After All That We've Been Through

Brian's POV

Thank you? All she said was thank you after that amazing impromptu shag? Damn, was it bad? It was all I could thing about during our show and I kept letting my mind wander back to her eyes. Kady's eyes looked so full of light and lust when we fucked. Looking down at them in the act was almost like a drug. It was better than her warm innards surrounding my dick. Damn I only had had her once and I think I was addicted. Was that possible?

I needed to see her again, even if it was to just look into her eyes. Something about her sparked my interest. I kept thinking about our last encounter as I walked back to the bus with the guys.

"Gates why are you smiling like an idiot?" Johnny asked after taking a swig of of his wine.

"I'm not," I shrugged, pulling out my pack of cigarets. "Just kicked your ass playing tonight." I playfully punched in the arm.

Johnny threw head back and laughed. "You wish. If I didn't know better, I'd say you're thinking about a special someone." Johnny wagged his eyes brows at me as I shrugged. Sometimes I wished they didn't know me so well.

"Whose the lucky lady?" Jimmy asked, putting his arm around my shoulder. "When will she get to meet the family?"

"Wait a minute, who said anything about a new girl," Matt chimed in, looking between me and Zacky. He smiled with his big obnoxious dimples. "Val said that Michelle was been talking to someone again. You sly dog! Why didn't you tell us you were talking with Michelle?"

I suddenly felt a sinking feeling in my stomach. Michelle was the last person I wanted to think about and I wouldn't talk to her if you paid me. Now I know you're thinking I'm being dramatic, but I gave her my heart and soul and she laughed and threw it back in my face. But then again, I promised Kady that I'd keep our friendship a secret.

I simply shrugged again and took a drag from my cigaret. It was then that I noticed Jimmy watching me intently. He could read me even better than the others. I could tell that Jimmy wasn't buying the Michelle idea. But then again, I never acknowledged or denied Matts accusations.

"Hey guys wait up!"

We all turned around to see Eli running behind us with her camera around her neck.

"Eli!" Matt yelled before scooping her up into his arms and swinging her around in a circle. "So what did you think? Like the stuff from the new album?"

"Hell, yeah! It's super edgy and raw. I fucking love this new sound and your voice Matt...I can't even explain the effect it had on me," Eli said, her body dangerously close to Matt's. I knew that look in his eyes and I could tell he was regretting breaking up with her. He wanted her. "Maybe you could give me a private concert later?" She asked, walking her fingers up her chest. The were lost in each other's eyes.

I cleared my throat, knowing that the rest of they guys were feeling just as awkward as I was. We all knew he had a girl friend but knew better than to interfere. Matt was a big boy that was capable of making his own decisions.

"Hey, I've got an idea," Matt said as Zacky and I lit another cigaret. "Let's take a cab and go to a bar. I've got the first round! Let's celebrate another successful show."

"Sounds good to me. I could use a drink and we don't have to be on the road until morning." Zack said, pulling out his phone. "You're going down, Sanders."

"That settles it, drinking games and beers all around!" Matt cheered as he pulled Eli close with his arm around her waist.

"I think I'm going to sit this one out," I said, looking down at the ground. "I'm still feeling the effects of last nights shot game."

"Synyster Gates is backing out of a night out? He must be sick," Zacky laughed as Jimmy eyes me again. I'm sure he would have lots of questions for me later.

"I think he's afraid of getting his ass beat at the shot game again,"Johnny jeered and I gave him another punch in the arm.

"You wish, short shit."

"You and I have a rematch anyway," Jimmy said as a cab pulled up. "Stay out of trouble, Brian," Jimmy said with a wink as I started to walk backwards.

I watched as the cab drove away and then walked back towards the bus. As I approached, I heard a lot of yelling.

"How could you walk off the stage in the middle of the fucking show!? The fans were pissed!" I heard Caleb yell. I instantly balled my hands into fists, knowing that he was talking to Kady.

"Sorry I got sick, alright?" She snapped in return.

"Yeah from all the beer you were drinking on stage, I could smell you from the back," Caleb countered.
"Yeah, because you're so fucking perfect. Piss off Caleb and call me when you stop being a dick." With that I heard her come running down the stairs. She stop as soon as she saw me. "Get me out of here," she muttered, grabbing my hand and dragging me back towards the arena.

Notes

Where is Kady taking Brian? Was Caleb out of line in what he said to Kady?

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