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Shattered By Broken Dreams

Summary

Disclaimer: this is a work of FICTION and we in no way own any rights or mean any disrespect to any members of Avenged Sevenfold. This story contains talk of self-harm and depression so if that offends you...please don't read it!

Author's Note:

Chrissie's POV written by @LoveA7XfoREVer (who I finally talked into posting her writing for the first time so please give her tons of support and love!!)

Zacky's and the rest of A7X's POVs will be written by SynysterRyn (who has a crappy internet connection..for now...so please bare with her for updates lol)


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'I'm such a fucked up human being' I say inwardly to myself, as I stare down at the fresh cuts on my thighs. I was never supposed to end up like this...a broken and fragile mess crying on the bathroom floor with blood pouring down my arms and legs.

I was supposed to be someone... I was supposed to become something so great that my parents couldn't resist looking at me and telling me how proud they are... but instead, all I am to them anymore is just a huge disappointment...a disgrace.

You see, that's all they see me as now. Of course they would never say that to my face... but I can see it in their eyes when they look at me. Their eyes that were once full of love and happiness as they cradled their newborn daughter in their arms were the same eyes bursting with pride when that little girl took her first steps or said her first word. Sadly, now all their eyes hold is shame and hate...I assume it's shame in me and hate for what I'm doing to myself.

How could their perfect little girl turn into something like this?







Characters

Chrissie Baker

Chrissie Baker

17 years old and younger sister of Zacky. Battles with depression and a self-harm addiction.

The Rest Of A7X

The Rest Of A7X

Jonathan "Johnny Christ" Seward, Brian "Synyster Gates" Haner Jr., Matthew "M. Shadows" Sanders, and James "The Rev" Sullivan.

Zachary Baker aka Zacky Vengeance

Zachary Baker aka Zacky Vengeance

Chrissie older brother and Rhythm Guitarist for Avenged Sevenfold.

Chapters

  1. Chapter 1

    Zacky's POV

  2. Chapter 2

    Chrissie's POV

  3. Chapter 3

    Zacky's POV

  4. Author Note

    Author Note

  5. Chapter 4

    Chrissie's POV

  6. No Accident

    Zacky's POV

  7. Chapter 7

    Chrissie's POV

  8. An Unexpected Surprise

    Matt's POV

  9. Who's The Hottie?

    Johnny's POV

  10. Chapter 10: Nightmare

    Chrissie's POV

  11. Chapter 11: Warnings and Worries

    Brian's and Zacky's POV

  12. Chapter 12: Snoring And Stolen Kisses

    Chrissie's and Matt's POV

Comments

I think he kissed her to comfort her.. i don't think she'll tell Zacky about it..

DaniVengeance DaniVengeance
1/17/15

I love the update, can't wait to read more. I think that Matt kissed Chrissie to comfort her, and I also think that Chrissie won't tell Zacky about the kiss.

rocker666 rocker666
1/16/15

@SynysterRyn
giant orgy i'm guessing haha

A.Dickinson A.Dickinson
12/22/14

I love the update. I'm sad that I couldn't comment the past few days. I can't wait to read more, I think Chrissie and Brain together would be cute.

rocker666 rocker666
12/22/14

@Athena Dickinson
Maybe...you will have to wait and see. Maybe more than one of them are interested in her ;)

SynysterRyn SynysterRyn
12/21/14