After All That We've Been Through

Kady's POV

I was so fucking pissed that it took every ounce of my being not to destroy the decor in the hallway as I stormed out of the elevator. Synyster Gates was the most insufferable, selfish bastard that I had ever met in my entire life and I lived with Caleb! And that says something! I can't believe I fell for him. What the hell was I thinking?!

Just recalling his egotistical smirk before he kissed me made my skin crawl. I mean, who fucking kisses someone after the last thing they said to you was that you're a selfish bitch and you lied about your feelings? Sure, that kiss was hot and left me wet but I still hated the guy for what he did to me. Why was I good enough Gates one moment and not the next? I didn't get it...

My raising blood pressure caused a pounding sound to erupt in my ears and my vision to turn red. I clenched my fists as I walked, ready to pound anyone who stopped me. I wanted nothing more than to fix myself a nice tall Jameson on the rocks and forget this evening...but I wasn't so lucky...

"Don't you fucking walk away from me!"

Jesus, even his voice pissed me off. Why couldn't he just leave me the hell alone? This was his choice, not mine! Gates forfeited his chance with me with his cowardice actions and I would be damned if I would fall for his shit again. I was done with everything Brian Haner Jr./ Synyster Gates.

I hold up my middle finger behind me as I walk toward my room. I really hoped he would get the hint.

"Hey! I'm talking to you!" He's still following me? What the hell is this guys deal.

"Don't you understand what 'fuck you' means?" I hissed, not looking back. I knew if I turned around that I would hit him or worse, want to fuck him like there was no tomorrow. I'd be damned if he'd get that satisfaction.

Suddenly, his hand grabbed me by the shoulder and forced me to turn around and face him. My eyes met Brian's and my heart started to race. I hated that the person I loathed the most right now had this effect on me. Damn it body, stop it with these fucking feelings! I don't want to feel anything in relation to this man...or should I say child? It's a shame that the only thing that can help me not to feel is in my bag at the other end of the hall.

"What the hell is your problem?" Brian demanded, staring back into my eyes. Was that regret and pain in his eyes? Now I must be really seeing thing and need to get my eyes check because Synyster Gates doesn't have feelings!

I scoffed and swallowed thickly as I tried to move away from Brian. He just put his arms up and took a step forward, pinning me to the wall. I could feel my body responding to our close proximity, each passing second with his body touching mine turned me on. I needed to get out of there before I did something I regretted.

"You're my fucking problem," I growled, my eyes filling with the lust I was desperately trying to avoid. I gave his chest a firm shove but still he refused to move. Well, now your asking for it. I picked up my knee to hit his groin but he dodged out of the way before I could do any damage. Smart man....

"What the hell does that mean?"

Really, after I almost killed any chance of you having sex for weeks, you're still following me? How fucking thick could he get?!

I span around and faced him as I reached my door, my temper raising to a new height. "This was your fucking choice, Brian!" I screamed. "You decided that we were nothing and that I didn't mean anything to you! So what the hell do you want from me? You made your choice, so go back to your room and LEAVE. ME. THE. FUCK. ALONE!"

"I fucking lied okay?! Is that what you want to hear? I'm a dick who ruined everything!" He shot back, his hand moving in front of him as he spoke.

"You're damn right you ruined everything," I roared. "So much so that you've lost your chance! I've seen your true colors!" I moved to take my room key out of my pocket as Brian spoke again. I wasn't falling for this shit again. Fool me once, shame on me. Fool me twice, fuck you.

"You haven't seen seen anything!" He growled before pushing me back against the door and pinning his lips to mine. I was so taken aback that it took me a moment to respond. And as much as I wanted to push him away, I couldn't.

Our lips angrily moved together as Brian pinned hard against the door. I could feel his hard member stabbing me in the hip and I knew I was done for. There was no turning back now. I moaned into our kiss as our tongues feverishly danced, making me to drip down below.

Brian ripped my room key out of my hand and scooped me into his arms in one swift motion. He opened the door and entered the dark, our hands groping each other's body and not missing a beat with the movement. I gridded my hips against him as we crashed into every wall possible.

"I want you so fucking bad, Kad," Brian breathed into my ear, his lips and teeth teasing my ear lobes.

He shrugged his leather jacket off my shoulders and massages down along my exposed ribcage, causing me to moan out into his mouth that tastes slightly of smoke. Mmm I fucking missed this taste.
I rocked my hips forward and grind against his strained erection and he lets out a low sexy growl. I bit down on my lower lip as he unclasps my bra and tosses it across the bedroom before propping himself up on his one elbow and sucking harshly at my hardened nipples.

I tossed my my head back in sheer ecstasy because it had been to damn long since I had had Brian. I tugged his shirt over his head and ran my fingers along the ripples in his abs before snaking them just below the waistline of his pants.

"Please don't fucking tease me" he begged, his voice harsh and growling. I unbuckled his pants and slid down his legs, taking his jeans and boxers with me. My mouth literally watered at the sight of his rather large erection. The next thing I know, Brian picked me up and tossed me on the bed, sticking his cock in my mouth. I moaned lightly as I took the head of his cock into my mouth while softly stroking the shaft with my right hand.

"Holy fuck!!!" he moaned loudly and I quicker my pace, causing him to dig his fingers into the bed sheets beside him.

I hummed in appreciation of his approval and he bucked his hips involuntarily, causing me to take him deeper. My other hand gently massaged his balls and I could feel them begin to tighten beneath my touch. I smirked wickedly as I pulled his length out if my mouth as he let out a frustrated groan.

"Sucks to be a dick doesn't it?" I chuckled before I was harshly pulled to the edge of the bed. He literally ripped my blue lace panties off my body before putting on a condom. He smirks wickedly before slamming his full length into my body followed by fast and deep thrusts.

"Oh my fucking god, Brian," I screamed as he pounded me in the most tender area. His hands grip my hips as I feel the pleasurable sensation rise inside, tipping the headboard in the process. I wrapped my legs around him and began to meet his thrusts to get my release. At the same time, Brian began to run his calloused fingers over my swollen clit and I cried out his name loudly as the orgasm tore through my body.

My inner walls vise down on his dick and he came hard into the condom right behind me. I wrapped my weak arms around his neck and pulled him closer to me for a kiss. Brian's lips gently kissed me back as I realized what we've just done.

I cuddled into Brian's side, hating myself for showing weakness but being oh so satisfied. I just hoped he didn't think that I forgave him and that we were back together. I still hated him...

Notes

So angry smut smut smut! Hoped you like it! :) Will Kaylyn ever forgive Brian? Does Brian think they are back together?

Also, if you're bored waiting for an update, check out the following awesome, kick ass stories!

GingerSMASH's "You Can't Hide From Me"

devil price's "Danger Line" and sequel "High Voltage"

and mine and SynysterRyn's co-write "Carry On"

thanks for reading and all your support!