Coming Home

Today I had basketball practice again after school, leaving Zee to walk on his own, or so I thought. I watched Katelyn meet up with him and they both smiled talking to each other like they have known each other forever.

A silly thought entered my mind. Was Zach full on gay or bi? Did he like Katelyn? Would he do something with her when I wasn't around.

Stop it Brian, I think to myself. Zee would never do something like that to me, however I let the jealousy get to me. Causing me to act out more, letting my dick do my thinking.

All throughout basketball, I kept staring at the girls team practicing. Parker Loop, she was every guy's dream girl, whether they realized it or not. She was scrawny, but had a nice ass and loved sports, guitar and piano.

I let myself get hit with a basketball, trying to check out her butt. Shaking my head, I try to continue to focus and remember that I'm with Zee, but I'm pretty sure now that I'm Bi, not gay. What if he rather have Katelyn than me?

After letting myself debate over this nonsense, I spoke to Parker after practice. Asking her maybe if she wanted to come over and play with me and Zee. She happily accepted because of her nice nature and I smiled, that wasn't bad? I just invited a girl to play with me AND Zee. Hopefully I wasn't just trying to make a loophole for myself...

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Katelyn decided to walk to Brian's house with me, Discussing our project in Biology since she was my lab partner. I wasn't paying attention much, I kept thinking about Brian and how he looked after playing basketball.

"This is so boringggg, lets go into Brian's room and check it out." She smirks.

"Why would I want to?" I ask.

"Aren't you curious if has any toys or anything?" She grins evilly.

I swallow nervously, she was right, I was curious. Once we got to his place we ran upstairs and started going through his closet and bed stuff. I was unsuccessful in finding anything interesting, however, Katelyn got the grand prize.

"Jesus Christ, how did he get all of theses magazines?" She laughs.

She tosses the stack of playboy mags on his bed. I look through them. None really showed full on guys with guys stuff, mainly just boy and girl. Was he Bi? More importantly, did he like girls more than boys? What if he found a girl he liked more than me? Would it be quits for us/

All these thoughts rushed through my head and I totally forgot that Katelyn was in the room until she started talking.

"I was with Brian once, in middle school." She starts " He said he loved me more than anything, got me out of a bad situation and found someone he would rather be with, the ended quick but he never thought of me again I guess."

I analyze everything she was saying. He took me away from my dad, told me he loved me more than I loved him, what utter bullshit. Was she trying to make me upset? Or being the harsh truthful Katelyn she was. I didn't particularly want to find out, but this was starting to upset me.

Hopefully I was just totally psyching myself out.

Notes

im finally back haha