After All That We've Been Through

Matt's POV

"Matt? Matt?!"

I looked up from my phone after receiving a firm swat to the back of my head. "What?" I said, looking between Zacky and Johnny with a bewildered look.

I had been engrossed with my texts from both Eli and Val. What was I doing fucking around with two girls hearts? Sure I loved Val but something about Eli just enticed me and I couldn't say no to her. It was like she was my drug of choice and I kept going back to her for a fix. I knew that if I didn't stop this double life of mine that the shit was going to hit the fan. Val would dump my ass so fast that I would have road burn and Eli, well let's just say I never want to piss her off again. Fuck, I hated having to make these kind of decisions!

"We are headed back up to the room to get our shit for the pool," Zacky said, rolling his eyes as I looked up at him from my phone. It was only then that I noticed Jimmy and Brian were no longer there. Get your fucking head in the game, Sanders.

"Yeah okay," I say as Val's picture flashes on the screen.

"Are you coming?" Johnny asks and I just nod, opening the text.

Hey babe, I miss you. This big house is lonely with out you. How's Maine?
Xoxo Val

"Screw him, let's go," Zacky said but my fingers were too busy flying with my response.

Miss you too darlin'. Maine is fucking cold and we are at some resort. Ohio canceled our next show.
M. Shadows

It's then that I get a text from Eli and my heart starts to palpitate. This is where shit always hits the fan when you're juggling two women. Serves me right for being a fucking cheater....I never thought I'd stoop so low.

Hey stud, mind if I come over tonight? I'll make it worth your while ;)
Elinor Reaghan* DCP

I sigh and run my hand over my face as my dick throbs painfully in my pants. Damn she is a good lay and we get along fine, but do I like her more than Val? Shit, Val and I have been through a lot together and she knew things about me even the guys didn't know.

I bit my lip as I fumbled around with my phone, trying to decide what I should do. I was horny as fuck and I wanted to get laid but I could just as easy jack off I guess. Fuck, I wanted Eli tonight! My hand wasn't going to do the same justice as her warm tight walls. I moaned aloud only to receive a dirty look from an elderly couple at the table next to me.

Fine I can fuck Eli just this one last time and be done with it. Then she will have to go find someone else to play with but deep down I know I'm lying to myself.

Hell yeah, see you tonight. Room 645.
M. Shadows

I instantly feel a twinge of regret as Val's new message pops up.

Shit, that sucks. :( Do you want me to take a flight out in the morning so we can hang out for a few days?
Xoxo Val

"Fuck," I hiss, running my fingers through my nonexistent hair. Of course I wanted to spend time with Val, but how would I explain it to Eli? I would be the worlds biggest asshole if she saw me going our with Val. I had to do something. Come clean to Eli? I definitely couldn't come clean to Val without losing her.
My fingers hovered over the keys just as I heard melodic laughter behind me. "What the hell are you doing here sitting all by your lonesome, Sanders?" Speak of the devil, there was Elinor Reaghan in the flesh. My breath caught in my throat and I struggled to find the words to respond.

"What's the matter, did I catch you texting your wife?" She laughed, her tattooed arms wrapping around my neck. My body instantly stiffened at her words, causing her to pull away from me. Boy if she knew how close to being right she was, she would kill me.

Those dark eyes looked over me and a small smirk fell across her lips. "What? Do you have a girlfriend back home that you don't want me to know about?" My jaw dropped and I sat there gaping like a fish out of water. "Fuck, you do, don't you?" She hissed, pushing my arm.

"Look Eli I'm sorry...I never meant for any of this to happen--" I stammer, trying to cover my ass but she cuts me off my sitting of my lap. Eli carefully wiggled her hips, causing me to moan.

"Listen Sanders, I'm not looking for a relationship with you," she whispered, her warm breath tickling my ear. "Been there, done that. I am only looking for a good time right now...so if you're in, I'm in." Her lips moved down to my neck, kissing and nibbling their way down.

Fuck, that offer was so tempting. That took some of the pressure off but what if Val found out? What if I lose her? I had alway been so faithful so what about this tour was making me stray? Maybe I should talk to the guys about this? They usually had good advice.

"I-I..." I stammered, still trying to form words. Why the hell did she alway turn me into a blabbering idiot?
Eli pressed her long finger to my lips and slowly sat up again, looking me straight I the eye. "If you want this," she said, squeezing her perfect tits together. "Then meet me in room 413 in a half an hour. If not, you have a very lucky lady on your hands..." With that Eli threw me a wink and walked away, strutting her ass like there was no tomorrow and leaving me with a raging boner.

"Fuck," I sighed, putting my face in my hands. I pulled my phone back up and quickly typed up a message to Val.

We are going back on the road again tomorrow but maybe you could come when we get to Florida? Ttly
M. Shadows

With that, I stuffed my phone in my pocket and made my way out into the lobby. I winced with each step as my blue balls started to take over and I knew there was no turning back. I had to go see Eli tonight but it would be the last time. I pushed the button to the elevator and awaited my impending bad choices. Why couldn't I just say no?

"I can't fucking believe that guy, kissing me after all that he's put me through. What the fucking nerve! In could rip his dick off and kick it around on the ground...ugh!"

I looked to my right to see Kady muttering to herself as she waited for the elevator. She was covered from head to foot in snow and shivering. A small smile fell over my face as I watched her dance in her place to warm up.

"Not a winter person?" I chuckled, giving her a small grin. She looked up at me and a big blush fell over her cheeks.

She scoffed and shook her head. "I guess you could say that or you could say that I want to fucking kill your lead guitarist..." She sarcastically chuckled, casing me to raise a brow.

"Gates? Did he do this to you?" I laughed, looking her snow covers body up and down. I found it hard to believe he would do that since he hated the snow.

"Yep," she hissed, popping the p. "Fucking asshole," she muttered as the double doors pulled open. Somehow I felt there was more to the story they were both letting on.

"I take it you two aren't friends anymore?" I carefully asked, knowing that sometimes Kady could be a ticking time bomb.

"And I can take it that you can mind your own fucking business?" Kady snapped as we both climbed in the elevator. Wow, what happened to the kind hearted girl I first met? This versions of Kady acts like she's been jaded and knocked around by the world. I really felt like I was missing a piece of the puzzle.

Just as the elevator doors started to shut, someone stuck their hand in yelling, "hold that vator!" It was the that I recognized that tall gangly frame and those blue eyes.

"Shadz! It's fucking freezing out!" Jimmy yelled, pulling me into a snow covered hug. "Brian fucking pummeled--"

"You've got to be fucking kidding me!" Jimmy and I both turned to look at Kady as she glared down Brian. "Out of ever fucking elevator, you had to get on this on!"

"Jimmy picked it, princess," Brian scoffed. "You're just pissed because I beat your ass at the snow ball fight!" He sneered. I knit my brows together as I looked between, Jimmy, Brian, and Kady. What the hell was going on here. Since when were Brian and Kady at each other's throats? Last I knew they were like best friends or an old married couple. "You can't stand not being in control of something!"

"Oh that's rich coming from you Mr. I - Need - My - Schecters - Just - So! Or how about I'm so high and mighty I can't possibly take the fall for someone else?!" Kady hissed, taking a step towards Brian. That little spitfire of a red head was a good four inches shorter than Brian but that didn't stop her from getting in his face.

"Are you fucking kidding me?! My puke video covered up every possible problem that you had!"

"Yeah like you got drunk to save my ass! More like save your own!" Jimmy let out a low whistle as Kady stabbed him in the chest with her finger.

"You have some fucking nerve! You have no idea why I did what I did! Unless of course you became a professional mind reader and forgot to tell me!" Brain and Kady were so close now that I swear in any other circumstance it would have been sexual. I looked at Jimmy to see him shaking his head with his hand over his eyes. It was the that the elevator dinged and we were at Kady's floor.

"How dare you," Kady hissed, before shoving Brian out of her way. "You're a fucking pussy and I wish I never...ugh!" She raged storming out.

"Come back here and say that to my face!" Brian raged storming after down the hall.

Jimmy and I both turned to look at each other as the door closed leaving us in silence.

"What the fuck was that?" I asked, shaking my head.

"Lover quarrel.... Pretty sure they are going to bang now..." Jimmy chuckled before he started to sing his ball song.

What the hell? Brian and Kady were together? That looked like one dysfunctional mess to me. Holy hell...and I never knew.

Notes

Is Matt playing with fire?

Is Jimmy right about Brian and Kady? Or are they just going to keep screaming at each other?