Off Limits

"So do you want to let me help you?" Kaylyn says as she looks me dead in the eye. There was no fucking way I was going to open up and tell her what was really going on, but she could help me in another way...
I smirk seductively at her as I put my hands on the house on either side of her head, holding my body weight with my arms. I slowly take another step forward, seeing the desire hiding in her dark brown eyes.

"I thought you'd never ask," I say before capturing her lips with mine.

Her lips are soft and gentle and do not respond to my kiss at first. I know Zacky said she was off limits, but no one was going to tell Synyster Gates what to do. As I press my body to hers, still holding my own weight, her lips instantly respond. Suddenly ever ounce of misery I had endured the past couple weeks disappears and I feel alive. This was the rush I was craving.

I lightly brush my tongue against Kaylyn's lower lips and she moans lightly, giving me access. Our tongues dance together just as I hear footsteps and the sliding glass door. I quickly step away from Kaylyn and pick up my pack of cigarets, giving her a wink. She looks at me with a dropped jaw before touching her lips with her fingers. Kaylyn looks so shocked and full of desire it's cute.

"You-you can't--"Kaylyn gaps at me and I chuckle in response. Oh see loved it and doesn't want to admit it to herself.

"Come out, come out, where ever you are!" Jimmy sings, interrupting Kaylyn as I step around the corner of the house with my cigaret. "I thought you came out for a cigaret break and I find you both playing hide-and-go-seak? Damn it Brian, why do you get to have all the fun?"

I smile and wag my eyebrows at Jimmy as Kaylyn steps out from behind the house looking flustered. Her face is bright red but her eyes look alive. Damn she looked hot.

"We are not playing anything," Kaylyn snaps, her glaring eyes meeting mine. She was even sexier angry. I lick my lips and she swallows hard before continuing. "And Mr. Gates, you need to get your actions under control! This is a professional arrangement and there are certain rules you need to abide by. The first and foremost being that you keep your hands...and-and other body parts to yourself."

Jimmy explodes with laughter and I take a puff of my cigaret. "Yeah, yeah, I got it Grandma," I chuckle, blowing out a cloud of smoke. I turn away and don't even look at her as I speak. Soon she would come crawling to me for some more action. I knew her type and they were my favorite. "Off limits....Baker mentioned that too, I got it. It's your loss." I simply shrug and grab Jimmy's arm, pulling him over towards the pool.

"Fuck yeah!" Jimmy shouts as he sees where we are going. "But what about the freaking awesome lick you just played? Don't you want to write it down? I wrote down the words because damn, that could be on our next album."

"Eh, just drop it. I'll come up with something else," I say, trying to prevent those emotions from rearing their ugly heads again. Writing was a stupid idea.

"Come on, that was pure musical genius what you just did. You're finally filtering your breakup with Aubrey into something good!"

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. He said her fucking name! A wave of anger and hurt floods my body and I feel like I'm falling. "I SAID FUCKING DROP IT!" I yell. I quickly rip off my clothes, not carrying that Jimmy and Kaylyn are standing there looking shocked, and dive into my pool. The cool water hits my face and I feel some temporary relief.

I need to get that awful woman out of my head. I would erase those moments of my life if I could, and it still wouldn't be enough. I wouldn't let her ruin me any more.

When I surface, Jimmy is sitting on the pool steps with a glass of whiskey in his hand and an apologetic look on his face.

"Thanks," I say, taking the glass and a seat next to him.

"So will you let me help you now?"

Turn and see Kaylyn sitting on the patio chair behind us. She has a look of concern and pity on her face. I was so tired of seeing that look on everyones face. I had a break up, let me deal with it in my own way and stay the fuck out of it!

"The only thing I want," I say and then down the entire glass of whiskey. "Is to go out and have fun. Let's go Jimmy!"

Notes

Well here is a quick update! Now we know what the mystery woman's name is, but what did she do to Mr. Gates that crushed him so badly?

@SynysterRyn, what will Kaylyn think about Brian's actions and his sudden desire to go out? Is she going to squash the idea of going out? Will she have to call Matt and Zacky As reinforcements?