I Wish I Could be the One

MATTS POV***

I can't believe my eyes. There seems to be no words that I can get out because all I see in front of me is complete and utter fucking bullshit. What the hell was going on?! Kat and I were fine. Sure Val and Michelle had come into town but I was just being friendly after all I've known them forever. Fuck but Kat didn't know that. Shit I'm an idiot!!! BUT HEY. That doesn't make it okay for her to fuck Johnny right?! We are together. At least... I thought I we were. No fuck that we are together and now... I don't even know how to handle this. I could feel my veins popping out of my neck my face growing hot and red and beads of sweat beginning to form from the infuriating sight in front of me.
"FUCKING ANSWER ME" I finally yell again as they stared at me Kat rustling with the bed sheets to cover herself. But why? It's not like I've haven't seen her naked... And I then realize a figure behind me... Brian and Zacky and Jimmy why did this always happen that everyone was always around conveniently?! Johnny quickly began covering himself as well turning the same shade of Crimson as Kat. But it wasn't out of the same embarrassment more of anger I could tell. But what the hell did he have to be angry about? She's my fucking girlfriend not his.
"Oh my god" I hear Kat whimper
"Are you fucking shitting me get out of my fucking room" Johnny shouted
"Umm what shortshit you're the one sleeping with MY girlfriend!!!" I snapped
"Your girlfriend?! I thought that girl in the bar was your girlfriend! You basically treated Kat like some side project while you had a girl all along and you are going to call her your girlfriend?! That's fucked up dude"
"Val is not my fucking girlfriend! She's an old friend!" I shouted back
"Yea and I'm going to grow taller than Jimmy. Listen you dick you don't know Kat the way I do and you don't appreciate her the way I do and you never will. SO GET THE FUCK OUT!" Johnny snapped at me I just stared at him in disbelief who did he think he was? This short shit telling me I didn't know Kat?! I knew her....right? I couldn't help but feel angry that maybe I didn't know Kat like him and it made me fucking envious a green monster emerging form me. After all she did come crawling him and fucking him after the bar.... I shoved Johnny across the room and he snapped back punching me
"No stop stop!!" Kat yelled as she jumped out of bed to help pull us apart Zack and Jimmy quickly rushed to her side to cover her as she clearly still had no clothes on.
"Guys knock it off lets not make this a repeat of last time!!!" Jimmy shouted Johnny and I finally stopped remembering all to well about Kat getting hit last time I huffed and stepped away from Johnny walking towards the door. I stopped and turned to see Kat crying wrapped in the comforter as Zacky and Brian attempted to calm her down. I stared at her at her straight in the eyes
"I just hope you know what you're doing." I scoffed before walking out. An awkward silence fell before Zacky finally said "why of all the girls in the school it has to be my sister?"

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About a month and a few weeks give or take has passed since the altercation between Johnny and Matt. Since then the band has patched up their differences and the group dynamic has improved immensely. In fact everything has been forgotten mostly. Johnny and Kat are exclusive Matt has started dating Val (quel surprise) and Brian has began taking an interest in Michelle. Their album has been released and it now near the end of the school year and graduation. Val and Michelle have seem to gotten to a friendship point with Kat and all is well for once...

ZACKY'S POV***

For once school hasn't been a drag. My sister and Johnny that little gnome are finally together and happy even though it took them long enough with the longest most complicate road to get there but still. I don't mind it but I still don't like the idea of him and my sister, especially after that damn scarring visual I got. But As long as my awesome lil sis is happy I am. But I made sure to warn short shit that if he did anything to her there would obviously be a problem. I think we have an understanding.
"Kat look I love you but what is with your new obsession?" I asked her approaching her locker "what do you mean zee?" She asks back
"That's like the third bag of fucking beef jerky I've seen you eat this week."
"So? There was a sale and I like beef jerky" she says calmly
"Yea but that's kind of a lot and when you don't have that you always have a fucking apple sauce. You hate apple sauce"
"Well people change I don't know Zack I guess I just reevaluated it. I think it's good now. So leave me and my eating habits alone will ya"
"Whatever you say you weirdo" I said shaking my head walking with her down the hall "How's the gnome treating you?" I add
"Great Zack everything is perfect I'm really happy with him and everyone"
"Good I'm really happy for you sis" I say as I put my arm around her shoulder
"Thanks Zack" she said with a wide grin on her face
"So is the tour all set?" She asks
"Mostly we leave like right after graduation Im so stoked to get out of here" Brian says joining our walk down the hall
"Yea seriously these shit dicks in here fucking suck" I say about my classmates causing Kat and Brian to chuckle.
"Hey Kat" I hear someone call from behind and we all turn around... "Do you think you can umm like maybe go to the fucking doctor?! I'm tired of hearing your puking" a brown eyed girl said sternly who I'm assuming is Kats usually missing roommate... Come to think of it I don't think I've ever seen her considering she was always gone...wait did she say puking? Kat didn't even look sick. Then again I'm not a doctor maybe it's like period thing, yea I don't need to think about that anymore. I shook the gross thought out of my head.
"Kat I told you that was too much beef jerky." I joked nudging her shoulder lightly.
Somehow she seemed uncomfortable with this though. Why? If she was what really sick what was the big deal? Pop some Tylenol drink a Gatorade she'd be fine. Worked every other time. "You okay K?" Brian asked looking into her eyes seriously
"Ye--yea I'm fine. Just forgot to do my Latin assignment" she stammered "I think I'll try and go do it now" she said turning away from us quickly causing her to drop a her unzipped book bag.

Brian and I got on the floor to help her pick up her things when Brian grabbed a brown paper bag "Uhh here Kat" he said curiously Kat looked like she had seen a ghost. Moving her eyes down to Brian's hand offering her the bag. Kat snatched the bag out of Brian's hand aggressively getting up and not even picking up the rest of the papers on the ground.
"Kat wait you left some stuff" I said quickly gathering the papers and running after her. Why didn't she stop?
"Kat wait" I called again finally causing her to stop "Here sis" I said smiling as I caught up to her. Why won't she look at me? Is she tearing up? This was fucking weird... "You okay sis? Do I need to beat up the gnome?" I teased trying to get her to smile. She looked to the side continuing to avoid my eyes. What did that fucker do?!?!
"Kat what did he do tell me what the hell he did now" I said turning angry
"Nothing...I-" she said taking a deep breath "I just got to go leave me alone Zack okay?" She said snatching the papers out of my hand. What the hell was up, something had to be considering how quickly she changed her attitude. Knowing Kat though I knew better to push her on this, she'd clamp up and not want to talk to me about it, I had to wait. I turned around getting back to Brian "What was that about?" B asked
"beats me"
"Trouble in shortshit paradise?" He chuckled
"Ha nah I think she just stressed or something. Come on let's go get some food" I said trying to not get stuck on my sister, otherwise I'd never stop worrying..
"She got all weird with that bag though what's up with that" he added "I'm not sure maybe it was just tampons or something" I said
"Yea...gross" he chuckled
But by her reaction I wanted know what was in the paper bag too.

Notes

Hey all, just a chapter to start getting back in the swing of things. Excuse any grammatical errors...and while you may know whats coming I think you all will like the twist awaiting.. but who knows maybe you already see it coming. Comments always welcome
Thanks for reading
as always,
Much Love~