Don’t fucking think for a second I don’t see the way you look at Kat. But you know what? I didn’t fuck that up. YOU fucked that up. And I don’t know if you fucking noticed but she always wanted Johnny. Not you not me Johnny. So get it through you’re fucking head. Don’t play the victim card to your own fucking problem. I DIDN’T DO SHIT TO YOU OR HER.”
“FUCK YOU” Brian spits at me

I go to raise my fist to punch him when all a feel is a rush of pressure to me cheek
Making me stumble away from Brain
“Kat” I hear Zack yell running after her followed by Jimmy
I trip over my own feet and fall to the ground
Kat lunges at me and starts throwing punches at me left and right straddling me before I even have the chance to get up
“Kat what the fuck” I manage to say trying to block her punches
Zack puts his arms around her waist to pull her off me as I scoot back out of her reach
“Kat what the fuck? Brian said you asked for me and this is what you fucking do? What did I do?” I say more than confused by the last ten minutes I stand up straightening out my shirt. keeping a look that she or Brian don't come at me again.
“YOU GOT ME PREGNANT”
I shake my head in disbelief attempting to interpret what she just said but its like my brain can make the connection. Its like the whole sky dropped on top of me.
“Wh-what?” I say still trying to understand what she said.
I see Jimmy, Brian and Zack turn more red than a fucking tomato. Zack looking like he is about to turn into a hulk and take me out in one hit.
“YOU GOT ME FUCKING PREGNANT” she yells again sobbing trying to lunge at me before Jimmy pulls her back
“he what?” a voice behind me says
And suddenly Kat is like a deer in headlights, everyone is.
I turn to see briefly Val sobbing, before Johnny’s fist hits me square on the nose.

Notes

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