Shattered By Broken Dreams

**Chrissie's POV**
Zacky and I are on our way to the airport and I can't stop thinking about our parents. I know I've made some big mistakes in my life, but I always thought that no matter what you do, your parents would never abandon you..I guess I was sorely mistaken about that.

Fortunately, I have Zee and he's the only one I need in my life right now, so for him... I will try to get better. I know deep down, without him I would be long gone by now, so I literally owe my life to him.

I'm really excited and nervous at the same time to see the other guys too. I've missed them just as much as I missed Zacky.

I wonder what will they think when they see me? Will they think that I'm a freak once they see what I've done to myself?

"Hey Zack are the guys okay that I'm coming on tour with you?" I ask while playing with the sleeves on my shirt. I look over at him and see that he looks little uncomfortable...huh, I wonder what that's all about.

I raise an eyebrow at him and he lets out a small sigh, "I didn't tell them you were coming yet...I think that they are going to be thrilled though" he replies with a weak smile.

My mouth falls open and I wonder if he is waiting to let them know that I'm coming so they can't refuse to let me join them on tour.

What if they think I only going to be a burden? What if they think that I'm nothing but a nuisance or a child that they need to babysit from venue to venue?! I guess my real fear is....

What if Zacky is ashamed of me?!

Notes

What do you guys think how will the guys react when they see Chrissie?