Unwritten

I didn't want this, i don't want everyone crowding me with questions. I just want to fucking forget, they can't know what happened. Sweet Little Sanders was kidnapped, drugged, raped, and attempted to commit suicide. I don't want that. Matt looks at me with such sad eyes, and Jimmy gets scared every time he doesn't see me at least one foot near him. The worst of it is that Zacky hasn't said anything, he just observes me. I can tell he wants to lighten the mood, but is too scared to. God damn it! Don't act so fucking careful for me. They never did it before, so why would they change their actions against me now?
"Hey?....Hey!?" Matt whisper-yelled.
"What." I replied bluntly.
"You look a little pissed, is everything okay."
"Yes, everything is fine, stop acting like i'm a helpless child. I'm back now and you can't change the past so can we please get over it?" His expression changed to angry.
"What the fuck Olivia! You go missing and god knows what happened to you and you want all of us to act normal! We were worried sick about you! This is not something that can easily be forgotten, things will not be normal for a while and you've got to accept that."
".....fuck you." I mumbled.
"What did you say?" He said sternly.
"Matt leave it." Jimmy said softly.
"No, I think all of us would like to hear what you said."
"F-U-C-K, Y-O-U. Fuck You, is that clear enough?"
"What's gotten in to you, it's like you're not my sister anymore. What did they do to the Olivia i knew?"
"This is her! What happened to the brother i knew, to the brothers? So it takes something as big as going missing to change the way you act around me. So now i'm some careful little child. The Olivia you know isn't so sweet, she never left, she never changed, you just didn't get to know her since i rarely actually spend time with you. You know what? I just want to be alone right now." I force myself out of his grip and walk off the bus and to the little patio area by the hospital.

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