Unwritten

Jimmy's P.O.V.

She's different, i know she's acting like every thing is okay, but it's not. I can feel it in her. Ever since i saw her at the hospital where we hooked-up in the room, i could tell it wasn't because she missed me, she wanted a distraction. When we have sex, it's filled with a passion of not being able to get enough of each other. Yeah, we're rough sometimes but last night just didn't feel the same. Whatever these people did to her, it damaged her. I'm afraid she'll never be the same Olivia, i just want her to be happy. She's not happy, but she can't process what she wants at the moment.
"Mmmm," She mumbles in her sleep, then turns her body, facing me.
Damn, i just can't believe she's back in my arms. I admit it, i did give up, as much as i tried to hope that she was still out there, we were cold. No signs, or leads, there was nothing. Matt took it so hard. He had a mini heart attack every time he thought he saw Olivia, and that happened a lot for a while, but he gave up too. When someone even mentioned her name, he didn't flinch at all, i think he killed her in his mind. We still continued the search, but there was no motivation. The first couple of weeks, we left her stuff how she left it, everything was untouched, but eventually we cleaned it all up, did her laundry, and packed her suitcase. When we got the call from the hospital, we admit that we were really interested if this was real, when Matt asked to verify her blood and it was positive, we were all stunned. He dropped the phone and ran to the drivers seat. Zacky had to continue the phone call, but it was hard for him too. I know he had a thing for her back then so she's really special. For the first time in weeks, we actually smiled and had a real conversation. Val and Michelle tried their best to keep everyone together, and not have us fall into a deep abyss of darkness, but even Matt and Brian barely spoke to them. The moment Matt walked out of the hospital room, his eyes were watering and he looked like he could barely walk, but i could tell he was happy to have her back. When i saw her, i had a similar effect, but when she looked at me, i could tell she wasn't the same anymore and that things were going to change. No matter how hard she tries to forget and act normal, it won't be the same.

Notes

i'm in love with someone.