I Wish I Could be the One

KATS POV***
"...Matts girlfriend"
My jaw seems to drop to the floor
And I realize how stupid I look. Aside from my outfit I gave my virginity to a guy that didn't actually care about me?!?!
"What" I manage to say
"I'm Val, matts girlfriend" she repeats
I hear a sneer and chuckle from behind. I turn around and see it came from Johnny? Is this a fucking joke? Of all the people really Johnny to find humor in this?! Matt fucking led me on he literally swiped my v card and is now saying peace out Cub Scout. And Johnny is sitting there laughing?!
"Are you fucking kidding me Matt?!"
I yell slightly frightening this Val bitch.
Matt looked like a douche with his tail between his legs. His face was red of embarrassment and guilt
"So I was your side bitch?!!!" I ask him loudly and sternly
Val lets out a sigh
"Baby I told you not to do that again or we were over"
"I'm sorry 'again'?!?" I ask inquisitively
"Sorry sweetie, sometimes Matt gets a bit carried away. I hope he didn't do too much damage" she said sweetly and genuinely sounding disappointed in Matt.
Before I knew it I had kicked Matt in the fucking balls and slapped Val so hard she stumbled backwards against the pool table.
"YEA THATS MY FUCKING GIRL" I hear Jimmy yell
"Yea babe you get her" I hear Johnny chime in. Oh now he's supportive?! Now I'm "babe" again?!
"God damn it Kat you can't do that!" Zacky added angered
All while Brian is laughing hysterically
"AHAHHA MATT YOU DUMBASS AHAHH"
I was feeling pretty confident in my actions as I turned to face my brother when I felt a deadlock grip on my hair pull me and stop me. I instantly turned and slapped her again. Before punching her in the gut instantly she lunged at me and I fell backwards on the floor she was straddling me and slapping me
"Sweetie I'm not the girl you want to mess with" she said calmly as she hit me
I managed to roll us over so I was straddling her and punched her in the face causing her nose go bleed
"I GIVE TWO SHITS WHO YOU ARE YOU GRIMY ASS LITTLE BITCH" i yelled raising my arm again to give her another taste of my fist before I felt someone's hands around my waist firmly pulling me off her.
I was basically in just my skirt and bra now since Val had ripped my shirt in the process. He threw my over his shoulder and I couldn't tell who it was . I was too distracted by Jimmy and Brian interrogating Matt and no one but some girl that actually kind of looked like Val, helping Val. Good serves her right.
"Let me fucking go Zack!!!" I said angry
"Babe I'm not Zack. Put this on" Johnny said finally setting me down outside the bar handing me his favorite leather jacket
I stared at him hesitantly
"Just take the damn coat Kat" he said sternly
Reluctantly I snatched away the coat and put it on. Never breaking my gaze from his eyes
"You looked pretty hott in there beating the shit out of that girl by the way" Johnny said nonchalantly and smoothly
"Are you kidding me? You laughed at me in there" I said actually hurt by his actions
"Well babe" he said as he lit a cigarette "you kind of walked your way into that one didn't you? Or are you going to tell me some shit about how you and Matt are soul mates because clearly-"
"Why are you being such a dick?" I said beginning to feel tears build up
All he does is chuckle at me
"I hate you so much"
"Babe, don't lie to yourself"
"Screw you" I say to him
"I don't do groupies" he said with a chuckle and a huff of his cigarette.
That one did it. I felt a mass flood tears stream down my face. I filled the few paces between us and slapped him across the face so hard I felt my palm tingly and see it stay red. But it didn't seem to phase him in the slightest.
"What did I ever see in you?!" I say angry
"YOU CRUSHED ME KAT! YOU BROKE MY HEART!!!" He shouted in my face poking himself in the chest.
I continued to cry knowing that what he was saying was true.
"So how does it feel Kat?! How does it fucking feel to know that what Matt did to you is exactly what you did to me. You don't know shit about Matt, you'll never know him like you know me or Brian or Jimmy!"
"It's not the same Johnny!!" I say in attempt to defend myself
"You're right Kat it's not, because I actually thought I knew you. And the kind of girl you were." Johnny said and I feel my jaw drop slightly "But I was wrong. Now I know that everything that ever happened between us was completely meaningless to you. The biggest difference though, is that I actually care about you unlike that fuck." He finished
"No it wasn't"
"Haha, Kat you can't string me along forever. It's not fair"
"Why not Johnny?! Maybe I do love you!!"
"Wrong you don't love me Kat"
"Who are you to say how I feel about you"
"The Kat I know wouldn't fuck some guy she's barely knows. She wouldn't be hooking up with more than one guy at a time. I barely know you anymore Kat"
"Okay now your just exaggerating. So I fucked up!! What do you want me to do beg for you to believe me?!"
"Look Kat whether you have feelings for me or not is irrelevant. You're fooling around with Matt. I don't want his sloppy seconds. You're worth so much more than that. And honestly So am I. You need to realize both of those things" Johnny said sternly
"Fuck. You." I said
"That's funny I thought you only fucked Matt." He scoffed and turn

I stood there my jaw to the floor. Who was Johnny becoming? He would never ever have dreamed of talking to me like that before. Not only out of fear of Zacky but because I genuinely thought Johnny respected everybody especially me. And now everything was so different. He didn't give two shits about me. And this fucking angered me. Who did he think he was?! I was always there for him. I was his best friend and he knew I loved him and he was just being a fucking bitch about it. I had to run after him....

JOHNNYS POV ***
I'm not going to lie the way Kat beat the shit out of that poor girl was pretty hot. I love how feisty she can be. But still it got under my damn skin. How could Matt have this effect on her already? She was literally getting in fights over him. Was he that fucking good of a guy? Ugh the idea of him touching her makes me my stomach turn and anger fill me. God why can't I just get over Kat and move on?! Why do I feel so attached to her? So... Connected? I'm in a fucking game of tug of war. Part of me wants her and always will. But something tells me to just get rid of her...that I don't need her. FUCK what is wrong with me?! I need to get it together.

I walk back in to see Zackys fist hovering over Matts face pushing him against the bar. Brian and Jimmy stand around Zacky arms crossed staring at Matt. But for some reason I can't help but notice Brian consistently looking over at that Val chick and whoever that other girl is who looks like her. I'll have to make a mental note to ask Brian about that.
"You better fucking fix this shit." Zacky said
"Look I haven't even been dating Val. I broke up with her when I left. I'm not down with the long distance shit" Matt said calmly.
"Then why did she say she was your 'girlfriend'" Brian said using air quotes around girlfriend.
"Because she didn't want to break up. She wanted to stay together and try the long distance thing. I didn't want to. I was over the relationship." Matt said
"Why didn't you say all that then when it all went down?" Jimmy said
"I was in shock I didn't think she would be here"
"Well you sure seem excited to see her" I said to him
"I've known her practically since forever, she's always been around. We were friends before we dated, sue me for being a little excited to see her" Matt said

This fucker either has it all planned out or he was actually being honest. This sucked because I'm pretty sure he was telling the truth. Which means Kat would just go crawling back to him. FUCK! This sucks.
"She deserves better you know that right?" I said to Matt and turned away before giving him a chance to respond.
I could feel the guys including Matt stare at me at my awkward exit.
"You mean she deserves someone like you?!!" Matt yelled after me
I lifted my arm and shot him the finger as I continued walking
"That's exactly what he means shit dick. Because he's right, you know it, we know it and My princess knows it" I could hear Jimmy say before I was out the door.

Notes

SO SO Sorry for the lack of updates!!! But tell me what you guys think so far. What is with Johnny? Is he playing mind games with Kat? and where has Jimmy been? and What is going on through Matts head? Where is this going to go?!
So many questions to be answered...but will they?

Also a note that again this story is fictional I have nothing against Val or any others, its simply a story :D

Thanks for reading guys! I love hearing your thoughts, and sticking with me!!
~Much Love