*Carry On*

***Brian's POV***

Memories flash before of my eyes and my body feels weightless and worry free. Now this is the release I have been craving. I don't have a worry in the world and I am totally relaxed. I smile as a memory expands in front of me like a wide screen Tv.

I watch scenes of Jimmy and I running through the park in Huntington Beach with 40oz bottles in our hands. I am drunk off my ass and Jimmy is chasing the ducks and screaming in the only way he knows how. I throw my head back laughing as I stumble with my bottle and cigaret after him. There is no way I'm going to let him have all the fun.

"Jimmy what the fuck are you doing?" I laugh, watching him run towards the water. Only he doesn't stop. Jimmy jumps into the air and is suddenly flying over the top of the water. My mouth drops open as he grows wings and transforms into a deathbat before my eyes.

"Jimmy?" I call, standing and running after the bat that is screaming Jimmy's solo from Critical Acclaim on our new album. "Where are you going?"

I am suddenly running through a world on fire, chasing after Jimmy the Deathbat. I hear Matt and Zacky's voiced calling my name but I only run faster. I have to see where Jimmy is taking me. My body is on fire from the flames erupting around me and the sweat is running down my face.

"Come on, Jimmy! Slow down!" I yell, my breath tight and labored. I watch as Jimmy flies over the edge of a flaming cliff.

"Jump Brian! Jump!" Jimmy screams and I have no choice but to obey. I fly into the air and suddenly everything is pitch black and cold. As I slowly open my eyes, I find myself in a pool in a tropical paradise. Now this is what I'm fucking talking about!

"Mmm," I moan, the cold water feeling good against my burning skin. Suddenly I'm being pulled up out of the water and soft lips are kissing my neck. I lean back and close my eyes, enjoying the soft touch.
"Haner, what do you think of the new girl?" I sit up and open my eyes to see all the guys sitting next to me in the pool.

"Kaylyn is so fucking beautiful," I say, looking up to see her beautiful eyes looking down at me. I turn in her embrace and find myself face-to-face with the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. Leaning forward, I capture her lips with mine.

Kaylyn's lips taste so good and move perfectly with mine. My tongue began to explore her mouth and she gave me free access, moaning with my every touch. My hands wander down her back and I press my body firmly to her. She arches her breasts toward me and I cant help but pull down her bikini.

The next thing I know, we are in my bedroom alone and naked. Kaylyns hands move to my shoulders and I moan into her mouth. Her skin feels so hot and when I bite on my bottom lip, her hands move to my erection. Kaylyn slowly begins to pump and I let my head sink next to her shoulders with a groan. She takes my cock into her perfect lips and feel pure bliss...

My eyes slowly open and I find myself in a dimly lit room in freezing cold water. I shiver and look around with blurred vision. Where the fuck am I?

"Oh God Brian I thought you were going to die!" A shrill voice yells before I feel like I'm being eaten alive by a boa constrictor.

I quickly shrug away from whatever was holding me and rub my hands over my eyes. Who the hell is talking to me? "What?" I ask, trying to absorb the words the voice just said. As I rub my eyes, I swear I see blond hair. "Why the hell are you here?" I snap bitterly, trying to distance myself from who I assume to be Aubrey.

"I'm so fucking sorry to bother you, but I was afraid you were going to die of a, hopefully accidental, overdose!" The voice continues to say in an angry tone while throwing a towel at me.

I grab the towel, blinking my eyes a few more times. What the hell was she talking about? I am so lost. I know that voice and it doesn't belong to Aubrey. As I look up again, I see long dark hair and gorgeous curves. Kaylyn? What the hell is going on? Was my dream real? Why am naked and she is soaking wet?

"Wait," I quickly wrap the towel around myself and lean towards the door, closing it before she can leave. She turns to face me with dark angry eyes.

Kaylyn rolls her eyes at me and then starts crying. Why is she crying? It's then that the days events come flooding back into my mind. I had left her standing at the fountain, got smashed, and took drugs. Kaylyn must have found me on the floor and had to be scared out of her mind. I now feel like the worlds biggest asshole. No one in their right mind would save me after what I've done today, but Kaylyn did. I need to make it up to her for caring when no one else did.

"Brian, I can't stand here and watch you flush your life down the toilet. I know you probably think I'm full of shit, but I feel a connection to you and-" she cries before I crash my lips into hers.

Kaylyn's lips instantly respond to mine and I feel a new spark of life come over me. I grab her slim hips and press my body against her. I kiss her and she immediately opens up to me. She is too gorgeous and I can't get enough of her taste, her looks, her everything. At this moment, Kaylyn Rizzo has me under her spell.

As my tongue explores her mouth just as it did in my hallucination, I press our bodies to the door. I moan into her mouth as her hands fall on my naked hips and drop my towel to the floor. In response, my hands move up her back and unzip her little back dress that immediately falls to the floor. I slowly move my lips from hers and work my way down to her neck and shoulders.

"Brian...wait--" She says softly, her hands lightly pushing on my shoulders.

"Shh...just let me take you on a wild ride..." I mumble between kisses, still feeling a buzz from the alcohol. Before she can speak, I capture her lips again and her hands tangle in my hair. She is so fucking sexy.

Kaylyn's body arches into mine as I pick her up and press her between my hard member and the door. "Oh fuck, Kaylyn," I moan, feeling her warmth against my groin. I want nothing more than to burry myself deep inside her. "I dreamed about this in my....previous state."

"You mean when you were fucking high," Kaylyn snaps, pulling away from me. "I'm not some kind of escape for you when you don't want to deal with you problems." She grabs her wet dress and a towel.
"Wait. What?" I ask. "You're leaving in the middle of this?" I gap, having never been turned down before. I reach out to pull her back into my embrace but she dodges my advances and wraps herself in the towel. "Kaylyn?"

"When you're not shit faced and you're not getting over a high then maybe will talk. I am not going to sit here and let you use me to avoid your problems, because guess what, I have feelings too!" She raged. "I'll see you in the morning when you can think straight," she says before slamming the door in my face.

I stand there staring at the door, cold, naked, and confused.

What the hell just happened?

Notes

Ohh poor Bri! Getting left in the middle of the act. Was Kaylyn right to leave? Is Brian just using her to avoid his problems or does he genuinely like her? Hmmm