*Carry On*
On Three
Brian’s POV
"Wait a minute Brian...you told me that you had talked about wanting to have kids with Aubrey before, so please tell me, is it just me that you are scared of keeping around?!?" Kaylyn screams at me as tears fall freely down her face.
I drop my jaw at her works as they cut through me like a knife. She thinks that I don’t fucking love her? God I would do anything for her and she meant so much more to me than Aubrey ever did or could. How could she think that I was afraid to keep her around. God, I’m a fucking idiot for freaking out on her like that. She’s just as freaked out as I am… I knew I fucking messed up big time and now I need to apologize. “Kay—“ I start just as Kaylyn flies past me toward the bathroom.
“Fuck!” I hiss, slamming my fist on the wall. I look up to see Tempest and all of the guys looking at me from the living room area and I let out a frustrated moan. “What are you looking at?” I spit at them before going back into the bedroom to grab the box. I have to know if I’m going to be a father first and then I can deal with this…
I quickly make my way back into the bathroom only to find Kaylyn’s petite body hovering over the toilet. A wave of guilt washes over me as I look down at her and I want nothing more than to pull her into my arms, though I know better. “Kaylyn please…I need to know,” I say softly though my heart is racing in my chest. What am I going to do if she’s really is pregnant? Will I be a good father to the child? Can I do this and keep my career? Will Kay stay with me?
Kaylyn rolls her eyes at me as she slams her toothbrush down on the vanity. "You need to know right now… Why? Because flights back to New York are cheaper while we are still near a major airport?!” Kaylyn rages at me as my heart drops to the floor. How could she think that I want to get rid of her all because she may be pregnant? Did she really think I was that calloused and would throw her away like her fucking ex? If she’s pregnant, I would raise this child right and keep the most amazing woman I know by my side. I fucking love Kaylyn Rizzo and some little monster growing insider her wasn’t going to change that.
“ Don't worry, if you want me gone, I'll pay-" she spits before I crash my lips against hers to shut her up. Our lips move together in a passionate embraces as I pick her up and set her down on the countertop. I put all of my love for her into this kiss in hopes that I will calm her down and show her how I really feel. I know I’m a jackass and I realize that I made a mistake. I have to make it up to her.
After a few blissful moments, I break the kiss and press my forehead to Kaylyns, looking down into her hauntingly beautiful dark eyes. I softly caress her cheek with my thumb as a frown pulls over my lips because I feel like the world’s biggest asshole. “I’m sorry,” I whisper. “I freaked out…I was just upset that you told Tempest that you might be pregnant before me." I sighs as she pulls back and shakes her head.
"I didn't tell Tempe, she is the one who told me that she thought I might be and ran to get the tests to be sure. I-I'm sorry that I didn't tell you right after I considered the possibility, but I was scared because we never really talked about having kids. Sure, I knew that at one point in your life you wanted them, and you knew that at one point in mine, that I did too. However, we never talked about how we would feel if we had one together..." Kay says as her fingers fumble with the small pink box on the counter next to her.
I am such an asshole…She is just as freaked out as I am. I’m not going to leave her like that asshole Alex. Come on, Haner, man up and fight for the woman you love, you know you like kids. I release a slow shaky breath as I lock eyes with Kaylyn. “I’m ready if you are,” I say firmly, watching a small smile pull on that beautiful face in front of me.
Kaylyn hops down off the counter and opens the box with a nod. “I’m ready,” she says before looking back up at me. “But if I’m going to do this,” she motions to the small stick in her hand. “You’re going to get in the shower because you fucking reek.” Kaylyn gives me a cheeky smirk as I smile and shake my head.
“Fine, but only if you come with me,” I insist, earning another eye roll. “It will make the time pass by quickly. How long do you have to wait?” I ask as I turn around and turn on the water and begin to strip off my clothing. Oh, fuck, I do stink. I grimace and throw Kay an apologetic look as I throw my clothes at the door.
“Two minutes,” Kay sighs as I climb into the small shower. “Though they say that if you are really pregnant that it takes less time to show a positive.”
I close my eyes as the hot water cascades down over my body, instantly relaxing my tense muscles. I can’t believe in two short minutes that my world could change forever but there is no one else that I would rather change it with. I rub my hands over my face, tasting the bitter salty sweat combined with water run over my lips. God, how will the fans react to Synyster Gates being a father? How would my DAD react to me being a father? A small sigh escapes my lips just as the curtain opens and my eyes rake over the most perfect body I have ever seen. My dark eyes instantly land on Kaylyn’s perfect nips as a smirk falls over my lips. So we meet again, you wicked little nipples…
“Are you okay?” I ask Kaylyn as I pull her into my embrace, the shampoo from my head running over both of us in the small space. I hold her tight to my body as I feel her completely relax.
Those dark orbs look up at me with a weak smile. “I just hope that you’re okay with this…” she sighs and I take her face into my hands. I can see the fear lingering in her eyes.
I kiss the top of her head and run my thumb over her cheek. “Kay, I promise that I will be there for you no matter what the results are,” I say truthfully, a small smile pulling at my lips. “I’m not going to abandoned you like your douche bag ex and I will make sure that you are comfortable and have everything that you need without questions. I will be with you every step of the way,” I promise her before lightly pressing her lips to mine.
“You really mean that?” Kay gasps as she pulls away. “You really want to be the father to this supposed baby? What is that going to do to your career?”
I smile and run my fingers through her dripping wet hair. “Yes, I am always here for you, Kay. I love you.” I kiss her lips. “I love you,” I kiss her lips again. “I love you,” and again. “And I don’t know how it would be possible not to love something that comes from you,” I say honestly, my hands subconsciously moving to her lower abs. “And…” A smirk pulls at my lips. “Isn’t it your job to decide how this will affect my career?” I chuckled, only to receive a smack in the arm. I laugh and hold her naked slender body close to mine, feeling comfort in her touch.
“Well, if I’m having your freaking baby, then you may have to find someone else to babysit you,” she teases as I reach over to turn off the water. “It’s time…”
My heart stops in my chest with her words. This is it, the moment that decides my entire future…our entire future. As I pull back the shower curtain, my heart starts to race and I feel all the color drain from my face. Part of me wishes for the test to be positive while the other begs for it to negative. Why the hell am I so conflicted? I knew that having a baby would keep Kaylyn with me even if I fucked up down the road, while having nothing connecting us would allow her to flee at any time. I hate the idea of her leaving and I would do whatever it took to keep her with.
“Ready?” Kaylyn asks me, handing me a towel to wrap around my body before we look at the test.
I scoff and run the towel through my hair before wrapping it around my waist. “Ready as I will ever be, I guess,” I say softly, taking Kay’s hand as we move over to the sink.
“On three?” Kay asks, her voice shaking as she pulls on her bathrobe from behind the door.
“On three,” I whisper, my palms sweating and my heart racing. “One…two…three…”
“Oh my fucking god…” I gasp as Kaylyn covers her mouth with her hands. “We-We’re….”
“Having a baby…” Kaylyn finishes before I sink down to the floor with her on top of me.
“Kay,” I breathe as a smile pulls at my lips. I take her face into my hands and meet her eyes. “We are having a baby!” I say before kissing her passionately.
Its then that the bathroom door flies open.
"Wait a minute Brian...you told me that you had talked about wanting to have kids with Aubrey before, so please tell me, is it just me that you are scared of keeping around?!?" Kaylyn screams at me as tears fall freely down her face.
I drop my jaw at her works as they cut through me like a knife. She thinks that I don’t fucking love her? God I would do anything for her and she meant so much more to me than Aubrey ever did or could. How could she think that I was afraid to keep her around. God, I’m a fucking idiot for freaking out on her like that. She’s just as freaked out as I am… I knew I fucking messed up big time and now I need to apologize. “Kay—“ I start just as Kaylyn flies past me toward the bathroom.
“Fuck!” I hiss, slamming my fist on the wall. I look up to see Tempest and all of the guys looking at me from the living room area and I let out a frustrated moan. “What are you looking at?” I spit at them before going back into the bedroom to grab the box. I have to know if I’m going to be a father first and then I can deal with this…
I quickly make my way back into the bathroom only to find Kaylyn’s petite body hovering over the toilet. A wave of guilt washes over me as I look down at her and I want nothing more than to pull her into my arms, though I know better. “Kaylyn please…I need to know,” I say softly though my heart is racing in my chest. What am I going to do if she’s really is pregnant? Will I be a good father to the child? Can I do this and keep my career? Will Kay stay with me?
Kaylyn rolls her eyes at me as she slams her toothbrush down on the vanity. "You need to know right now… Why? Because flights back to New York are cheaper while we are still near a major airport?!” Kaylyn rages at me as my heart drops to the floor. How could she think that I want to get rid of her all because she may be pregnant? Did she really think I was that calloused and would throw her away like her fucking ex? If she’s pregnant, I would raise this child right and keep the most amazing woman I know by my side. I fucking love Kaylyn Rizzo and some little monster growing insider her wasn’t going to change that.
“ Don't worry, if you want me gone, I'll pay-" she spits before I crash my lips against hers to shut her up. Our lips move together in a passionate embraces as I pick her up and set her down on the countertop. I put all of my love for her into this kiss in hopes that I will calm her down and show her how I really feel. I know I’m a jackass and I realize that I made a mistake. I have to make it up to her.
After a few blissful moments, I break the kiss and press my forehead to Kaylyns, looking down into her hauntingly beautiful dark eyes. I softly caress her cheek with my thumb as a frown pulls over my lips because I feel like the world’s biggest asshole. “I’m sorry,” I whisper. “I freaked out…I was just upset that you told Tempest that you might be pregnant before me." I sighs as she pulls back and shakes her head.
"I didn't tell Tempe, she is the one who told me that she thought I might be and ran to get the tests to be sure. I-I'm sorry that I didn't tell you right after I considered the possibility, but I was scared because we never really talked about having kids. Sure, I knew that at one point in your life you wanted them, and you knew that at one point in mine, that I did too. However, we never talked about how we would feel if we had one together..." Kay says as her fingers fumble with the small pink box on the counter next to her.
I am such an asshole…She is just as freaked out as I am. I’m not going to leave her like that asshole Alex. Come on, Haner, man up and fight for the woman you love, you know you like kids. I release a slow shaky breath as I lock eyes with Kaylyn. “I’m ready if you are,” I say firmly, watching a small smile pull on that beautiful face in front of me.
Kaylyn hops down off the counter and opens the box with a nod. “I’m ready,” she says before looking back up at me. “But if I’m going to do this,” she motions to the small stick in her hand. “You’re going to get in the shower because you fucking reek.” Kaylyn gives me a cheeky smirk as I smile and shake my head.
“Fine, but only if you come with me,” I insist, earning another eye roll. “It will make the time pass by quickly. How long do you have to wait?” I ask as I turn around and turn on the water and begin to strip off my clothing. Oh, fuck, I do stink. I grimace and throw Kay an apologetic look as I throw my clothes at the door.
“Two minutes,” Kay sighs as I climb into the small shower. “Though they say that if you are really pregnant that it takes less time to show a positive.”
I close my eyes as the hot water cascades down over my body, instantly relaxing my tense muscles. I can’t believe in two short minutes that my world could change forever but there is no one else that I would rather change it with. I rub my hands over my face, tasting the bitter salty sweat combined with water run over my lips. God, how will the fans react to Synyster Gates being a father? How would my DAD react to me being a father? A small sigh escapes my lips just as the curtain opens and my eyes rake over the most perfect body I have ever seen. My dark eyes instantly land on Kaylyn’s perfect nips as a smirk falls over my lips. So we meet again, you wicked little nipples…
“Are you okay?” I ask Kaylyn as I pull her into my embrace, the shampoo from my head running over both of us in the small space. I hold her tight to my body as I feel her completely relax.
Those dark orbs look up at me with a weak smile. “I just hope that you’re okay with this…” she sighs and I take her face into my hands. I can see the fear lingering in her eyes.
I kiss the top of her head and run my thumb over her cheek. “Kay, I promise that I will be there for you no matter what the results are,” I say truthfully, a small smile pulling at my lips. “I’m not going to abandoned you like your douche bag ex and I will make sure that you are comfortable and have everything that you need without questions. I will be with you every step of the way,” I promise her before lightly pressing her lips to mine.
“You really mean that?” Kay gasps as she pulls away. “You really want to be the father to this supposed baby? What is that going to do to your career?”
I smile and run my fingers through her dripping wet hair. “Yes, I am always here for you, Kay. I love you.” I kiss her lips. “I love you,” I kiss her lips again. “I love you,” and again. “And I don’t know how it would be possible not to love something that comes from you,” I say honestly, my hands subconsciously moving to her lower abs. “And…” A smirk pulls at my lips. “Isn’t it your job to decide how this will affect my career?” I chuckled, only to receive a smack in the arm. I laugh and hold her naked slender body close to mine, feeling comfort in her touch.
“Well, if I’m having your freaking baby, then you may have to find someone else to babysit you,” she teases as I reach over to turn off the water. “It’s time…”
My heart stops in my chest with her words. This is it, the moment that decides my entire future…our entire future. As I pull back the shower curtain, my heart starts to race and I feel all the color drain from my face. Part of me wishes for the test to be positive while the other begs for it to negative. Why the hell am I so conflicted? I knew that having a baby would keep Kaylyn with me even if I fucked up down the road, while having nothing connecting us would allow her to flee at any time. I hate the idea of her leaving and I would do whatever it took to keep her with.
“Ready?” Kaylyn asks me, handing me a towel to wrap around my body before we look at the test.
I scoff and run the towel through my hair before wrapping it around my waist. “Ready as I will ever be, I guess,” I say softly, taking Kay’s hand as we move over to the sink.
“On three?” Kay asks, her voice shaking as she pulls on her bathrobe from behind the door.
“On three,” I whisper, my palms sweating and my heart racing. “One…two…three…”
“Oh my fucking god…” I gasp as Kaylyn covers her mouth with her hands. “We-We’re….”
“Having a baby…” Kaylyn finishes before I sink down to the floor with her on top of me.
“Kay,” I breathe as a smile pulls at my lips. I take her face into my hands and meet her eyes. “We are having a baby!” I say before kissing her passionately.
Its then that the bathroom door flies open.
Notes
So they are having a little baby Syn or Kaylyn! But how long is this cuteness going to last? I Brian going to freak out and call the whole thing off? Who barged into the bathroom?
@SynysterRyn, yo! You gonna finish this little gem? *begs*
1/25/18