*Carry On*
Aint Got Time To Die
Brian’s POV
“Come on, Shirley Temple, don’t tell us you’ve never fucking roasted a wiener on a stick!” Matt laughs, his dimples shining through the dim glow of the campfire as Tempest struggles to put a hotdog on the long, thin stick she picked out. The sad little wily sinks towards the ground as the blond nutcase swings it towards the fire. “Come on, we know you know how to keep it up. We’ve all heard Jimmy scream like a girl on multiple occasions,” he winks before receiving a punch in the shoulder from Jimmy.
We are currently in some national park in West Virginia taking advantage of the campsites and getting a well deserved rest before we head back out on the road in the morning.It is pitch black and the only thing you can hear besides Jimmy’s screaming is anther campsite up the long dirt path.
Finally, a break from all the screaming fans trying to catch a glimpse at the real Avenged Sevenfold; we can just be ourselves and not have to worry about publicity.Kay can really use this break, especially after the Aubrey debacle. She is really starting to show and it’s getting harder to hide our relationship from the fans. We are going to have to make a public statement soon and I hope the fans don’t give me too much backlash. Not that it really matters because there is no way I’m going to let her go or fucking this up.
“Yeah, give it some mouth-to-mouth to perk it up a bit,” Zacky says, rolling with laughter. “I’m sure Rev would enjoy the show.”
“Like you wouldn’t, Baker?” Tempest laughs with a raised brow. Her blue eyes glow manically as she watches the hotdog catch on fire and then fall into the high flames. “Fuck!” She says, though somehow she doesn’t look disappointed. I swear that girl is not all there sometimes. Maybe she is a pyro in disguise but that would explain why she fits in so well with our gang. I mean, we fucking love explosions.
“Oh, damn, now I get to watch you handle the dick dog again.” Jimmy wags his eyebrows at the Tempest before she takes another hotdog out of his hand and slides her tongue seductively along the length. Jimmy groans in frustration before he wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her small body into his.
“Don’t be a fucking tease, Shirley Temple,” Matt chuckles, receiving the death glare from Jimmy. “What, she cant keep all that fucking talent to herself!” Sanders puts his hands up as Jimmy growls and I cant help but laugh.
“Keep to you exercise videos, Shadz,” I laugh, shaking my head with a Marlboro between my lips. “You’ll be better off and Jimmy wont fucking rip out your jugular with his teeth.”
“What is with these fucking exercise videos? They’re everywhere and these idiots keep talking about them like the Holy Grail. Why the hell cant Tempe and I use them?” Kaylyn finally snaps from my lap. I chock on my inhale as all the other guys, except for Sanders, burst into laughter.
Johnny stumbles toward her and kneels down, almost getting hit in the head with Tempest’s wiener stick. “You see, Shadz is a closet pervert who gets off on watching ladies work out. It’s his sick and delusional fantasy that he can actually meet a girl who isn’t ape shit crazy at the gym.” Johnny shrugs just as Matt lunges for him. “He thinks they’re erotic…He likes to watch the buns tighten if you know what I mean,” he manages to whisper with a wink before Matt tackles him to the ground. I watch them struggle for a moment before Johnny weasels his way out from underneath the muscle king.
“Well, if mental image of Shadz getting off to a flexing ass wasn’t erotic enough before, it sure looks like it now,” Kay says with a small smile just as Johnny pulls down Matt’s shorts. I chuckle and cover my face with my hand, having seen his penis multiple times before. This really isn’t the type of action I am hoping to get tonight.
“You’re hard after fucking around with Short Shit?” Zacky roars, bending over with laughter, his face turning bright red. “You’re a sick bastard, Shadz! I guess if you’re looking for a tight little ass, he’s got one!”
“Fuck you Johnny!” Matt screams, pulling up his pants and chasing short shit into the woods.
I shake my head and turn my attention back to Kaylyn who is now watching Tempest and Jimmy. The petite blonde is seductively eating a hotdog while leaning inches away from Jimmy’s face, their eyes locked int a deep stare. The pair seem to have missed the whole damn thing in their own sick and twisted fantasy that was playing out in there seemingly telepathic communication.
Sometimes I really fucking envy their relationship and how childless, pure, and simple it seems. Not that I regret anything with Kaylyn, it just hasn’t always been easy. Fucking exs and all their bullshit... Speaking of which, ever since our show two weeks ago, I swear I have seen Aubrey’s fucking face in every crowd. I have to be imagining this shit because why the hell would she be here? Specially after the beating she got the last time she tried to corner me.
“Well, if I was a single, I would fucking get off watching the food network, so I can totally get where he’s coming from.” Kaylyn finally says after a moment. Her hands absentmindedly sets on top of mine as I rub them over the small bump forming on her belly. I smile as I think about our daughter growing inside her. “Fuck, I’m starving. Jimmy will you make me a hotdog….or three?” she begs in an almost desperate way that makes my heart melt—I hate seeing her uncomfortable. “Oh and do we have any ice cream? I am fucking craving ice cream and hotdogs…”
I chuckle as the others cringe at the combination. You see, I am used to her strange cravings after she had me walk to the convince store three weeks ago to get chocolate, green olives, and cheetos. I remember biting my knuckle as I watched her devour all three items in a matter of minutes, mixing and matching as she went. And that wasn’t the first time…
Zacky smiles sheepishly as he looks at us from across the fire. “Sorry…I may have eaten the last of it last night.”
“You mean after your romp with Ashley? I hope you ate it off of her,” I say, blowing out a cloud of smoke as Kay elbows me I the ribs. . “What? You let me do it to you,” I tease as my hand moves from her stomach to the sensitive area between her legs. Kaylyn lets out a squeaking giggle before wriggling her little body off my lap and moving to get a hotdog from Jimmy.
“Besides,” I say, letting out a small sigh of defeat as I watch her sexy little ass sway as she walks. Mmm…I want to bite into that. “What kind of sick perverts are you guy to fuck after she looks up Kay’s vag? How do you know she’s not thinking about that beautiful little flower while you’re fucking her?” I tease.
Zacky flips me off as Matt reappears and lets out a frustrated groan. “Why are you fuckers the only ones who gets any action?”
“There are always your special videos,” Tempest giggles, exchanging glances with Kaylyn.
“Fuck you guys,” He scoffs before heading toward the bus on the other side of our campsite. “I’m going to bed.”
“He’s going to be in for a real rude awakening when he realizes I stole all his videos!” Jimmy laughs like a fool, throwing his head back as he pulls out the stack of DVDs from his bag. “He’ll be back…”
My eyes wander back Kaylyn who is pouting slightly as she looks down at her hotdog. “What’s up babe?” I ask, putting my arms around her and pulling her back into my chest.
“It doesn’t taste good…I need ice cream.” Of course she does.
I let out a sigh and put out my cigarette. “I’ll be right back. Anyone want to go to the camp store with me? Hopefully that shit is still open,” I chuckle, pinching the bridge of my nose. I just hope we don’t run across any fans in the process. I am enjoying the few minutes of freedom from being ‘Synyster Gates’ and just want to relax and have fun with my friends and family.
“I want fucking sour patch kids…and more lube!” Jimmy screams, bouncing up from his seat and following me down the dirt path. As soon as we are out of sight of the others, he jumps onto my back. When his long gangly body lands on me, he knocks the wind out of me and almost causes me to lose my balance. “Giddy up, Haner!”
“Get off, asshole,” I laugh, ducking out from underneath him. Jimmy crumbles down onto the path and did some sort of ninja roll to get back in a standing position. All I can do is shake my head and keep walking. “So what the hell was that wiener saga back there? You have fucking Tempest trained to do all your dirty little tricks?”
Jimmy turns and looks at me with a wicked smirk gracing his lips. He really looks like the happiest son of a bitch. “Wouldn’t you like to know.” He wags his eyebrows at me and all I can do is shake my head.
“Since when don’t you kiss and tell,” I chuckle. “This isn’t the Rev I know that screams his feelings.”
“Oh, she can fucking make me scream…” I glossy look comes over his eyes as he disappears into that Jimmy place deep inside his mind.
“Trust me…we know,” I laugh, pulling out my vibrating phone from my pocket. Must be we finally have service.I look down to see a number I don’t recognize but maybe it’s Dad calling from some hotel while he is on tour. “Haner,” I say shortly, hearing a sigh of relief in response.
“Brian? This is Iida, Kaylyn’s assistant,” says a small mousy voice on the other end.
“Oh, hey,” I say, running my fingers through my hair. “Kaylyn’s not with me right now but I can make sure she give you a call when I get back. I’m on an ice cream run…”
Iida chuckles before she continues. “Well, its good to hear that some things haven’t changed but I’m not calling to have her call me back. She needs to call Barbara…”
My hand automatically moves to pitch the bridge of my nose at the mention of Mrs. Rizzo’s name. The woman hates me more than life itself and Kaylyn refuses to have anything to do with her. I’m not about to get in the middle of the mother/daughter feud. “Listen Iida, I don’t want to get in the middle of whatever new plan Barbara has for Kaylyn.” Jimmy raises a brow and I give him a casual shrug.
“It-It’s not that simple,” Iida sighs. Oh, fuck…where is this going? “Listen, I don’t know how to tell you this, so I’m just going to come out and say it. Barbara is in the hospital and has been trying to get a hold of Kay. She doesn’t have long…”
I don’t hear anything else because at that moment, my phone drops from my hand and onto the ground.
“Brian?” I blink a few times, trying to let the words settle in my brain and fully process. My ears ring with shock as everything else seems to shut down around me. Those four words keep playing over and over in my head. She doesn’t have long. Kay will never forgive herself if she doesn’t make up with her mother. Sure their last meeting wasn’t pleasant, but Barbara was still her mother. “Brian?”
I quickly move down and pick up my phone before heading back towards the campsite, Jimmy asking questions as he nips at my heels. I have to tell Kay….but how do you tell someone their mother is not doing well.
“Brain?”
“Come on, Shirley Temple, don’t tell us you’ve never fucking roasted a wiener on a stick!” Matt laughs, his dimples shining through the dim glow of the campfire as Tempest struggles to put a hotdog on the long, thin stick she picked out. The sad little wily sinks towards the ground as the blond nutcase swings it towards the fire. “Come on, we know you know how to keep it up. We’ve all heard Jimmy scream like a girl on multiple occasions,” he winks before receiving a punch in the shoulder from Jimmy.
We are currently in some national park in West Virginia taking advantage of the campsites and getting a well deserved rest before we head back out on the road in the morning.It is pitch black and the only thing you can hear besides Jimmy’s screaming is anther campsite up the long dirt path.
Finally, a break from all the screaming fans trying to catch a glimpse at the real Avenged Sevenfold; we can just be ourselves and not have to worry about publicity.Kay can really use this break, especially after the Aubrey debacle. She is really starting to show and it’s getting harder to hide our relationship from the fans. We are going to have to make a public statement soon and I hope the fans don’t give me too much backlash. Not that it really matters because there is no way I’m going to let her go or fucking this up.
“Yeah, give it some mouth-to-mouth to perk it up a bit,” Zacky says, rolling with laughter. “I’m sure Rev would enjoy the show.”
“Like you wouldn’t, Baker?” Tempest laughs with a raised brow. Her blue eyes glow manically as she watches the hotdog catch on fire and then fall into the high flames. “Fuck!” She says, though somehow she doesn’t look disappointed. I swear that girl is not all there sometimes. Maybe she is a pyro in disguise but that would explain why she fits in so well with our gang. I mean, we fucking love explosions.
“Oh, damn, now I get to watch you handle the dick dog again.” Jimmy wags his eyebrows at the Tempest before she takes another hotdog out of his hand and slides her tongue seductively along the length. Jimmy groans in frustration before he wraps his arms around her waist and pulls her small body into his.
“Don’t be a fucking tease, Shirley Temple,” Matt chuckles, receiving the death glare from Jimmy. “What, she cant keep all that fucking talent to herself!” Sanders puts his hands up as Jimmy growls and I cant help but laugh.
“Keep to you exercise videos, Shadz,” I laugh, shaking my head with a Marlboro between my lips. “You’ll be better off and Jimmy wont fucking rip out your jugular with his teeth.”
“What is with these fucking exercise videos? They’re everywhere and these idiots keep talking about them like the Holy Grail. Why the hell cant Tempe and I use them?” Kaylyn finally snaps from my lap. I chock on my inhale as all the other guys, except for Sanders, burst into laughter.
Johnny stumbles toward her and kneels down, almost getting hit in the head with Tempest’s wiener stick. “You see, Shadz is a closet pervert who gets off on watching ladies work out. It’s his sick and delusional fantasy that he can actually meet a girl who isn’t ape shit crazy at the gym.” Johnny shrugs just as Matt lunges for him. “He thinks they’re erotic…He likes to watch the buns tighten if you know what I mean,” he manages to whisper with a wink before Matt tackles him to the ground. I watch them struggle for a moment before Johnny weasels his way out from underneath the muscle king.
“Well, if mental image of Shadz getting off to a flexing ass wasn’t erotic enough before, it sure looks like it now,” Kay says with a small smile just as Johnny pulls down Matt’s shorts. I chuckle and cover my face with my hand, having seen his penis multiple times before. This really isn’t the type of action I am hoping to get tonight.
“You’re hard after fucking around with Short Shit?” Zacky roars, bending over with laughter, his face turning bright red. “You’re a sick bastard, Shadz! I guess if you’re looking for a tight little ass, he’s got one!”
“Fuck you Johnny!” Matt screams, pulling up his pants and chasing short shit into the woods.
I shake my head and turn my attention back to Kaylyn who is now watching Tempest and Jimmy. The petite blonde is seductively eating a hotdog while leaning inches away from Jimmy’s face, their eyes locked int a deep stare. The pair seem to have missed the whole damn thing in their own sick and twisted fantasy that was playing out in there seemingly telepathic communication.
Sometimes I really fucking envy their relationship and how childless, pure, and simple it seems. Not that I regret anything with Kaylyn, it just hasn’t always been easy. Fucking exs and all their bullshit... Speaking of which, ever since our show two weeks ago, I swear I have seen Aubrey’s fucking face in every crowd. I have to be imagining this shit because why the hell would she be here? Specially after the beating she got the last time she tried to corner me.
“Well, if I was a single, I would fucking get off watching the food network, so I can totally get where he’s coming from.” Kaylyn finally says after a moment. Her hands absentmindedly sets on top of mine as I rub them over the small bump forming on her belly. I smile as I think about our daughter growing inside her. “Fuck, I’m starving. Jimmy will you make me a hotdog….or three?” she begs in an almost desperate way that makes my heart melt—I hate seeing her uncomfortable. “Oh and do we have any ice cream? I am fucking craving ice cream and hotdogs…”
I chuckle as the others cringe at the combination. You see, I am used to her strange cravings after she had me walk to the convince store three weeks ago to get chocolate, green olives, and cheetos. I remember biting my knuckle as I watched her devour all three items in a matter of minutes, mixing and matching as she went. And that wasn’t the first time…
Zacky smiles sheepishly as he looks at us from across the fire. “Sorry…I may have eaten the last of it last night.”
“You mean after your romp with Ashley? I hope you ate it off of her,” I say, blowing out a cloud of smoke as Kay elbows me I the ribs. . “What? You let me do it to you,” I tease as my hand moves from her stomach to the sensitive area between her legs. Kaylyn lets out a squeaking giggle before wriggling her little body off my lap and moving to get a hotdog from Jimmy.
“Besides,” I say, letting out a small sigh of defeat as I watch her sexy little ass sway as she walks. Mmm…I want to bite into that. “What kind of sick perverts are you guy to fuck after she looks up Kay’s vag? How do you know she’s not thinking about that beautiful little flower while you’re fucking her?” I tease.
Zacky flips me off as Matt reappears and lets out a frustrated groan. “Why are you fuckers the only ones who gets any action?”
“There are always your special videos,” Tempest giggles, exchanging glances with Kaylyn.
“Fuck you guys,” He scoffs before heading toward the bus on the other side of our campsite. “I’m going to bed.”
“He’s going to be in for a real rude awakening when he realizes I stole all his videos!” Jimmy laughs like a fool, throwing his head back as he pulls out the stack of DVDs from his bag. “He’ll be back…”
My eyes wander back Kaylyn who is pouting slightly as she looks down at her hotdog. “What’s up babe?” I ask, putting my arms around her and pulling her back into my chest.
“It doesn’t taste good…I need ice cream.” Of course she does.
I let out a sigh and put out my cigarette. “I’ll be right back. Anyone want to go to the camp store with me? Hopefully that shit is still open,” I chuckle, pinching the bridge of my nose. I just hope we don’t run across any fans in the process. I am enjoying the few minutes of freedom from being ‘Synyster Gates’ and just want to relax and have fun with my friends and family.
“I want fucking sour patch kids…and more lube!” Jimmy screams, bouncing up from his seat and following me down the dirt path. As soon as we are out of sight of the others, he jumps onto my back. When his long gangly body lands on me, he knocks the wind out of me and almost causes me to lose my balance. “Giddy up, Haner!”
“Get off, asshole,” I laugh, ducking out from underneath him. Jimmy crumbles down onto the path and did some sort of ninja roll to get back in a standing position. All I can do is shake my head and keep walking. “So what the hell was that wiener saga back there? You have fucking Tempest trained to do all your dirty little tricks?”
Jimmy turns and looks at me with a wicked smirk gracing his lips. He really looks like the happiest son of a bitch. “Wouldn’t you like to know.” He wags his eyebrows at me and all I can do is shake my head.
“Since when don’t you kiss and tell,” I chuckle. “This isn’t the Rev I know that screams his feelings.”
“Oh, she can fucking make me scream…” I glossy look comes over his eyes as he disappears into that Jimmy place deep inside his mind.
“Trust me…we know,” I laugh, pulling out my vibrating phone from my pocket. Must be we finally have service.I look down to see a number I don’t recognize but maybe it’s Dad calling from some hotel while he is on tour. “Haner,” I say shortly, hearing a sigh of relief in response.
“Brian? This is Iida, Kaylyn’s assistant,” says a small mousy voice on the other end.
“Oh, hey,” I say, running my fingers through my hair. “Kaylyn’s not with me right now but I can make sure she give you a call when I get back. I’m on an ice cream run…”
Iida chuckles before she continues. “Well, its good to hear that some things haven’t changed but I’m not calling to have her call me back. She needs to call Barbara…”
My hand automatically moves to pitch the bridge of my nose at the mention of Mrs. Rizzo’s name. The woman hates me more than life itself and Kaylyn refuses to have anything to do with her. I’m not about to get in the middle of the mother/daughter feud. “Listen Iida, I don’t want to get in the middle of whatever new plan Barbara has for Kaylyn.” Jimmy raises a brow and I give him a casual shrug.
“It-It’s not that simple,” Iida sighs. Oh, fuck…where is this going? “Listen, I don’t know how to tell you this, so I’m just going to come out and say it. Barbara is in the hospital and has been trying to get a hold of Kay. She doesn’t have long…”
I don’t hear anything else because at that moment, my phone drops from my hand and onto the ground.
“Brian?” I blink a few times, trying to let the words settle in my brain and fully process. My ears ring with shock as everything else seems to shut down around me. Those four words keep playing over and over in my head. She doesn’t have long. Kay will never forgive herself if she doesn’t make up with her mother. Sure their last meeting wasn’t pleasant, but Barbara was still her mother. “Brian?”
I quickly move down and pick up my phone before heading back towards the campsite, Jimmy asking questions as he nips at my heels. I have to tell Kay….but how do you tell someone their mother is not doing well.
“Brain?”
@SynysterRyn, yo! You gonna finish this little gem? *begs*
1/25/18