*Carry On*

Chapter 12: Utter Disbelief

**Kaylyn's POV**

I knew I fucked up even before Mr. Sanders came busting through the bedroom door screaming "ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!"....I let my guard down and did the one thing that I promised myself I would never do again.

I know that Brian probably lost all respect to me as a professional because honestly, how can I even call myself that?! Matt is right... This isn't going to work. I slept with Brian and no matter how incredible the sex was...he probably sees me as an easy lay, or some sort of pain in the ass hooker that he will be glad to get rid of.

I quickly get dressed in the clothes Brian attempted to hand to me before I hit the final nail in my coffin by fucking the shit out of him and enjoying every minute of it. Damn it though, he really is incredible in bed...but as a professional, I should have showed restraint.

I inch towards them and Matt's words feel like a stab to the heart, "I think that we should find you a new PR and send Ms. Rizzo home since she doesn't seem to know workplace boundaries".

I drop my head in shame and tears form in my eyes...I've never been fired for acting unprofessional and I never thought I would. Brian and Jimmy both shout "No" at the same time, and my head shoots back up in utter disbelief.

Surprisingly, Brian takes the blame for my actions and suggests some kind of contract that we have to sign saying we promise not to fool around anymore and I'm stunned....why is he taking the blame for my actions? He doesn't owe me anything...I'm the one who crossed the professional line, not him!

Matt agrees but warns us both that if we break the contract that we are both gone...jeez, nothing like the stress of unemployment to ease the guilt of an impromptu hook up.

Jimmy and Matt walk back down the hallway to start drawing up the legal paperwork and Brian attempts to leave but I grab his hand and stop him.

"Hey careful, hand holding might be one of our new no-no's" he teases and I roll my eyes and drop my hand away from him.

"Why did you take the blame for me?? You don't know me and...and...you probably don't even care if I leave" I say before letting out a ragged breath, "Umm, so why did you do it?" I ask but can't bare to look him in the eye while I wait for his response, so instead I fixate on his sexy mouth.

"Maybe I like having you around" he says with a smirk and I let out an exasperated huff. I'm so stupid...he doesn't care about me, he just wants to fuck me in secret to get a thrill....perfect!

I look up into his incredible eyes, "Well you can't keep me around for those reasons anymore or we are both fired...didn't you just agree to sign some sort of contract saying we will have to refrain from that" I argue but a blush creeps onto my cheeks as I remember our mind-blowing sex from before.

Brian runs his hand over my cheeks and smiles at their new rosy shade. "I meant I will enjoy getting to know you better outside the bedroom too but hey, since I see you're thinking our last go...if you don't tell, I won't" he teases and I push him back and let out a small giggle. Oh God, I don't giggle....what is wrong with me?!?

Matt calls for us to get out of the bedroom and I give Brian a small grateful smile. "I don't know why you saved my ass but I can tell you that I appreciate it" I mumble as we make our way towards the living room area.

We are almost there, but still out of sight of the other guys, when Brian turns towards me and crashes his lips down on top of mine. I feel a jolt of excitement before the fear sets in...we can't do this again.

I push him away and he frowns, "Sorry, I had to kiss you one more time in case I don't get the chance to do it again" he whispers before disappearing into the other room.

I'm standing in the hallway in complete shock and confusion. Hmmm, do I go in the other room and sign a piece of paper that I'm not sure I can uphold the terms of, or return to my room, pack a bag and run before I get my heart crushed again???

Decisions, Decisions...

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