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"So what? Are you and Jimmy together now or something?" After that little...thing...i went inside to use the bathroom so i could cool off, and now standing behind me is Zacky...
"I-i don't know." I shrugged, i couldn't bring myself to look him in the eye.
"It's cool and all, but there's something i need to know." He got closer and put his arm on my shoulder. "Did you ever have feelings for me?"
"I don't know who i like let alone what i like. Everything about me is a contradiction Zacky, you should know but i don't know how i feel. Making out with you was fun but i'm not sure if it was more for the thrill of Matt. Did you...ever have feelings for me?"
"No. You're attractive and all and it's fun making out with you, but you're not my type." It never meant anything? Wow, way to make me feel worth something.
"Then why did you even ask me?"
"Because i don't want you to have feelings for me Liv. I wanted to know if those times meant anything to you so i crush the feelings now and have room only for Jimmy."
"Oh. I don't think there's going to be anything. Jimmy's, he's an amazing person but, Matt would never accept and he's older. There more girls out there better than me."
"You're perfect Olivia," He said as he stroked my cheek, "believe me."
"Why do you keep doing things like this if they don't mean anything to you Zacky! I don't want to be played by anyone, not you, not Jimmy. I don't want to ruin anything between us. I'm just fucking done with guys."
"Ha ha. Going lesbian so soon. I thought you'd at least loose your virginity first."
"Now's not the time!" I got to admit that was pretty funny though.
"See, you're laughing. Let's go back outside before Jimmy starts to feel rejected and embarrassed." He pulled me into him and we walked together outside. Jimmy looked a little embarrassed and came up to me to apologize, but i told him it was alright. We hugged it out and went back to chilling, but Johnny wouldn't stop giving me the look.

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